AN: Yay I got a fav. BUT GOD DAMN U ALL! Not a single Review :( That just pissed me off. Anyway LOVE! SORA/AXEL FOREVER XPPPPPPPPPPP
Must hint…Axel isn't all love-love T.T
So no Roxas plushies sitting on a couch!
Chapter 2: I love you! But do you love me not?
Sora's depression had grown and he today began to miss Riku even more because it was Riku's birthday. He smiled sadly as he looked at the ocean hugging his knees. Nobody was at home today ''cause they all left for a party with a Guy from their school.
Sora was far away from the world then it seemed. That he didn't hear Cloud's footsteps "Sora…?" Sora did hear not Cloud's voice.
Cloud blinked at this new Sora so…deep? 'Hell has frozen or Sephiroth become gay…' thought Cloud admittedly(sp?) when he saw Sora's expression of deep thinking. Cloud sat beside and Sora jerked open to see Cloud sitting beside him 'CLOUD?! When did he get here?!' asked Sora to himself in his mind.
Cloud turn to him slightly surprise and said "Now, you notice me?" Sora froze for a second and slowly nodded as-if Cloud was going to bite.
Cloud at that raised an eyebrow and asked "Are.. you okay Sora?" and a hint of Worry. Sora crisscross his legs and starts giving his smile, but not the one everybody use too. Sora looked at Cloud as a big brother so he couldn't find it in his heart to lie anymore. Today was Riku's Birthday and Sora couldn't be their, like Riku when Sora was in pain.
Sora breath in deep and slowly looking away from the sea sand to Cloud's blue clear eyes and explain well almost…."Well you see…It's Riku. I miss him and today is his birthday. I guess you can say I understand what Kairi feels when we're gone." Sora looked down, His spiky hair began to hid his eyes in shadows. Sora had not told him also that it was Axel as well. No body other than Roxas who he had swore to loyalty not to tell anyone, not …even Kairi.
Sora just wasn't completely ready to accept he was gay. Sora meant was along time ago he imagine himself with Kairi, Because he thought that was natural (1). Now he became interest in boys their bodies and everything else.
"…." Cloud stayed quite in the beginning cause he wasn't sure how to act. He just continued to look at Sora, who wouldn't dare look at him. Cloud just sat there feeling useless. "Well….I…" Cloud started to say but Sora interrupted and said "You don't need to talk Cloud… I like the silence ''cause anyway and your not being annoying like you think you are…" Cloud looked at bit offended with his mouth slightly open but Sora continued "… Anyway just knowing you want good for me makes me feel happy. Sometimes you don't have to talk to say how you feel."
They stayed like that for a few hours even if Cloud would sometimes lay down on his back or talk and Sora would respond. But later Cloud looked at Sora with a face slightly worried and said "I'm going…Ok, Sora?" Sora did not respond and Cloud got up and walked away. 'Maybe it's only today…' thought Cloud as he looked behind him a Sora that he had not known even could exists.
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After a while Sora got up. He just realized himself that it was nighttime. He blinked in surprise and laughed at himself nervously and scratch his head. 'What should I do?' wondered Sora as he looked around. It was practically midnight but Sora didn't feel like going home and so he went to the Nightclub from the night before called "Eternity Star!" He was wearing this time his normal clothes not feeling like to change.
He went in like last time. Nothing but Flashing lights and colors, People dancing from 3 ft down. He like the music that blew his eardrums and the vibe sensation of wildness of the club that it was fun enough to watch.
He didn't know what he had become to be… But ever since Roxas told Sora he was gay many thing went strange for him. He founded himself more attracted to Tidus at times and have a need to flirt with him, but nothing more. Tidus luckily didn't get when Sora was doing his flirt game. Even if it was obvious what he was doing. Tidus had found it more like being praised than being flirted.
Sora only enjoyed watching people dancing than dancing himself. He found it a strange Hobby watching only watching. Only watching what you could never do or wish you could do. But never doing it.
In you and I, there's a new land,
Angels in flight,
I need more affection than you know
Sora began to walk down the stairs that lead to all the dancing. This Time Sora only got one Whiskey so he couldn't get a Hangover like five days ago. When he got down he saw all the people jumping up and down moving left and right, they'd cared not what they were doing. He began to walk past the crowed uninterested in dancing but to look around unlike last time. Somewhere along the way some one had offer a whiskey so he couldn't say no, but only one.
My sanctuary, my sanctuary,
Where fears and lies melt away,
Music in time,
He began to dance to pump out the emotions out, that he kept inside for a very long time. He felt his head banging with the music very dance. He began to dance next to a girl, not really looking at her he moved his arms to the girl's collarbone and began to talk to her.
He didn't know how exactly but lost her. He decided to go and sit down and saw Axel talking with some one. Sora's eyes widen as he looked at his admirer. He became shy and nervous and slowly walked towards Axel.
I need more affection than you know
What's left of me,
What's left of me now?
Axel looked at the boy beside him playing with his fingers. He looked Shy and was blushing at the ground. It took a while for Axel to understand that it was the Keybrearer himself, Sora.
