c h a p t e r 4

Stellar smiled at me when she caught my gazing at her dreamily. I felt my cheeks burn and immediately looked away, now looking out the window boredly. Mr. Lorrnoke drabbled on and on about the current lesson, boring me to death.

Although, the blonde girl didn't look that bored.

It really ticked me off to see the shine in her eyes as she watched Mr. Lorrnoke teach the lesson. When ever he called upon her to answer a question, she would jump right up and answer with enthusiasm.

Sting would nudge me once that happened, and I just glared at him, whacking him on the arm. Shinn was also glaring the the new teacher after he noticed the young girl's actions.

I knew he would feel just like I did.

Stellar looked exceptionally pretty today. She wore a light blue dress that was short and had white in small squares of it. (A/N: The dress she wears under her EA uniform and when she goes to sleep in the series.) Also, wearing knee high boots that flattered her body. I found it hard to keep my eyes off her, but my will trounced my desires and my eyes stayed away from her, as I stared out the window, gazing outside and wishing I could be playing tag or something.

"Auel Neider!"

I looked up and saw Mr. Lorrnoke in front of my desk, glaring at me.

"What?" I grumbled.

"I said, do you know what the answer is?" He asked, pointing towards the board.

I looked to the board, reading the words written in chalk, but found that I hadn't been paying attention to anything he was saying, so of course I wouldn't understand anything it was talking about.

"No sir.."

"Then you'll see me after class then," he said sternly, then called upon Stellar, who answered the question sharpley.

I glared at him, then rested my arm on my desk, staring out the window once more. I knew Stellar was staring at me, but I didn't bother to turn and look at her questioning look that I knew she held.

After class, I stayed behind, and Sting and Shinn turned to me, "see you later ok Shinn? We'll be in our dorm."

I nodded, then sighed, walking up to Mr. Lorrnoke's desk.

He was reading some strange thing on his laptop, and the only thing I could read was "Message from Headquarters" before he turned to me, "I am disappointed that this is how I was going reunite with you, Auel, but nonetheless, I'm glad that you and I could meet once more," he said.

He began to talk to me about paying attention in class, and I twitched, seeing his lips move but not hearing sound come out. It stayed like that until he was done, until I heard him say, "understand?"

I nodded, "yes Sir.." I lied.

I left the classroom, then headed for my dorm, muttering to myself about how much I hated that guy.

I didn't trust him.

Sting and Shinn were in the dorm, talking and once I got there, they looked at me. "Why do you hate that teach so much?"

I shrugged, "he's an ass."

"He doesn't seem like it..." Shinn said, but I knew that how much Stellar liked him bugged him too.

"I knew him before, ok?! And... ugh nevermind."

I crashed onto my bed, laying there sprawled and staring at the ceiling. I hated that love was so hard for me to find. And now that I found that I loved Stellar, I had competition with one of my best friends, and she trusted someone untrustworthy.

Shinn sighed, "well, Stellar seems to like him."

My green haired friend sighed, "yep, I guess Auel's just jealous."

Shinn blinked, "why would he be jealous?"

"Because, he's in love with Stellar."

I noticed that Shinn tensed up after Sting had said that, and that's when I knew for sure that Shinn had feelings for her too. I smirked, "what is it, Shinn? Feel competitive?"

The dark haired glared at me, "shut up! And no! I'm just surprised you actually know what love is."

I sat up, "calling me stupid?"

"No.. it's just you never really show affection for anyone."

I shrugged, "not really my thing."

Sting sighed, "you two are so strange, you know that?"

I shrugged, then layed back down on my bed, closing my eyes. Shinn went downstairs to get something to eat and Sting went to go find a girlfriend as he usually tried to do. I hoped that Shinn's infactuation with Stellar wasn't too big, or else it would mean I would have to fight for her. I didn't mind the fighting, I just didn't want to fight with Shinn.

Then, someone knocked on my door, I groggily got up, then answered it. I mentally slapped my forhead, it was Lunamaria.

"Hi there hotstuff!"

I grunted in response, "what do you want?"

"Just wanted to see you, that's all."

She invited herself into my dorm, I sighed, ignoring her and letting it slip this time. I was too tired to really yell at anyone today. She sat down on my bed as if she stayed at my dorm as well, but I ignored that too then layed down beside where she was sitting.

"Wow, you look really sexy when you sleep."

I opened my eyes, greeaat.. now the need to sleep was no longer important to me. I sat up, "so why are you inside my dorm now?"

"Just wanted to see you."

