Shiinto no Saishuuheiki
Silent Weapon
By KillingMeTenderly
And you are taking over
Cold was my soul,
Untold was the pain.
I faced when you left me,
A rose in the rain.
So I swore to the razor,
That never, enchained,
Would your dark nails of faith,
Be pushed through my veins again…
Bared on your tomb,
I'm a prayer for your loneliness.
And would you ever soon,
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time,
From the binds of your lowliness,
I could always find,
The right slot for your sacred key…
Six feet deep is the incision,
In my heart, that barless prison.
Discolours all with tunnel vision,
Sunsetter,
Nymphetamine…
Sick and weak from my condition,
This lust, this vampyric addiction,
To her alone in full submission,
None better…
Nymphetamine…
Nymphetamine girl…
And you are taking over... And you are taking over me... And you are taking over me again… My heart, full of untold secrets yearns for her. My body full of unsatisfied desires begs for her. My soul full of loneliness reaches for her. Where She is?
My Angel. I step back and sallow my pride. I wish to share with her so much, but that is impossible. Close your eyes, Beloved, and see beyond my words. When I tell you that I hate you, know that, I love you. When I whisper to you "Die", just live like no tomorrow. When I call you "Worthless", understand, that you mean the world for me.
Do you knew, that I loved you yesterday? That I love you today? That I will love you tomorrow?
You are Eternity, but you are just a human. Your life is so fragile. Something precious. And you torture my heart. And you kill my soul. And you…
…Take over... And you take over me... And you take over me again…
Before them Kikyou slowly stood on her shaking legs. The woman's scent danced over the clearing. Autumn leaves. Her aura sparkled…
… With life.
She was no more undead. The life was creeping slowly threw her warm body. Beating heart was pumping her blood threw her veins. Breath hitched in her lungs, her eyes wide. She took a step forward, feeling her muscles move, under her skin.
The Japanese clay doll, with stolen soul was now alive. Forgotten feeling was slipping threw her frame and mind. Pulsing, the pulsing of her own heart.
Her arm reached forward.
"Inuyasha?"- She whispered.
"Kikyou…"- the Hanyou, took a step forward. Seeing her timid nod he broke into full sprint. Before anyone was able to react, the older miko was tightly wrapped in Inuyasha's arms.
Burring his head into her hair, the half- demon said:
"Kikyou, I'm sorry… I do not deserve you. I was not able to save you, when I saw Naraku attacking you. Kikyou, will you… forgive me?"
The woman just nodded, tears glittering in her eyes. She made a move to claim his lips, when suddenly…
"Can't you two get a room?"
Kagome looked around firstly, to see who broke the romantic moment 'Heck, that was better, than any film I've ever watched', to be stunned to see… Shippo!?!
"This is disgusting!"- The small boy said stubbornly.
"Yeach, Shippo's right."- Said bored Sango. Oh, beloved mood swings.
"Yes, Hanyou, this Sesshoumaru, do not wish to watch you mate that bitch of yours, right before his person."- The demon Lord icily exclaimed.
With nothing else to do Kagome just sighed.
"Inuyasha, maybe it's better to take Kikyou to… talk."- she knew that no talking, but a grand make- over session.
The hanyou nodded and without a second thought leaped into the tree lines, Kikyou in his arms.
There was a silence in the camp, when suddenly…
"Let's go SPY on them!!!"- Shouted an extreme Sango and started jumping happily.
OK, that was just a BIT weird for Kagome. The exterminator was never the on that made such demands. Than without a warning she sprinted toward, where Inuyasha and Kikyou were. Kagome and Miroku looked at each other puzzled and than ran for it after her. Sesshoumaru just rolled his eyes watching as the neko youkai transformed and ran, leaving only the kitsune screaming:
"Wait for meeeeeeeeeeee. I'm just a kid!!!"
His sigh was barely heard as he started walking after the strange group fro people with interesting mental capabilities.
(On another clearing not as far away, as you think)
Inuyasha hugged Kikyou close and tenderly whispered:
"I want you to know, that I always lov…"
One very happy Sango busted into the clearing shouting:
"WOW, I'm first!!!"
Only a second after that there were a panting Kagome and a shouting "Don't, Sango!" Miroku.
Inuyasha's eyes were like little saucers and Kikyou's cheeks became red.