"Hello… Axel…" said The Keymaster uncertainly. Axel smirked ''cause he knew that only a boy having a crush or in love would act as shy and kind to him. "Hello, Sora." Said Axel in a peachy way. Sora looked up at Axel and his nose was all flush with red.
'This is gonna be easy' thought Axel as he grabbed softly Sora's hand, who had began to flush even more.
They walked through the Nightclub. Sora was silent and Axel just continue to lead Sora farther from the nightclub. "So…Tell me Sora…How's Roxas?" asked Axel finally after not being to bear the complete silence. 'Damn Roxas!' thought Sora bitterly before saying innocently "fine, fine!" with a smile. They finally made it out of Eternity Star and began to walk the late night of a park.
'Why the hell am I sooo silent?!' yelled Sora in his head as he look at Axel who seem to taking Sora somewhere. Sora blinked and asked Axel "Axel…. Where are we going?" Axel smiled and said "Somewhere…" in a devious voice.
I watch you fast asleep,
All I fear means nothing,
Sora blushed again and started to look at the grass again while letting Axel taking him. Then after a while Sora began to look up at Axel with worry eyes thinking 'Where is he taking me? I mean…maybe this should be the time to tell him!' "AXEL! I-I… Love You!" said Sora suddenly. Axel stopped in his tracks and at a moment didn't look at Sora then turn at him bending down on his knees still not letting go of Sora's hand, He touch Sora's face with his left hand saying "Really…?"
Sora was choking but… after a long moment looking into Axel's eyes he nodded slowly…
In you and I, there's a new land,
Angels in flight,
I need more affection than you know
Axel smiled and kissed Sora gently on the lips, leaving him shock and utterly happy. Axel got back up still not letting go of Sora's hand. Axel even Smirked even more happily what was bound to happen next.
Sora so caught up in the moment, not wanting to ruin the moment he let Axel lead him to where ever they were going. Sora after 10 minutes looked at Axel as they made it to a very golden/yellow bright Hotel.
My sanctuary, my sanctuary,
Where fears and lies melt away,
Music in time,
Sora looked at Axel with semi-curiosa eyes and a bit worried. Sora followed Axel still uncertain what to do. 'What are we doing at a Hotel? Especially something such as this..' wondered Sora as Axel left Sora in the Waiting room as Axel went to get a room for them. It was sweet and Sora had finally told Axel he'd loved him. Axel had kissed him but Sora didn't understand, why they were in a hotel of 5 stars..
"Let's go!" said Axel happily and he put his arm around Sora's lower back.
I need more affection than you know
What's left of me,
What's left of me?
Sora looked at Axel feeling worried and uncertain wanting slightly to go home. Axel guided Sora to elevator door and went up they made it to 7th floor. Sora looked at the halls around him. Nothing special about the halls. "We're here!" said Axel happily as he open the door. As Axel the door open Sora's eye widen. The rooms had red carpets on the left their was a bed. It was a master bed and had a dull gold silk covers on the left side the bed was a bathroom and on the right of bathroom was the closet and on the right of the bed was only a the red colour walls. In front of Sora was another door but it must have been another room.
So many ups and downs
My heart's a battleground
I need true emotions
"So… do you like it?" asked Axel who led Sora with his hand on his back to the bed. Sora sat down on the golden silk cover sheet bed who just following Axel hand on his back. "…Yeah." Said Sora barely in a whisper. He just looked around, This was all new to him. Then he turn his head up to Axel who started to take off his Long Black Jacket showing him wearing a black long sleeve shirt.
Axel smiled and began to walk to Sora who became uncertain. 'Sora is so easy, I mean look at him standing there like a lost puppy' thought Axel as he started to go to Sora. Axel sat right beside Sora's left side and asked "You… love me right?" Giving Sora a deep look that made Sora feel like he was being looked inside.
'…Why wouldn't I?' thought Sora I worry then said "Of Course I do!" beginning to hold Axel chest. Axel smiled curved and began to licks Sora's neck, Sora's eyes widen and began to push Axel away. "What's wrong Sora? Don't you love me?" Asked Axel looking blank and partly hurt. But Axel knew Sora would give to his act. 'He's a virgin, right?' Axel thought wondering if Sora was truly innocent.
I need more affection than you know
I need true emotions
Sora felt guilty 'I do love you, Axel. But…' "A-Axel…I don't want to do this!" Stated Sora as he faced Axel. Axel sighed and said "Then there's no point staying here…" As he got up. Sora's eyes started to water and slowly he began to sob.
As Axel turned to leave he looked back at Sora. Sora started to cry and then Some one touch His chin it was Axel who was smiling.
Gentile being pushed onto the bed on his back he felt Axel hands under his shirt. One hand moving to his back another going down to his waist. Axel started to kiss his Collarbone and adjusted his lower body between Sora's legs.
Axel moved up a little and started to strip Sora's clothes off and then started to unbelted Sora's shorts. Sora was blushing but was beginning to enjoy the pleasure of Axel presents but yet…
You show me how to see
That nothing is whole and nothing is broken,
Axel had unbelted his jeans and open it. He went in between Sora's leg and between the Shorts he hadn't took off completely. "Bu-But…Axel… aren't we going to fast?" asked Sora as the corner of his eyes were holding his tears. "shh…." Soothed Axel as he began to kiss his body. Axel moved his left hand a on the side stomach of Sora as his Right hand held the sheets.
