Shiinto no Saishuuheiki
Silent Weapon
By KillingMeTenderly
Change for better
So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me,
Off guard, red handed,
Now I'm far from lonely,
Asleep, I still see you lying next to me,
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...
I need something else,
Would someone please just give me,
Hit me, knock me out,
And let me go back to sleep,
I can laugh,
All I want inside I still am empty,
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...
I'll be just fine,
Pretending I'm not,
I'm far from lonely,
And it's all that I've got,
I'll be just fine,
Pretending I'm not,
I'm far from lonely,
And it's all that I've got,
I guess, I remember every glance you shot me,
Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat,
I squeezed so hard,
I stopped your heart from beating,
So deep that I didn't even scream,
I…,
I'll be just fine,
Pretending I'm not,
I'm far from lonely,
And it's all that I've got,
I'll be just fine,
Pretending I'm not,
I'm far from lonely,
And it's all that I've got…
And it's all that I've got,
Yeah, it's all that I've got,
It's all that I've got,
It's all that I've got,
It's all that I've got…
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me,
So deep that I didn't even scream…
I'll be just fine,
Pretending I'm not,
I'm far from lonely,
And it's all that I've got,
I'll be just fine,
Pretending I'm not,
I'm far from lonely,
And it's all that I've got…
And it's all that I've got,
It's all that I've got…
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I was, she was, so we never were…
I never had her, she had me, so we never had each other…
She did not love me, I loved her, so we never were in love…
That was my fate… Away from her…
Obsessed with her…
And her fate… Away from me…
Disgusted with me…
And our fate… Together forever…
Forever as Eternity…
Eternity as "Always alone"…
Too close to each other…
Impossible far…
Because I was…
And she was…
But we never were…
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Sesshoumaru crushed his lips into Kagome's, as if trying to reach her soul in one desperate attempt…
…To make her love him.
The miko's eyes widened in shock. It felt… nice. His mouth was warm, his hand in he hair lightly massaging her scalp. She watched as his burning amber eyes were hidden from her by thick long lashes that tickled her cheeks. Fire burned its way through her system as he pulled her even closer to him, despite the cold, unforgiving armor he wore.
Sesshoumaru felt it. Bliss. He was holding her in his arms. He was kissing her. She was not running away. His body was pressed to hers, his lips gentle, but demanding.
His closed eyes suddenly flew open, as he felt her arms going around his neck and tingling in his hair. Her sweet lips shyly brushed to his in respond to him.
He was in heaven.
No other way to explain the situation. He has died and despised to all his sins he had gone in heaven. Not that he cared. If dead meant being with his Kagome, then dead it was it.
As his tongue touched his lips the young miko almost jumped. The taiyoukai's teethes gently nibbled on her lower lip and she moaned from the feelings that shook her frame.
He felt her tremble and open her mouth. Sesshoumaru wasted no time and pushed his tongue through her slightly parted lips. She tasted… divine. Sweet and warm. He never wanted to let her go. Fire from love and lust was making havoc in his mind and body. The delightful, yet painful burning between his legs was pressed to her tights. He wanted… he needed…
Still she responded to him. She kissed him back, her lips, tongue teeth dancing with his.
This was the moment he decided… He was going to try.
He was going to fight for her.
Going to have her.
With this decision he gently pulled her head backwards and deepened the kiss to maximum. He made sweet love to her mouth and held her for first time in his life. And not for last if he had something to do with it.
Kagome was melting inside. Her senses were on hipper alert. She was able to feel the exact shape of his divine lips. His thick lashes over her cheeks, the stands of shiny, silver hair that were sliding throughher fingers. As she fought with him for dominance she looked deep into her soul. This feelings. New. Different.
Did she love him?
The answer was lost in her mind as they broke the kiss for oxygen. Her mind stopped as his gaze bore into her, golden oceans, hotter, brighter than the stars in the night of the new moon. Love, lust, need filled his amber eyes. She wanted to loose her self in the fire depths. To burn in them, to drown in them.
They were both panting heavily, looking at each other faces. His fingers untangled from her hair and slowly reached to pull some strands from her eyes. He wanted this moment to last forever. For her to be forever his, just like this.
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He fought his way through the thick forest, fleeing from the inevitable. He knew that he could run, but not hide.
It was coming! His… Doom. He was going to die a painful death, just for his stupidity. The air before sunrise was thick, cold sending shivers down his spine. He was not going to make it. Never going to see the sunshine again. Bravery was not going to save him this time.
Despite to his thoughts he continue running from the unseen enemy. He heard footsteps behind himself and that awful voice calling his name. Voice full of promises of pain and suffer. Slow death and many hellish hours of torture.
"INUYASHA!!! Come here and fight like a man, damn it!"- Sango's words made him run even faster.
Fight? Against her, now? Gods, he was stupid, but not that much. He wanted all his major limbs. Hell, he wanted his reproduction limbs too!!!
