Closure; Part 2

"I'm sorry Dr. Cummings, I think I heard you wrong. Can you repeat that please?" Sasha asked.

"Sasha I know you must be shocked, but I took the test two times, you're pregnant. I know that you are irregular and probably had no idea, but believe me when I tell you, you're finally going to have a baby." Dr. Cummings beamed.

"So how many weeks am I?" Sasha asked, not really wanting to know the answer.

"You are going into your eight week."

Sasha's mind instantly began calculating.

"This has to be a mistake. This can't be happening." Sasha cried.

"I don't understand, isn't this what you and Joshua have been wanting for a long time now?" Dr. Cummings asked with a puzzled look on her face.

"Yes, it seems like we've been trying to have a baby forever."

"Then what is it? This should be the happiest moment in your life."

Standing shakingly, Sasha whispered, "Normally it would be doctor, but Joshua has been out of town working for the past eight weeks, he left while I was at corrections training.

Dr. Cummings looked at her quizzingly waiting for her to continue.

Seeing the doctor's confusion Sasha continued, "This isn't Joshua's baby."

Sasha glimpsed the doctor's shocked expression as she numbly walked out of her office.

"This can't be true. There has to be some kind of mistake." Sasha said out loud as she got in her car and drove away. But no matter how much she wished it wasn't true, Sasha had to face facts. She was pregnant with Wills baby.

Thinking back to that magical night that still haunts her, Sasha couldn't believe how foolish she was. Not for making love with Will, but for not using protection. She can clearly remember Wills voice as if he was sitting next to her now, "Baby I forgot the condoms". Then her stupid reply, "I don't care, I have to have you now."

Now look at what not caring has gotten her, pregnant by a married man.

One good thing was that Joshua was not coming home for another week, which will give her time to figure out what she was going to do.

Entering the home that she has shared with Joshua for the past six years, something caught her eye, looking down she noticed rose petals. Following with her gaze, the trails of roses lead up the stairway.

"Close the door and follow the petals." Came a satiny voice from upstairs.

"Joshua! Oh my God, he's home early! What am I going to do?" Sashas mind screamed.

"Sash, follow the petals." Joshua repeated.

"I can do this." Sasha said to herself slowly climbing the stairs. Taking a deep breath she took the last step and gasped. Candles are sitting on every available spot of the room and in the center of their king size bed surrounded by more roses, is the man that she loved with all her heart. Neither spoke, caught up in their own thoughts after not seeing each other for two months.

God I've missed her.

He looks sexy as hell kneeling buck naked in our bed, dick rock hard!

"Sasha…"

"Joshua…"

"We can't talk at the same time so I'll go first." Joshua laughed. "Baby come sit down."

Walking over to where he was Sasha sat, facing him, on the bench at the foot of their bed.

"Sash, first let me say how good you look. Those weeks at training really buffed you up.

"It wasn't the training." She thought.

"Next I want to say how much I missed you. You're all I thought about day and night. I was aching from wanting you so badly. I thought about all we've been through and all you put up with by being with me. I know that loving me hasn't always been easy, but you never stopped."

Reaching under the pillow, he pulled out a small black box.

"Joshua, what are you doing?" She asked knowingly.

Moving toward the end of the bed he said, "There is no one on this earth for me but you. You make my life complete and I would be a fool not to want to spend the rest of my life with you. Sasha, you weren't my first love, but you are definitely my last. Will you please, please say that you will spend the rest of your life with me?" Opening the box he looked at her with pleading eyes.

"Damn that rock is huge!" her mind screamed. But how can I marry him pregnant with another mans baby? Then again how can I tell him no?

Breathless and through her tears she answered, "Yes, I will marry you."

Grinning like a Cheshire cat, he took the ring out of the box, reached for her left hand, and carefully placed it on her finger. Perfect fit. Pulling her in his arms she said, "Joshua you have made me the happiest woman in the world." While in her mind nagging thoughts of her baby plagued her.

Pushing her back to look in her eyes, "You know it's been a long time so why don't you make me the happiest man in the world and give me some of your good stuff." He said wickedly.

After undressing in haste, she stood before him praying that he doesn't notice anything different about her. Reaching for her he laid her down beside him on the rose petals. Leaning over her he kissed her with a gentleness that he hadn't shown in years. Breaking away from her lips he kissed his way down the column of her neck his lips came to rest between the swell of her breasts. He licked there ever so lightly and Sasha quivered with excitement. Feeling her tremble Joshua continued. Moving his head from one to the other he licked and laved her beasts at a feverish pace while Sasha writhed underneath him. Slowing his pace his lips rested on her right nipple, his lips formed and 0 and he blew out his breath against the hardened nub before taking it in his mouth and sucking it as if it was the ripest berry.