Sora began to blush out of the could licks of Axel as he went lower and lower of body.
Then Sora head was lifted up and Axel and felt his lips touch Axel's. A tongue had made it's way within his mouth. Sora closed his eyes and felt an passionate feeling cross him when Axel kissed him touching every part of his tongue and upper mouth. Axel left hand touch the lower side of Sora's back and began to push it closer and closer to his body. Axel's and Sora's lips apart. Panting Sora doesn't notice that Axel began to kiss his collarbone and started to go closer and closer to the entrance of Sora's body.
In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight,
I need more affection than you know
"You enjoy this aren't you?" said Axel in a kinky way. As Axel began to enter Sora, Sora was thinking 'I'm… enjoying this?' while another voice came 'Of course you are!' but Sora thought as Axel began to enter him as he felt something slightly 'pop' He screamed "Ahhh!" The thrusting of Axel bring as much pain as it does pleasure. He's body began to sweat and he could feel his pumping with energy and feeling tired every second. Every time Axel thrust through Sora he felt an unexplainable pain to cry to push Axel off but yet he wanted to make Axel happy. 'In the end I'm showing my love to Axel…' with that thought The brow let the Nobody within his body and felt and unbelievable pleasure that he would accept before.
When they were done. Axel got up and left leaving Sora asleep alone….
My sanctuary, my sanctuary,
Where fears and lies melt away,
Music in time,
Sora just woke up in shock and looked right to his left and found nobody….or should 'of said ' a nobody' ? 'where did Axel go?' wondered Sora as he found himself naked under the sheets. It was morning and Sora was lucky it was Saturday. 'well.. I can't just stand there, gotta go back home.' Thought Sora as he got dress taking his time as well.
Sora walked home (taking some time finding a way back home but) he made it and saw Axel speaking to Roxas. 'I shouldn't be mad but…Why is Axel talking to Roxas?' wondered Sora. "Hello, Sora!" said a cheerful Axel. Roxas turned to his Somebody and asked "How are you?" Sora had blinked and said "Fine…you?" Roxas nodded saying "Same here.".
Sora looked at Axel wondering if he should tell Roxas. Axel had noted this and started to say "Hey! Why don't we go to The organization party tomorrow ?" Sora blinked 'Doesn't everybody in Organization want me dead?' wonder Sora. Roxas was thinking the same lines and blinked at Axel who gave a cat smiled clueless at their 'little' problem.
"Axel… Don't make me have to kill you…" said Roxas in a very low cold voice. Axel blinked a couple times before saying with his hand in defence "I hold peace!" and stated "I asked if I could bring you all, They accepted only on the condition THAT you…." BUT Roxas had just started to beat the crap out of Axel.
"There's no way in hell I'm coming then!" Yelled Roxas continue to beat Axel to the ground. Sora worried because Axel was his Boyfriend said "Roxas stop!" Roxas looked at Sora and took a moment to think about and thought 'Nah…' and continue to beat Axel to the floor.
Few minutes later…
Some how Axel was able to get like nothing happen. And Roxas left out of anger. Sora was about to talk to Roxas, but an arm warped itself around his shoulder and he hear Axel say "Hey, Sora? About last night…. Let's keep it a secret." Sora eyes widen in surprise 'keep it a secret?' and then ask "Why?" Axel looked in the face giving a happy smile and said " ''Cause it's funnier that way and anyway…. Don't you want to keep some secrets for once?" Sora stopped in his tracks and thought about it and said "Al…Alright. But what do we do then?" asked Sora truthfully confused why everything had to be kept secrets.
I need more affection than you know
What's left of me,
What's left of me now?
In the Late night Sora had laid on his bed wondering ' why, why does everything have to be a secret? I mean… don't you love me Axel?' He turn his head and looked at his alarm clock and then thought 'In every relationship they say you should make sacrifices but… Is this really right?' Then after a while Sora smiled as he remember Axel embracing him last night. 'Maybe I'm overreacting what's so bad about keeping a secret? In the end Axel loves me.' Sora thought as he went to sleep.
In The Organization Xlll Demyx and Axel were playing cards and Xigbar comes walking and ask "Where were you anyway Axel?" Axel smiled and asked "You missed me?" Xigbar glared at him and asked "You were suppose to watch yesterday night. Where were you?" Axel sighed and Demxy put a whole of hearts down "I win!" Axel glared at Demyx and said to Xigbar "With some whore having fun nothing else."
"You know that doesn't excuse you right?" Said Xigbar as he began to Axel what to do for this nights watch.
Sora got up and started to walk around the beach and saw Axel who smiled and waved at him. Sora smiled back and ran to him.
My fears, my lies..
Melt away
I need more affection than you know
AN I was disappointed with my lemon and some of what I wrote but I hope it was good. Please people review. I don't care if you have to flame me.
Just review.