Shiinto no Saishuuheiki
Silent Weapon
By KillingMeTenderly
World for two
Don't fall asleep while
Stars are dieing.
Don't fall asleep- it's world for two.
Tired, I undreaming,
Will search for you, even if,
Even if I am not.
Don't dream for somebody else's,
Tender embraces,
Don't dream, its world for two.
The sea of the hot East,
Will keep you warm, even if,
Even if I am not.
Even if I am not,
On this world, search,
For my love in a bloom,
Of a spring flower, search for me
Don't meet the dawn,
Without love for me,
Don't meet- its world for two,
In your eyes will rise,
Impossible day, even if,
Even if I am not.
Don't love another,
Even my shadow,
Don't love- its world for two,
My tender love,
Will keep you warm, even if,
Even if I am not…
Its world for two…
Never in his life before he met her, he had believed that he could love that much. Then on that eventful day he laid his eyes on her for first time he fell. He fell hard and fast. Since then he was not the same.
The Lord of the West always have kept a sparkle of hope in his heart, that maybe someday she would love him, the same way he loved her. Now he held her in his arms… as a friend.
He had wished so many times that he would someday be able to near her, to embrace her, even if she didn't feel the same for him, but now…
His words were crashing around him… She had given him hope for something impossible, not understanding, that her hugs were like poison… Slowly, but surely killing him… Sweet torment…
He was going to let the venom of her tender words to spill into his system, stopping his heart, melting him from inside out…
But why care, he was dieing?
After all, was there a more beautiful death, than the death from the broken heart…?
(Earlier that night)
Kagome was sitting near the fire starring into the dancing flames with unseeing eyes. She had kissed Sesshoumaru!!!
OK, it was just on the cheek, but none less it was a kiss! The most important question was:
"Why did she do it?"
Or maybe actually more like:
"WHAT THE FUCK?!"
The girl was confused out of her mind. Was she… was she falling for Sesshoumaru? From his Diary she learned, that he actually had a sweet, caring side, but was she going to believe it? What if it was only a sick joke?
The young woman tensed at this thought. Unknown why the idea of an uncaring Sesshoumaru was giving her the creeps. The Diary!!! That was another problem at hand. If he managed somehow to find it… Well, first of all she was going to die from embarrassment! Second, if she was still alive, well, he wouldn't harm her, but he would certainly withdraw from her and…
…Well she just didn't want him to… Again, did she have any feelings for him? The miko was so confused, that she felt like her brain was broken… OH NO!!! She was spending too much time with Inuyasha!!! What next? "Feh"- ing and using at least two curses in a sentence?
God, she hoped no!!!
Kagome shook her head, deciding to go to sleep. She bid "Goodnight" to a smirking Miroku and fuming Sango, hugged Shippo and lay on her sleeping- bag.
The two last thoughts that occupied her mind were, where the hell was Inuyasha and what was Sesshoumaru doing all alone. With this she drifted into the world of the dreams…
Shouting voices and curses found their way into Kagome's mind. He beautiful dream was cut short by Inuyasha's irritating voice. After a bit she was able to hear Sango and Miroku too. She wasn't sure what was happening, because her still half- asleep mind was refusing to work.
She slowly opened one eye, just to be met with darkness. DAMN!!! It wasn't even dawn yet and those psychopaths were wide awake!!!
She carefully rose to find, that Shippo wasn't with her anymore. She silently cursed and started listening to the conversation:
"There have to be a way!!!"
"Inuyasha, listen, what is dine is done, we can not change the past."
"I refuse to believe!!! I will find a way! That bastard Naraku, only if I was able to get my claws on him, I would…"
"Stop it, Inuyasha!!! Let's ask Kagome- chan, she will be able to think of something…"
At this rat the miko stood up and walked past few trees, just to be met by one of the saddest views in her life.
There in the middle of the clearing has sitting Inuyasha, bloody and dirty, clinching Kikyou's body to his, like a lifeline. Her lifeless body…
Brown eyes, so different from hers were now unblinking and glossy. The long black hair spilled around her, lips parted slightly.
Her attire torn, as Inuyasha's, only missing the blood. She didn't bleed, for she wasn't a human. And the worst of all, the place between her breasts, a bit on left was completely missing, The place, where her heart was supposed to be…
Kagome bid her lip and made a step back and another, and another, and another…
She started running away, her eyes watering. For first time in her life she wanted Kikyou and Inuyasha to be truly together. She didn't love him any more, now she was certain. He was Kikyou's, he has always been. Maybe it was just a memory of the older miko's love imprinted on their soul, that made Kagome think such ting about him.
She ran desperately toward the little comfort she was able to find, toward Goshiboku, toward Sesshoumaru…
Sobs found their way out of her throat. Tears started spilling from her eyes. She ran and ran, crying for the fate of one decayed love…
She broke into a smaller clearing and stopped. She looked forward to the standing form of Sesshoumaru. Their eyes met and the miko was able to read hundred emotions in the golden suns that were his eyes. Caring, confusion, anger and most of all love…
With a broken cry she jumped toward him, not caring, that his armor left burses over her tender skin. She clenched into him as a lifeline, unable to stop crying. The young woman felt as he slowly lifted her arm to embrace her.
She listened as he whispered into her ear to stop her tears and that everything was going to be alright.
She brokenly said:
"Sesshoumaru?"
"Yes?"- was his replay.
"She is going to die, Sesshoumaru…"- she almost started crying again.
"Who is going to die, answer me?"- His voice sounding demanding.
She wanted to shake her head:
"She is already dead and we can't do anything to save her…"
"Who!"- She heard him saying.
She looked up and met his eyes. Then it hit her. They were beautiful! Gold and amber were colliding together. It was beyond her how she hadn't paid attention to this.
"Kikyou..."- She whispered sadly.
"Who?"- Was the only thing he said.
"Naraku…"- one word explaining everything.
There was a pause between them.
Suddenly an idea came to her. She looked hopefully at him and said:
"Sesshoumaru…"-when she was sure she had his attention she continued- "Can I ask you for a favor? Can you use Tenesaiga to bring her back?"
Her voice was weak even if her own ears. For a second he was silent and than he looked sadly at her.
"Kagome,"- he made a pause, as if tasting her name on his lips- "This Sesshoumaru do not think that this is a good idea."
The miko looked him desperately and he continued:
"This world is a world for two. I, Sesshoumaru know the fact, that you have feelings for my half- brother…"
He lowered his gaze and said:
"That way, Kagome, you will be able to have him."
She knew that he couldn't see her, but she still smiled watery.
"You are right again, Sesshoumaru, it's a world for two. Inuyasha and Kikyou deserve to be together…
…Please, Sesshoumaru, I'm begging you…"
She was cut short by a claw over her lips. The taiyoukai gave her the tenderest look she had ever received and said slowly:
"I, Sesshoumaru, will do as you wish, Kagome, I just hope you do not regret this decision in the future."
"So you are going…"- She said hopefully.
"Yes, Kagome, this, Sesshoumaru will bring the miko Kikyou to life. I give you my word…"
To Be Continued…
ZzZzZz ---- , Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy…
Ah! Oh hi, what's up?
I really hope you liked the chappy, I fell asleep two times while I was writing it…
So nothing new to say, only beware Kikyou bashers, I decided to make her good in this one… It just easies the plot, and as you can see I'm lazy… - I want to thank you all for the wonderful reviews, guys I love you!!!
Ummmmmmm, R&R pls,
Manny kisses and a teary goodbye,
KillingMeTenderly