Shiinto no Saisuuuheiki
Silent Weapon
By KillingMeTenderly
She is going to die, Sesshoumaru
I believe in you,
Not because you are your self,
Not because I'm in love with your blue eyes,
But because I do not want to believe, that another,
Will find a way to take you away…
I think of you, as if you are right next to me,
Like a small pain pulses quickly in me,
Like I want to cry like a child,
But there are no tears in my eyes…
Only you I love, only you,
My dear girl,
Even before I have met you, even before,
Again I loved you, only you…
No, no I don't want to believe that somebody,
Will find a way to take you away…
Only you I love, only you,
My dear girl,
Even before I have met you, even before,
Again I loved you, only you…
Her arms traveled up to tangle in his silver hair. Crystal- blue eyes shone with love and lust. She was his, only his… He took hold of her sweet mouth, her warm fingers finding their way slowly toward his pointed ears, tracing their shape with the tips. Her full lips were covered by his perfect mouth. His tongue darted out and touched her. The young woman slowly gave him permission to enter her hot cavern. She tasted delightfully, arousing, addicting. Her tongue danced with his, her arms moved slowly down his neck to trace the outline of his powerful shoulders, his lean waist and lower back, taking both his haoris with her movement.
White and red silk pooled at their legs, as she admired at his strong body. Perfect muscles were ripping under her soft, warm touch as she found her way through his chest, following his abs. Just as she fingered his stomach and touched his lower abdomen, he hissed in pain and pleasure and crashed her into his body, her hands trapped between them. The demon ravished her mouth with his own, his only hand eagerly caressing her everywhere he was able to reach. His deadly claws torn her blouse, leaving her shaped breasts uncovered. He left a trail of burning kisses all the way down to her bosom, where he pressed his lips to a caramel nipple.
The woman screamed from the sensations that crashed over her little frame. He lapped her breasts, while his arm found its way down, tearing the material of her skirt. His palm was lightly trembling with acceptation, of touching her there. The demon pushed away the silk of her underwear and touched her burning need. She was so wet and hot for him, that he purred in happiness. The youkai carefully put two claws in her and began slow pace. Her screams filled the night as he took her over the edge. The woman trembled hard as he held her. With determination she looked in his eyes and smirked at the demon.
He now knew what a little vixen could be the small woman as she gave him that smile. She fell to her knees before him and dragged her human claws down his silk- clad thighs. He let a feral grow as she was bringing her palms back up. The woman tenderly slid her palm over the bulge of his hakama and slowly darted forward lightly kissing his burning member. At this rate the demon let a loose howl. She quickly untied his obi and his pants fell down showing her his impressive manhood. Her tongue darted forward and she temptingly tasted the crown of his erection. The demon gave away something between bark and moan as she tidily gripped his sack and took most of him into he mouth. The woman stated bobbing her head up and down between his muscular tights and the demon immediately gripped a handful of black tresses. She took up the pace and he felt his body tensing as she nipped over the base of his manhood. The demon felt the oblivion only a step away. He knew that soon e will spill his burning seed deep into her hot moth. Sesshoumaru let a growl, for he was almost there…
Sesshoumaru opened his eyes letting an inhuman roar.
A dream!!! Only a damn dream…
The taiyoukai closed them again and bowed down his head, in fear, that if he moved other parts of his body, he would eider worsen the painful need in his groin, or spill himself. Needless to say none of the two chances was sounding very appealing to him, so he just decided to wait, until he was able to move to the nearest cold pond. Images from his dream kept coming to his inner eye.
This was not the first time he woke up this way and he knew, that it was not going to be the last. Before he met Kagome, he had never had erotic dreams.
Oh, how the mighty have fallen! If anyone was to tell him, that he would follow a human female, like a lost puppy, that would had given them the chance too see their own hearts, in his palm.
He wasn't sure to be disgusted, angry or sad.
Disgusted, not from her, but from himself, for thinking this way about the pure miko. It was revolting, to know that his control was so loose. Needless to say, his dreams for her were so bold, because of the kiss she gave him. His rebellious mind was playing tricks on him again. If she knew, what she was dong to him…
Angry at himself, for letting, this happen. How could he think, that sleeping under the Goshiboku tree was a goon idea. Not the place, where she had talked with him. Not the place, which was still haunted by her scent. Not the place, where she had touched him, like that…
Sadness was the one feeling that was truly killing him. A dream… After every dream, his need to hold her incensed, every time it felt more real… A dream…
A dream, which was going to stay a dream…
…forever.
He felt, his painful erection losing its intensity, so he dared to move to a more comfortable position. His back to the God- tree, legs crossed, he lifted his amber gaze up, to the fading stars. He sighed and sadly shook his head. Only if there was a way to make her love him…
The only good thing about his dreams, was that this way he was able to feel as if she was really his, if only for a second.
He loved her.
That was a fact and there was nothing he was able to do about it. The heart was not unbreakable, that soul was not changeable, but the love was immortal.
He knew, that in his next life he was going to be near her again. Again he was going to love her, although she held no feelings toward him.
His silver hair and white clothes were swaying on the west wind, which was bringing scents and sounds from the camp. Sesshoumaru was a bit surprised, that the humans were up so early, for his knowledge about ningens told him, that their kind use to wake up after sunrise.
Suddenly a too well known scent of vanilla and milk assaulted his nose. That was Kagome and she was coming toward him… fast.
He now was able to smell the light scent of salt around her. Tears?
Sesshoumaru felt his more demonic side stir. He was going to kill the one that had made her cry.
At this rate he was able to hear her hiccups and her fast steps.
The next second he was up to his feet, his semi- erection completely ignored. Then she broke into the clearing stopping just after the tree- border.
Sesshoumaru watched in awe. Eve with her face covered in tears and her hear ruffed from sleeping, she still appeared unearthly beautiful.
Gold met sapphire and the time yet again sopped for the two of them.
Than without a warning the miko latched into his him arms tidily around her waist and face into his haori. He just stood there dumbfounded for a second trying to find a reason why was this happening.
Than carefully, mindful of his armor he hugged her close trying not to crush her into his body, as he so desperately desires.
After few minuets of silent crying by Kagome and some tender strokes from the taiyoukai, she whispered with small voice:
"Sesshoumaru?"
"Yes?"- He asked, hoping finally to understand what was happening. Not that he was complaining to have Kagome in his arms, but still.
"She is going to die, Sesshoumaru…"- she started crying anew.
"Who is going to die, answer me?"- He demanded.
"She is already dead and we can't do anything to save her…"
"Who!"- He said strongly.
After not getting any reaction he nuzzled her hair with his nose and said with all the warmth he felt for her:
"Kagome, please."- He said tenderly.
The pair of the most beautiful sapphire eye met his golden ones and his breath hitched. He was so enchanted of her teary face that he almost didn't catch the answer:
"Kikyou…"
To Be Continued…
Hey Guys,
What's up? You like it? I really hope yes, cuz' my rating fell a bit and I'm trying to figure the reasons for that. If anyone have some ideas, how to bring it up again, gust send some reviews, K? So this is my firs citrus, so I hope it's not as lame as I think it is… Hm, do not own the song, it's called "I believe in you" and I translated it from Bulgarian.
So pls R&R,
Love you very much,
KillingMeTender