Shiinto no Saishuuheiki
Silent Weapon
By KillingMeTenderly
Which means nothing, which means everything
I woke up in the dead of the night
I'm cold and alone in my bed
I need love to set me free
from the worries I have in my head
In my dreams, she's right here with me
helping me through the night
I want her to take me away
and surround me with her tender wings
I am ready to surrender my heart
enraptured by the love that she brings
I am lost, don't know where to go
without her in my dream
This is forever and meant to be
She is true, she is real,
she is all that I need
An angel of love, sent down from above
I wish I could make her believe
I am lost don't know where to go
without her here with me
This is forever and meant to be
Fly me away
On your Wings Of Desire tonight
Fly me away
and show what love's about
Fly me away, Fly me away,
and show what love's about
On your Wings Of Desire
Take me away...
I can not believe, that a creature, as pure as her exist. She lives day for day, with no pain, no regrets. Every smile is real. Every word- true. She is like an angel that came to bring me salvation. I wish I could have her. I wish to make her a part of me. Mingle our souls. To feel. To be.
I promised my self I will try. I will fight for her. I will have her. Kagome, miko from the future…
You will be mine someday… You will accept my love… And hopefully you will love me back…
Kagome…
My Kagome…
How sweet it sounds…
Oh, the pain! The fear!
It was terrible!!!
Inuyasha sat sulking under a tree, bumps all over his head and for the best… or the worst no major limps missing. Sometime over the early morning angry Sango found her way to the hanyou's throat and made damn sure for him to remember when to mess in a romantic moments, especially in HER romantic moments.
The Inu knew why Sango hit him, but Miroku? Violence wasn't in he priest's ways. On top of all now very alive Kikyou found some ofidas and let's say… Inuyasha cursed the day when his mother met his father. As he was thinking that it can't become worst Kagome came… He never was the optimist of the group, but he really didn't expect so much pain. The young miko sat him a good number of times… about a million, or at least so did it felt. She insisted later, that they were only seven… as if he was buying it.
Inuyasha could only ask him self why was Kagome so angry. When he asked her, her face became an interesting shade of red and sat him… again.
The hanyou wasn't sure, but thought that he saw Sesshoumaru with the young miko earlier, when he ran past her. On the topic where was the ice prince? Surly sitting somewhere under a three laughing his ass out. What a bastard!
Inuyasha looked around. Kagome was furiously digging for something in her backpack, Kikyou was nowhere in slight and Miroku and Sango were away, to continue their "conversation". Feh, right and he was imperator of Japan! He was ready to bet his ramen… no, not the ramen, it's way too precious. He was ready to bet… Shippo, yeah Shippo, that they were somewhere making some miniature, perverted closings of Miroku. Soon, if the two of them continued this was, the people all over the world would be greeting one another with "Will you bear my son?".
Sesshoumaru, thankfully, wasn't around and Kikyou have gone in the forest to find some herbs for the burses all over his body that were left there nobly by Sango. Oh, and Shippo was sleeping with Kirara on the end of the camp.
With that he was left alone with Kagome. Inuyasha nervously lifted his head, looking at the young woman. There was something that he wanted to tell her for some time now, but alas, he had found no time. This conversation was to come and the truth was that he dreaded it, but he really needed to tell Kagome how he felt about Kikyou.
"Kagome?"- He hanyou mumbled.
The priest stopped her assaults over her back- pack and slowly turned around.
'He is using my name'- she thought- 'this will be a serious conversation… Better be ready to tell some "sit"-s.'
"Yeah, Inuyasha, what is it?"- She asked looking him strait in the eye.
The hanyou moved around uneasily, mumbling something, that sounded like:
"Iwantyoutoknowthatilikekikyouanillaskhertobemymatesoidontwantyoutohatemeokokokok?!?"
"…"- Was the most intelligent thought Kagome summoned- "I want to hear that again, only with pauses, please."- She said.
Inuyasha looked down in shame and slowly, but strongly said:
"I… want you to know that I like Kikyou and… that I'll ask her to be my mate… so I don't want you to hate me, OK?"- He asked sadly.
"Why should I hate you?"- Kagome asked, confused.
The Inu looked at her strangely and said:
"Weren't you in love with me?"
Kagome looked at him strangely:
"Yeah, I was…"
Silence…
"But…"- She continued- "I feel like it was before ages…"
She smiled at his questioning face- "I want to wish you and Kikyou the best. I'm happy for you!"- She said standing up.