I sighed, then noticed that she was suddenly sitting up really straight, pushing her chest up to make her breats look bigger. I knew that she was trying to seduce me, but I didn't like her so to me, it was just funny how she was doing it. If Stellar did it, it would make me have a nose bleed right away.

Then Lunamaria got really close to my face, and I hated it when people invaded my personal space, I glared, "what the hell are you-"

She didn't answer as her lips crashed onto mine, my eyes widened and then I fell back as she pushed herself ontop of me. I tried to get her off of me, and when she released my lips with her own, she began attacking my neck and trying to pull my shirt off.

I pushed her off of me, "WHAT THE HELL!!"

She smiled, it looked distorted but I was guessing that was her so-called seductive smile, "just trying to please you."

"Oh! That's far from how I feel! It's disgusting! Get out!!" I snarled

I watched as she hurriedly ran out of my room, taking the hint with the tone of voice I had. I mentally cursed her, she stole my first kiss!! I wanted to share it with Stellar but Lunamaria just had to take it away from me!

I could call it kiss rape. I really could.

I sighed, then went to the bathroom to take an icy cold shower, hoping the cold would wash it away. Taking off my clothes, I stepped into the cold-set shower stall then scrubbed my entire body, hoping to wash away how dirty I felt.

I sighed, wishing Stellar was here with me, in the shower and we were both naked. I felt a perverted grin make its way to my features, as my imagination went a bit wild. Shaking from my thoughts, I began to wash my sky blue hair, my mind returning to its perverted thoughts.

Then I heard someone knock on my door again. I sighed, turning off the shower, then wrapping a towel around my waist. I walked over to the door, hoping it wasn't Lunamaria or she would take away the rest of what I wanted to share with Stellar. Opening the door, I saw that it was Stellar.

She smiled, "Hi Auel!"

I smiled back, my expression softening, "Hi Stellar..."

She invited herself in, as if she had something exciting to say, and I allowed her only to do that. Then she saw how skimpily dressed I was, a blush reaching her cheeks.

I had never seen Stellar blush, it was a rare thing for the blonde girl to do since she was not that shy. I smiled, then sat down on my bed, patting the spot beside me, "Don't worry about how I'm dressed right now, what is it?"

She sat down beside me, "Stellar heard of this nice place to go to for dancing and stuff, they call it a nightclub."

I smirked, "Yeah, I think I know what you're talking about, I've been there before."

Her eyes widened with interest, "really? How is it there?" She asked.

"It's really awsome, just don't get drunk or guys will take advantage of you."

She looked at me, "can Auel take me there?"

My eyes widened, "you want me to take you?"

She nodded, then gave me her best puppy dog look. It made me want to just give her a tight hug and never let her go. I sighed, "fine, I'll take you."

She hugged me tightly, "Yay! Thank you, Auel!"

She seemed to have forgotten my scad of clothing that I was wearing, and I saw her blush when she felt my bare chest. I smirked, making her blush even more, "want to join me in my shower?" I teased.

Her entire face went red, "r-really?"

I was surprised when she said that, for I was just teasing her, "sure, if you want," I shrugged, getting up so I could hide my blush and deep want for her to join me.

I went back into the bathroom, then was surprised that she followed me in, and I began to wonder if she did really care for me if she wanted to join me in nakedness. I slipped behind the transparent glass door of the shower stall, and I knew Stellar could see my naked body.

I glanced with the corner of my eye and saw her slipping the strap of her little blue dress off. Just when I was about to see anything, I heard the door to my dorm open.

I hurriedly stopped the shower, stepping out and not caring that Stellar could see me clearly now, but I saw her face turn red. I dried myself off with a towel, wrapping it around my waist once more, then opening the door a bit and peeking.

I smirked, Sting had a girl over. They were beginning to make out so I closed the door, realizing that they knew I was in here but chose to ignore me.

I turned back to Stellar, "well, we're safe, we just have to wait until they get out of the room."

Mentally slapping my forhead, I hoped that the two wouldn't have sex for us to hear. It would really be on the list for 'Things that have scarred my life.' I didn't want Stellar to hear something like that.

Then, I had an idea, turning to Stellar, I said, "well... if those two decide to do it, we could always.. get in the shower.. then we wouldn't hear anything.."

She nodded, then began to undress, I undressed as well, turning my back to her then entering the shower stall. I turned on the water, setting the temperature to hot, and heard her enter the stall. I kept my back turned, blushing darkly. Then I felt Stellar's arms wrap around me, her tiny hands at my chest.

She must've thought this was innocent to me, but I could feel her bare chest press against my back and I could feel my body heat up. I blushed darkly, "Stellar..."