Just as the hanyou was about to talk. Kirara and Shippo ran to them.
The fox demon started his usual rant:
"I'm just a little kid. What will you do, if something eats me? Hm? I'm the brain of this…"
He was cut by an angry Inuyasha. "Little brat, shut up! I wanted to tell…"
"You should keep your mate safer, monk."- was heard Sesshoumaru's uncaring voice.
"My mate?"- Asked puzzled Miroku.
"I'M NOT HIS!!!"- Decided to drop Sango, aggravated.
The Taiyoukai just lifted his eyebrow and sighed:
"You humans were more degusting, than I, Sesshoumaru ever thought. So you pupped her, but you didn't take her as a mate?"
"Hey, Buddy, got something against humans?"- Screamed Kagome, finally founding her breath.
"Pupped?"- Miroku and Sango asked together.
Ignoring Kagome, the Lord of the West answered:
"Yes, pupped. She is with your pup, is she not?"
Silence.
"Pup, like… baby?"- Kagome whispered.
Sesshoumaru just nodded.
There was a noisy THUD!!!, when a body hit the ground, fainted. But it was not from Sango, nor Kagome.
"Oh, Holly shit!!!"- Inuyasha choked.
Sesshoumaru wanted to laugh. If he knew, that they were going to react like that he was to tell them a lot earlier.
"NOOOOOOOOO!!!"- Cried Sango
Kagome's eyes almost fell from her head as she saw the Demon Lord smirking.
"It's all the DAMN pervert's fault!!!"- The exterminator shouted.
"Do not scream, woman. You are just as culpable, as the Monk."- Sesshoumaru said.
'That was mean!'- Shouted Kagome's inner voice and before she thought, she did the mist stupidest thing, that a being that wanted to live was able to do. She said "That wasn't very nice" and well… she hit him .
It was not strong, just a push on his arm, but when she did it, her world stopped.
'Shit! Now he will surely kill me!!!'- She closed her eyes.
Seconds passed and the killing blow never came. She had never been happier in her life to open her eyes. There before her was standing Sesshoumaru, glaring at her.
"You will refer, from striking this Sesshoumaru, Miko"
His voice was cold and Kagome, deeply in her conciseness understood, that he didn't refer her with her real name. What she feared was his voice. Cold, uncaring, full of hatred. Somehow a huge hollow feeling fond place in his chest.
She felt her eyes tearing. He just turned and walked away. He… he was angry at her.
Suddenly Sango's tantrums, broke her free from her trance.
She hugged her friend, as Inuyasha was trying to wake up Miroku. Kikyou was just staying away, watching them.
As she whispered to her friend, that everything hill be fine, her thoughts drifted on another subject.
That pain in her chest was scaring her. Confusing her.
This was the pain, that one felt, when he had lost something precious. That was leading to another question.
As she helped Sango to go back the camp her mind was tearing. Her world was shaking. Her mind refused it, but her heart did not.
Was she growing up to… love Sesshoumaru?
Her strike hadn't hurt. Not at all. It was his heart that was torn.
It was his soul that screamed in pain.
After all, she still saw him as a monster… Shiinto no Sishuuheiki.
The worst part was that she had given him the hope, that she would give him a chance, even for a friendship.
He leaned on the Goshiboku and closed her eyes. Even in the moment, that she disrespected him and hit him… he still loved her.
She was taking over… Taking over him… Taking over him again…
Than a voice tore the silence.
"Can I, please sit by you Lord Sesshoumaru?"
To Be Continued…
Hey guys!!!
How is it? Firs I really want to apologies, for I mixed up the swords names(I was kind of sleeping). I will look to it right now. Second I really want to thank you for all the great reviews that you wrote me. Some of you really gave me ideas for the plot. Um, third there were some questions I got so: The parings are:
Kagome/Sesshoumaru
Miroku/Sango
Kikyou/Inuyasha
And for Shippo I'm truly not sure. BTW if you got some good ideas, I won't refuse to put them in.
Last: As I found slmcandle won't be able to be my beta, so I'm looking for new one. So if somebody wants the place send me a message. I don't want to choose, so if there is more than one person I'll just pick blindly, K?
Teary goodbye, KillingMeTenderly
…From a sacred place beyond the Apocalypse…