She wanted to laugh at Inuyasha's gapping face. She took the little space between them and hugged him, knocking the breath out of him. He was her best friend after all. He was like an over protective big brother, or just the dorky boy from down the street, that wouldn't leave her alone… That was why she liked him so.
"And…"- she whispered in his ear- "I think I'm falling for someone…"
After these words Inuyasha broke free, shouting:
"No! You are not going to mate Kouga!!! Over me dead body! You are my friend and I'll still protect you and you really need protection from the flee bag!!! If he touches you, you may catch some disease or something! What if you get bitten from a demon flees which breed over him or something?"
Kagome scowled:
"Who ever told you that it is Kouga I like? But the guy still likes me back!"- She said proudly.
Inuyasha looked at her skeptically and almost laughed:
"Yeah, like somebody with sight will want YOU! Who? I've already killed every demon, that can be found and you don't meet many humans… Who is it Naraku? Ha- ha- ha! Or maybe Miroku is cheating on Sango with you?!? Oh, I know it's this Hobo… Hogo… Hovo… Shit, what was it?"- He choked with laughter.
"Four your information it's Hojo and no I don't like him... And I certainly don't like Naraku."- She screamed enraged.
"So who is he? Or maybe it's she! I know it's Kagura! Or Kanna! Look, Kagura I understand… but the other one I've never guess you are a pedophile! I know it's Shippo! You just wait for him to grow up!"- He holed with laughter.
"Inuyasha! You are a sick bastard!"- Kagome face was as red as a tomato.
"No, I know, it's not her! It's not him! It's it!!! It's Sesshoumaru!!! You'll never know if it's a woman or a man under those baggy clothes and with this pretty, dolly face! It's Sesshoumaru! Right?"- There were tears in his eyes. He looked at Kagome waiting for her fiery response…
…Silence…
"Ka- Ka- Kagome…"- He chocked- "Tell me it's not Sesshoumaru, OK?"
…Silence…
"Kagome, it's not funny!!!"
…Silence…
"No way…"- Inuyasha whispered- "You are in love with the icicle!"
With those words Kagome finally answered:
"Well, what if I am?"- She asked stubbornly.
"Kagome, look"- said a now very serious Inuyasha- "I don't think Sesshoumaru can answer you feelings… Shit I don't even think he has a heart!"
Kagome looked at him angrily… Oh Gods, he knew that glare… she was going to say… IT! Inuyasha braced himself for the pain that was to come, but Kagome mumbled nothing. As he looked up he saw the coldest eyes staring back at him.
"Do not EVER"- she said through glittered teethes- "Say such ting about him again! You have no idea through what he has been! One comment and you will curse the day you were born! Understood?"- She smiled merrily at her last word.
If Inuyasha was afraid before, now he was totally freaked out:
"OK, just don't bite my head off… Feh!"- He tried to sound braver, that he felt.
"OK, deal!"- She sing- songed while pulling something silvery from her back- pack. The young miko turned around leaving praying it the Gods Inuyasha.
"Oh, yeah, before I forget…"- She turned around smiling at the hanyou- "Sit, sit, sit and let's not forget- SIT!!!"- and with those words she left the camp that was currently keeping moaning Inuyasha, oblivious Shippo, that was sleeping like a rock and not so interested Kirara.
Sesshoumaru was still sitting under the Goshiboku, with his fingers lightly tracing the place on the grass where she had been sitting. He couldn't' get her out of his head… her scent… her feel… her taste…
He closed his eyes only to see her face under them. In his head he heard her voice calling his name…
"Sesshoumaru?"- See? Yet again he was right…
"Sesshoumaru? Are you there?"
His head snapped up and his eyes flew upward to meet the face of a seemingly tired Kagome.
The demon Lord said nothing, only lifted his eyebrow to acknowledge Kagome's persistence. The girl numbly walked to him and sat next to him, without even asking. He looked at her, just at time to see her trying to hide a yawn behind her hand. The other hand, he acknowledged was strangely twisted behind her back, as if hiding something. In the moment on his mind was only this that the woman was tired and the lack of sleep was able to play dirty tricks on the humans' system. His instincts were telling him to make her sleep… his intended mate.
He mentally shook his head and turned to her.
"Miko, sleep. Now."- Not exactly the warmest, but it would do.
