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A/N: Hiya! I'm back from the land of illness and all geared up to post this Chappie! Anyway, thanks –glomps Yuugi- for pointing out the title thingy! And all the other reviewers for reviewing my fic! Okay, now is time for the eleventh chapter:
Chapter eleven: Gomen nasai"Let me go!" the frightened boy screamed in fear. That's right, Satoshi screamed in fear, frightened and trembling as his licentious foster father shackled him to his bed. There was no escape. Ruthless hands tore his shirt off, but the shirt was still in one piece, just not on his body anymore. His white jeans and underwear were pulled down in one swift move, forcing the boy to gasp in surprise. Hands fingered Satoshi's calm length, a smirk pasted itself on Kei's hideous face. Satoshi's face twisted in agony as he felt two fingers pushed in his member.
"Enjoying this?" no one replied. Another finger was inserted, more pain racked through Satoshi's body. This isn't love… it never was. It was just a lie, a lie that I foolishly fell for…this is not love…this is torture and worse. The other hand explored the blue haired boy's torso, making him hiss out, "You never loved me, never…" "So you figured…too late though…" A bruising kiss and he was entered. The pain only lasted a while, but the mental scar was forever. He couldn't take it anymore, but he wasn't able to fall into unconsciousness. The pain, the touch…
The young tamer was raped a few more times, until blood came out of his length in seemingly torrents. The next thing Satoshi knew, Kei's sickening member was forced into his mouth, and he had no choice but to obey and suck the repulsive thing till his foster father's nauseating seeds were released. Satoshi wanted to vomit so badly, but he ingested the white, sticky liquid and felt his stomach churned in antipathy. The blue haired boy heard a sharp laugh from Kei and sensed the length pulled out of his mouth, and Satoshi almost heaved out his guts, but the groin stopped it. It continued over and over again, until the corners of Satoshi's mouth started to bleed really badly.
That was it; he couldn't take it any longer. The fatigued boy summoned the remaining of his strength and roughly shoved the body on top of him away, stumbling out of bed and grabbing his clothes. Satoshi hurriedly wore them and ran out of the house, where it was pouring slightly. Ignoring that fact, Satoshi sprinted forward and on and on till he'd vomit into a nearby grass patch. It burned at his throat, and he was sure he had thrown up some blood as well.
The rain started to come down densely, but Satoshi kept on running. His blue shirt was soaked to the skin and his pants had bloodstains around the groin area, pretty noticeable on white. Despite that and the pain in his entire body, Satoshi just kept on running…running, running, running…
You don't deserve love, Satoshi…you already raped the one you loved…that Niwa boy of yours isn't gonna help you now, no one will…you'll just have to stick with me…Muhahahaha… "NEVER! NOT IN MY WHOLE LIFE!" A lightening flashed through the sky, thunder drummed through the air. The rainwater was up to his ankles now, but Satoshi kept on running, not knowing where he was going. Neither did he care, even if it's the edge of a cliff.
Unfortunately, that's really where he ended up. Of course, he didn't really jump down, but he thought about it. The whole world was against him, and Daisuke wasn't going to forgive him just like that. Daisuke. Satoshi lifted his lowered head and looked across the sea, the endless spread of sparkling dark blue. Daisuke, the only friend he ever had, till he…hurt him.
Memories flew past his mind; of lunches they had shared, of small conversations together, of…times before he raped Daisuke. It hurts; it really hurts to know that he was alone, that he pushed away the last possible friend away from him. Only this time, he had done it unintentionally. Freaky, it never hurt that much, that painfully, that wave of sadness never raised to such a level that he could actually feel it that much. And he hated it, and knew he probably deserved it.
Turning back, he walked along with the flow of the rain. It wasn't very usual for it to rain this much so near winter, as if god was crying for something. Was god crying for Daisuke's tragedy? Probably, anyone would, and so did Satoshi. Maybe it was also to punish Satoshi, for it started to hail as well. An extra big of hail suddenly BANG! Whacked Satoshi's head hard and caused him to collapse into the ankle high water, from surprise as well as exhaustion. Just as he was about to conk out, the feeling of needles continuously poking at him was suddenly gone, but he only saw a blurry face…
Dark looked on at the faded boy, his face twisted with anger and disgust. He didn't wanted to do it, but he did so anyway, as it was Krad who had pointed out the bloody stains on his jeans. More or less, Satoshi was raped and they couldn't let the boy freeze out there in the rain and beside, Daisuke would probably do the same thing. Yeah, right. Dark watched on in annoyance and comparatively loathing as Krad tenderly bandaged the bleeding blue haired boy, wishing he could just kill Satoshi on the spot, right there and then. But it was obvious that our Krad here won't allow it. (No, this is not a Sato x Krad story!)
He woke up, in an unfamiliar room. He was completely puzzled, and realized that his clothes were changed into new ones and his wounds were all dressed. Satoshi walked silently towards the door and opened it to the Niwa's living room. So, that meant that he was in…Daisuke's home?! But…why? He paced mutely to where he was sure Daisuke was sleeping in, but what he didn't expect was that someone else was also in the room.
Dark, sleeping next to HIS (…non-existence) lover and hugging him. And Daisuke seemed so happy, smiling in his sleep. Satoshi felt his heart break, splitting into two, then suddenly smash to smithereens. It hurts, really hurts, and he'd wish he knew how to react. But now, he knew this was to be expected. But he wanted to say something to Daisuke, something to say he accepted this, and felt his lips moved…
Song: Gomenasai (No, he wasn't singing this, this is just…something I have to add it.)
What I though wasn't mine In the light Wasn't one of a kind A precious pearlWhen I wanted to cry
I couldn't 'cause
I wasn't allowed
Gomen nasai
For everything
Gomen nasai
I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
Daisuke had been his only friend, his real friend. Krad was just simply too obsessed with his damn work, Dark always try to put him down, the other kids think he was weirdo or something, but Daisuke, Daisuke was different. At least he tried to make friends with him, really make friends make friends with him, but… he'd let him down…
What I thought was alone
So innocent
Wasn't delicate at all
A porcelain
When I wanted to go to you
And ask you for help
I stop myself…
Gomen nasai
For everything
Gomen nasai
I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
He looked on, and tried to move his mouth, but it didn't come. Why, why…tears rolled down his cheeks…
What I thought was a dreamI'm (around?)
Wasn't a thrill as it seems
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomen nasai
For everything
Gomen nasai
Gomen nasai
Gomen nasai
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
Gomen nasai
I let you down
Gomen nasai
Gomen nasai
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend…
Like I do now
"Gomen nasai, Daisuke…"
Sniffles, sniffles…AHH-CHOOOOOOOOOOO! Gomen, Gomen! I was down with the damn cold and couldn't really think properly. Anyway, the song 'Gomen nasai' I found it at the youtube website so if you want to find it (and I encourage it, 'cause I might hear some of the lyrics wrongly) you type: DN Angel Gomenasai
And you get the song with an AMV of DN Angel starring Daisuke and Satoshi! XD
Oh, and while I wait for 5 reviews to be sent to this fic, I'll be at my other ones, and possibly a new one. XD