Shiinto no Saishuuheiki

Silent Weapon

By KillingMeTenderly

And I dream for her love

Standing tall in the darkness was a white clad figure. Like a gleaming shadow he was hunting, searching, in the stillness of the night. There, somewhere was she- his angel. Again, and again he has reached his hand to her, one more time he has fallen on his knees to beg for her love. One more time she has been oblivious. He again needed to see her, this hunger not giving him a moment of peace. Yet again he was going after her, to risk his life, for the priority to see her eyes and get lost in her scent. He had lost an arm, in the anger of seeing her so close to his brother, but he wasn't regretting it. It was then, when he met her- eyes shining, head high, tresses swayed to the wind. In this moment he knew that she would belong to someone else, but he too understood, that he would love her, the way he has never loved before. It was like the world has stopped for an instant and there were only the two of them left. He knew that she was like the rush- no storm was able to break her, there wasn't a force to mare her submit, but just like the plant without sunshine she would die. She was the day, as he was the night. He was tamed, she was pure. He was killer off life, she was a healer. He was demon, she- miko. Like Yin and Yang they were in unstopping war. Like Yin and Yang they couldn't live without one another. It was somewhat sad, that they were never met to be, not that this was stopping him from loving her, his angel…

…angel without wings.

"Oi, wench, it was 'bout time! Who do you think was going to cook me a diner?" – With those kind words Kagome was welcomed in their makeshift camp.

"OK, Inuyasha- said Kagome- right a way."

Miroku's eyes nearly fell from his head "Did Kagome just agree with Inuyasha?"- He quietly asked Sango.

"Oh, thank God, I thought I was hearing things!"- Said the young woman-"Maybe, that last fight whit the mutt, finally destroyed her fragile mental condition."

"Hey, bitch, don't think, that I can't hear you"- Inuyasha shouted to the concerned girl- "Kagome just know, that she have to submit to me. Right, Kagome?"

"………"

"Kagome… KAGOME!? Are you listening to me?"- Shouted the outraged hanyou.

"Hmm, Inuyasha, you said something? Oh right the diner! Just a second!"- And with that she ran past giggling Miroku and Sango.

The young miko's mind was actually on the strange book she has found. The writing was now safe form prying eyes under her pillow. There was something about that particular book. Maybe it was the expensive cover, or the fact that somebody has tried to get rid of it. Making the ramen, she hoped that she would be able to read, after diner, without Inuyasha staring into her. Kami, he looked like monster, looking at her with unblinking eyes.

'More like a puppy demanding attention'- she thought and mentally shook her head. The hanyou sometimes just didn't know when to stop. 'More like all the times'- she giggled.

"OK, Inuyasha, you know the rest by heart- wait five minuets, get the chopsticks and eat- I hope it's not too hard for you"- she sighed.

"Hey, do I look stupid or something?"- mumbled the hanyou, making his way to the fire.

'Actually yes'- she thought. Kagome sat on her sleeping bag and put the book on her lap "Now or never"- she mumbled, ignoring Inuyasha's rude remark: "It's not healthy to talk to your self!" She carefully opened the book and almost gasped at the beautiful kanji. 'It's not evenly for someone to write like this'- she sighed. The letters were and narrowed, showing godlike perfection. 'Heck, they are like drawn!'- The miko mentally screamed. 'Oh, well, time to start. Here goes Kagome- the girl from the future!'

"Someone had told me,"- the text started- "that if one is to find a way to share one's thoughts, his secrets wont burn so feverishly. Alas, I do not have anyone so close to me to share with them my deepest secrets and desires. I once more turned to the ink and paper to bare my soul, the soul, that no one believes I posses. For I'm thought to be a cold and uncaring person, known for his pride and killing demeanour. Oh, but I do have soul, and I do have heart, it is that they do not belong to me anymore. They belong to her. I, a well-known demon assassin" 'Oh, so he is a demon!' "Have given my everything to a human. I, that claimed to hate their kind, have fallen for one of them. Once I said, that humans are the dirt under my feet, but if that is so, why am I on my knees before her begging for her love?"

'So romantic, why don't things like this happen to me?'

"She is the most beautiful female alive"

'Aha, that's why!'