"Auel... Stellar missed Auel so much... Stellar still can't believe it's really you.."

I smiled, "well.. it is really me, Stellar."

Then I felt her arms trying to turn me around, and I blushed darker, "Stellar.. you do know that we're both completely naked."

She nodded, "yeah."

"And that when a boy and a girl is naked together they could.."

"Have sex?"

I blushed, nodding.

"Stellar knows that Auel, but we're friends right...?"

I nodded, feeling disappointed, but shook it off. After all, I was in the shower with Stellar and it was like a dream come true for me! I turned around facing her, and out of the corner of my eye, as I was staring at her face, I could see her bare chest. I blushed darker, and I could feel certain.. areas of my body getting excited.

'Dammit.. not now...'

She hugged me, not knowing her affect on me as her body pressed up against mine. I could feel that certain area on my body get hotter and hotter. Then I heard her yelp a little, and pull away.

She looked down my body and then saw it.

Her face turned beet red when she saw what state it was in, and I looked away, blushing, "sorry.. Stellar," I apologized, feeling ashamed. She looked up at me, then smiled, "it's alright... Stellar learned that boy's can't control it."

"Where did you learn that?"

"Health class."

"Oh."

I sighed, feeling bad that I couldn't control myself, but now, I really wanted to take Stellar in my arms and... you know. Stellar saw my expression of shame, then hugged me again, "Stellar doesn't mind."

'Yeah.. but I do!'

I looked at her, wanting to kiss her right then and there, but couldn't since I had no idea if she felt the same for me. Normal girls that would've showered with me would have made it obvious they cared for me, but Stellar was different. She was more mysterious and innocent.

Then I was surprised when Stellar went on her tiptoes, and her face came really close to mine, as if she wanted to kiss me. I stared at her lips, and was about to close my eyes when she giggled.

"Auel's hair is so pretty."

I smiled, hiding my disappointment, "yours is pretty too, Stellar."

She giggled cutely, then gave me a kiss on the cheek, "Auel is sweet."

I was about the lean in and kiss her, but I didn't want to be rejected, so I just stayed still, my muscles tensing as I tried to control my raging horomones. Stellar just hugged me tighter, and I smelled the sweet scent of her hair despite it being wet right now.

"Can Stellar wash Auel's hair?"

I blinked, not telling her that it was already washed, but let her anyway. I turned around as I heard her squirt some shampoo into her hand, then lathering the substance before applying onto my hair. It felt so good having someone else do this, and Stellar's touch added to that effect.

Then she let the water rinse away the foamy soap, then began to wash my hair with conditioner. I sighed with pleasure, my area still persisting that it should stay up.

Her hands scrubbed my light blue hair, and then let it rinse with the water pouring over me. Her fingers ran through my light blue strands, probably enjoying how soft my hair was.

When she was done, I wished that it hadn't ended, but turned around, blushing because I could see her entire body. I groaned mentally, wanting to take her in my arms and ravish her. But I couldn't.

Then, I heard my dorm room door close, that meaning that Sting and that woman were probaby done baby-making. I stepped out of the shower stall reluctantly, then dried off, watching from the corner of my eye as Stellar stepped out. I handed her a towel, pretending not look at her, but I was watching her every move.

My lower area was still hot, and I sighed, waiting for it to calm down. In the mean time, I kept my eyes off Stellar and slipped a shirt on. I looked into the mirror, wearing only a shirt and boxers. Combing my wet hair, I grabbed a smaller towel then began to towel dry my hair, it really annoyed me to do this because the towel would get in my eyes and I was forced to close them.

Once I was done, my hair was half-dry, and my body calmed down. I slipped my pants on then looked towards Stellar, she was patiently waiting for me to be done.

When she saw that I was done changing, she smiled, a light blush on her cheeks. I knew she had been gazing me while I had been changing, probably watching my body curiously. I knew how Stellar was.

We walked out of the bathroom, and she eventually left the room after we talked awhile. Shinn and Sting hadn't returned yet so I just layed down on my bed, my eyes open as I replayed today's events and even imagined how it would've been if I kissed her. I sighed, thinking of how it would've been if she rejected me, or if she let me.

But then I thought to myself that she had kissed me on the cheek twice already, and that had to mean something. But Stellar was different than other girls, so I couldn't really tell.

I couldn't believe how today happened, my first kiss -well.. kiss rape, and taking a shower with Stellar. She really made my day turn around, but it would've been better if I didn't answer the door the first time.

TOBECONTINUED!