Kagome seemingly unaffected by the way he talked to her, he was sure it was from the lack of sleep, she was to fiery to give up that easy, just smiled at him ad answered:
"So cold! I'll sleep only if you say the magic word!"- She sounded so innocent - like a little girl.
"Magic word?"-He asked-"This Sesshoumaru knows no magic word. As you see, miko, I'm a taiyoukai, not a priest or a chanter."
She looked at him skeptically and said:
"Don't play with me, Lord of the West, you know that the word is "Please" and beside that my name is Kagome! Be generous enough to use it… not like your brother."
"Half- brother-"- he mumbled- "As you wish… Will you, please, go to sleep?"
His voice didn't change a bit and it sounded extremely funny. When she though about it sleep did sound appealing… But no, she still had to tell him! This was more important than some sweet dreams.
"Sesshoumaru, I have something to tell you…"
But she was cut short by his words:
"Miko go and sleep now!"- His voice was as if he was commanding an army.
"But if I tell you later, you'll be angry with me!"- She wined- "You'll hate me!"
The Demon Lord of the West eyed her curiously and answered her:
"This Sesshoumaru won't be angry with you, Kagome. If you now go to sleep, I'll give you my word not to be aggravated by the things you wish to tell me."
Kagome looked at him foe a second and yawned:
"It sounds fear… I'm in! So, deal?"
He almost smirked at her words. The little miko never stopped to amuse him:
"A deal."- He said his voice softer.
She smiled happily and itched a bit toward him. With a wide yawn Kagome let her head fall to the shoulder of the Demon Lord. Somehow she felt safe with him and really brave too. She had only slept abut three hours that night so in mere minuets her breathing evened and her heart stared beating slower.
Sesshoumaru's eyes widened. When he told her to sleep, he didn't mean for her to do it ON him. Not that he was going to say anything… It was fine with him.
Sesshoumaru looked at her tenderly and his hand found it's place to her face to wipe away some hair, that had spilled over it. Just then he got a glimpse of the thing that Kagome had been hiding behind her back…
Hid breath stopped within his throat, his amber eyes widened his body froze…
It wouldn't be…
It couldn't be…
It was supposed to be burned to dust, to be shattered by the wind…
But here it was…
He withdrawed his hand slowly, emotions rocking his body…
And there, in the arms of his beloved lay the simplest object of all…
A silver- covered book…
Book, that meant nothing…
Book, that meant everything…
To be continued…
SORRY!!! Ummmmmmm, yeah, sorry for not updating for so long, my computer was dead!!! Yeah, ihe electisity blak- out killed it! The only thing I was left to do was to sing "Everything burns"!!! And also I was in the worst writer's block known to the world. My best idea was this:
"I'm from the White house,
I'm fro the Happy place,
I'm from the Funny farm,
I'm just a nutcase."
Don't you think it's brilliant? My English teacher found it and didn't…
Well, Thanks for reading. Please R&R. You are free to give me ideas and especially I'm really hesitating , how should Sesshoumaru react? Angry? Sad? Hurt? Offended? Serenely not happy I think…
Love, KillingMeTenderly.
PS: I'm thinking of witching a LONG one- shot and I decided to ask you what it should be. There are two ideas:
Closer to Heaven.
Tragedy/ Romance
NC 17
Sesshoumaru/ Kagome
Summary: Closer… Closer… Closer… She was the closest to Salvation that he would ever get. He held her in his arms as the night fell, as the sun rose, as the World came crashing down. He held her like a lifeline, her crimson wings burning his eyes, the scarlet words on her fair skin, cutting his soul "Closer to Heaven". He held his only love in his arms, tears in his eyes, gaze set on the skies, asking him self if he was able to see beyond the world.
Kagome in the Wonderland
Humor/ Romance/ Fantasy
NC17
Sesshoumaru/ Kagome (Duh)
Summary: "Let's play a game, little beauty, If you find your way out of here, I'll let you go home. If not, you will be mine…forever." Kagome didn't hesitate. She ran as fast as she could, not turning back to the silver- haired male. His tail swayed as he watched her run. Smirk came to his face and he turned around jumping on a three. "Thirteen… Twelve… Eleven… Ten… Nine… Eight… Seven… Six… Five… Four… Three… Two… One… Ready or not, here I come!"- He whispered. By the gods, he loved that game.
Hope you choose…