So he kept running. He WAS going to make it. He picked up his tempo, praying to every God, whose name he knew for salvation.
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"INUYASHA!!! Come here and fight like a man, damn it!"- This voice broke the romantic air between Kagome and Sesshoumaru.
"Oh my God! Sango!"- With these words she bolted upright from the taiyoukai's lap, giving him full view of what was under her uniform skirt. Many years of training saved him from a critical nosebleed.
Her midnight blue, lace panties were imbued with the smell of her need. Kami, wasn't he happy about the fact that she was too busy straitening her self, to find where his lustful gaze rested.
He didn't look her in the eye when she started talking. Yes, she had beautiful eyes indeed, but he was able to see her eyes pretty often. Now this, this was something new!
"Um, Sesshoumaru, stand up, please. Oh, Gods if they had found us like this, Miroku was never going drop it."- She said moving away and with this putting the end of Sesshoumaru's free show. He sigh, it was good while it lasted, and he was a male, he couldn't help himself, wanting to see more. It was normal, wasn't it?
"Did you like it?"- He suddenly asked.
She stopped her ranting and looked at him, with question in her eyes.
"That kiss."- He sight- "Did you like it?"
"I, ummmmm, I…"- She blushed- "I… liked it."- She said slowly, closing her eyes embarrassed.
He silently stood up and walked to her lifting her head gently to his face. The taiyoukai waited for the miko's eyes to open. She didn't disappoint him. Her ice gaze met his golden one.
"This Sesshoumaru enjoyed our kiss also."- He said tenderly.
Time stopped for two of them. He was just thinking to claim her sweet lips again when…
"HELP!!! She will kill me!!! She will bite my…"- Inuyasha broke into the small clearing and stilled as he saw Kagome and Sesshoumaru. He stopped dead in his tracks and eyed them curiously. And then suddenly…
"She will kill me! She will bite my head off and spit it and than she'll dance a cannibal dance over my dead body!!! HELP! Somebody, I need…"- And her ran between Kagome and the taiyoukai, breaking their contact.
The miko was dumbfounded. Sesshoumaru was too, but he didn't show it that was it. And just when they bought were thinking, that it couldn't become any stranger…
"Come here, you week excuse for a worm, I'll show you how to break the mood, by BREAKING every single bone in your pathetic hanyou body. Don't dare run from me, INUYASHA…"- Shouted Sango, while rushing between them again, seemingly oblivious of their existence. Then she disappeared the way Inuyasha ran.
"What the hell…"- Was the only thing Kagome was able to mutter, before Miroku flew past them screaming:
"Sango, my love, please stop this! You can hurt yourself! Sango! SANGO!!! INUYASHA!!!"
The demon Lord blinked at her with question in his eyes, but she shook her head, not understanding, what was happening herself.
As he opened his mouth to speak their surprised was yet to finish.
"INUYASHA! Come here right now! How dare you leave me! Don't make me ask my sister to make another subbdication neckline! INUYASHA!!!"- With those words on her lips Kikyou ran panting through the clearing.
OK. Wasn't that a bit too much? Kagome's mouth was hanging open by now. This was it, she was going to…
"Wait for me! I'm just a kid!!! Sango? Miroku? Kikyou? INUYASHA!!!"- Cried Shippo as he sprinted between them, but not noticing them.
Kagome couldn't take it anymore.
"What the HELL is this havoc? What is happening?!? Somebody? INUYASHA!!!"- And with those words she started running to were her companions had disappeared.
Sesshoumaru just stood there for few minuets, trying to take in what had just happened.
Smirk slowly appeared on his handsome face. His half- brother was popular today. With this thought he couldn't help it.
He haven't done this in years. Since he was a pup, actually. He threw his backwards and laughed. He laughed long and hard.
Laughed from amusement…
Laughed from pure joy…
Laughed because his life was making an extreme change…
… Change for better…
To Be Continued…
Hey guys, what's up. Sorry for not updating sooner. The reason? I'm stupid. I was not able to think anything for DAYS. Actually this chapter id mad from parts I have written before. Like Frankenstein! Urgh, so what ever. Thank you so very much about the wonderful reviews. They make me smile, laught and think. I feel them like… hugs. Thank you guys for still reading my story. I'm not sure how you still haven't died from boredom. And for all that wanted a lemon in this chappy, sorry for letting you down TT First, I'll have a HARD time writing one, second I think, that REAL Kagome, wouldn't sleep with Sesshy only the first day she realizes she likes him. Sorry guys, sorry Sesshy. I've got so many positive comments. People are even saying, that they like the music I listen to and tell me that they care about my incident.
Oh, yeach! Since I got many people wanting to be my betta I gust wrote all their names down and asked that little idiot of mine, that Mum insist me to call "Sister' to choose one of them and she picked "Butterflychan" so she's my new betta! To everyone else- sorry and kill my siss, not me!
Well R & R please!!!
Love, KillingMeTenderly