"Some said for their beloveds- her eyes are like the sea, but why do I think, that the ocean have the color of my angel's eyes. That the midnight sky only resembles her ebony hair and that the ivory is made to remind me of her fair skin.

I have everything- wands, servants, armies and I still have nothing. I do not have her heart…I can always have her body, but I wish for more- for her soul and mind. It is not that I do not desire her physically- I tremble with the want to the thought of having her under me. Still I do not want an empty shell- her spitfire nature is making her even more charming. She is, dare I say, more entitling when she is angry."

'She must be really pretty…'

"So, one, may ask, why have not I still asked her to be my mate. It is not that I fear mating her- it is true that we Inus can have physical contact with only one person for live, and only after her death we can mate a new one."

'Hmmm, I didn't know that, so simply, their first mate is their first time even for the males, that's kind of romantic, well at least I know that Inuyasha isn't sleeping around… OH MY GOD- that means Sesshomaru is a virgin!'

"It is that she do not belong to me, that she will not belong to me. She loves Him. And he hates me; I am sure that by now the dislike for me is rooted deep inside her heart. My soul is trying to convince me that I still have a chance for her…

…But I know better, she will never look at me, like she looks at him, she will never love me."

'That girl must de dense! To have such a man on her heals and to like another, if I was her, I would have, already jumped him bones! He is so romantic, not like Kouga's "You are my woman" stuff.'

"Somebody, tell me, what to do? I can give her the world and so much more, but can she gives me her love? Is there a way to make her look at me and not see a monster, an assassin? I wish to walk into her dreams, like she does in mine and hold her tide watching the world change around us, forever dreaming, forever in love. I wish to pick the pieces of her broken heart and hold them close. To become one with her, and let our hearts beat together. To make her mine…and so much more."

'Wow, where did she find him? I want one too!'

"I will not force my self on her, because I simply can not. It will hurt me even more, than it will hurt her. So I will let her be, and beg the Kamis for dreams to come. Dreams, where she would be mine, not my brother's."

'So she loves his brother, that's really sad…'

"If I was to hold her, would never let her do. If she was to give me her heart, I would never break it, but to cherish it. If he was not to care for her too, there would maybe be a chance for her and me…

…but there is not.

She and I- never we. She a miko,"

'So she is a miko, ne? That is even making the things worst. All mikos hate demons, with few exceptions- Kikyou and me. Well she don't hate hanyous that is, or maybe only one hanyou.'

"and I- a demon Lord…"

'What the… there are only four demon Lords- one of them Sesshomaru…Could it be? But his 'brother's miko'… and that means… I? NO!!! No way it must be some other's lord hated brother… yes the chance is big one from four, three are left and three is a good number isn't it? Yes, three is a happy number, brings luck!'

"…The Lord of the West…"

'No it can't be!!!'

"…My name is Sesshomaru…"

'No, no, no he must have another brother that travels with miko, he have to…'

"…And I an in love with the miko Kagome…"

The young girlfelt strange and suddenly her vision began to blur. She let out a small moan and touched her spinning head. The last thing she heard was Sango's voice asking her if she was OK, and than all went black.

"…My Kagome."

To be continued…

Hey, that's KillingMeTenderly, with the second chappy (The cookies were all eaten.)So what do you think? I want to thank everybody that reviewed- dudes you made my day .

DemonicTamai- I think you're right , maybe my sick consciousness has something to do with that, I haven't seen it before, but it really got something from "The diary"- I like that one.

P.S: I too like it when Sesshy is in love with Kagome.

Momo- Thanks, dude, u rock.

AkaiKurai- Wow, thanks I'll continue, Love U

Midnight Kagome- Hey, 10x!!! ( I love it when Kags sit Inuyasha )

Sesshoumaru's friend- WOW, that's my favorite part too (it sounds, like I haven't wrote it 0.o) Shiinto no Saishuuheiki means Silent Weapon (actually Deathly Silent Ultimate Weapon) U made one punk happy today

Slmcandle- Thank you very, very, very much

So R and R, soon the third chapter will come ,

Love, KillingMeTenderly

P.S: DAMN, my neck still hurts (