"Oh yes!" Sasha moaned as he suckled her breast for what seemed like an eternity.

Reaching for his penis he stilled her hand, reached under the pillow again and pulled out a silk scarf and a small bottle of flavored oil. He caught her hands at the wrist and secured them above her head.

No words needed to be spoken.

Joshua opened the bottle and squeezed the bottle of oil all over her body, which he then proceeded to lick off. Placing a few drops of oil on his tongue he opened her legs at the thighs and placed his head in between. Opening the folds he flicked his tongue over the shiny hoop that was piercing her clit and felt Sashas thighs tighten in response. Joshua bathed her womanhood with his tongue relishing in the taste of the oil and her feminine juices. Licking, sucking and biting like a mad man. But that was not all, there was something that he always wanted to do but never did…now was the time.

Rolling Sasha over on her stomach Joshua started at her shoulders and licked his way down the length of her back. Reaching her buttocks he gently spread her buttery brown cheeks, and slid his finger in and out of her tight opening. Replacing his finger with his tongue he felt her contracting against his mouth and knew her release was near.

"Ohhhhhhhhh Yes! Yes! Yes! Joshuuuaaaa!!" Sasha screamed her back arching and her clit twitching in sweet convulsions.

When she was able to talk she whispered, "I know that I've been hesitant to try this but if you want, since you're already back there and you have the oils, do you want to have anal sex?"

"Hell yes!" he thought.

Aloud, "Yeah if you want to."

"I want to." She said.

Joshua took the bottle of oil and squeezed a generous amount on his shaft and her anus. He then adjusted her body in the doggy-style position. Running the length of his manhood down her crack he spread her buttocks and positioned the head at her anal opening. Pushing slightly he gently glided the head in.

"Oh yes! Baby it's so tight." He moaned.

"Ouuuccchhh, oh God make it stop." She screamed, clutching the sheets and gritting her teeth so hard she thought they would break.

"Baby relax. There's no hurry, we have all the time in the world. I'm going to make this feel just as good to you as it feels for me. I'm going to take my time and ease it in to give you time to adjust to me. Okay?" he asked.

"Okay." She responded hesitantly.

Just as he promised he took his time and eased it in inch by inch. When he felt his balls meet with her cheeks he waited for her to give him the go ahead.

Lying there with a dick in her sore ass Sasha couldn't believe that people actually enjoyed this. She knew that he was waiting on her before he continued, so she gave him the sign by wiggling her ass.

Joshua began by pushing in and out slowly but the tightness of her asshole squeezing his dick was driving him insane. He began pumping at a feverish pace. He prayed that he wasn't hurting her but he couldn't stop. A few seconds later he heard her moans and felt her moving back to meet his thrusts.

"Fuck my ass. Fuck it, fuck it. Yessss, just like that. Harder! Harder!" Sasha cried.

She couldn't believe how good it felt to have her ass fucked.

"Work it baby! Give daddy that sweet tight ass!" He moaned.

Joshua couldn't hold back any longer, "Sasha I'm coming!"

Before he knew it, his dick was out of her ass and in her mouth. He was fucking her mouth and she was sucking him like a man possessed.

"Ugggghhhhh, here it comes baby!"

Sasha felt the impact from his forceful orgasm against her throat and she swallowed every tasteful drop that didn't ooze out of the sides of her mouth. She felt him go limp and reluctantly let him slide out of her mouth.

They fell back onto the bed and drifted to sleep. He was thinking about how lucky he was to have her and she was thinking about the child growing inside her. Should she try to pass it off as his or break his heart and tell him he truth?

"My God Sasha what are you going to do?" Sydney, her best friend, asked the next day over lunch.

"I don't know Syd. I'm so fucking stressed that I can't think straight. I can't get my mind to just focus on the situation and come to a decision." Sasha cried helplessly.

"Listen Sash, I know that you've always made fun of me because of my meditation, but I really think that it's what you need to get your mind right and figure out what to do." Syd reached in her purse and got the number of her meditation healer and wrote it down on the napkin for Sasha.

Passing it to her, "Take it. Her name is Diane Bowser. Tell her that you're going through some things and you need her help."

Taking the number Sasha vowed that she would call her on her cell on her way back to work.

Driving back to work Sasha called Diane.

"Hi, Diane?"

"Yes. Who's calling?"

"My name is Sasha Davis. I'm a friend of Sydney Taylor's and she told me to call you. I'm going through a touch time and Sydney said that you could help. Can I make an appointment with you?"

"Sure Sasha. I have an opening tonight at 8. Is that a good time for you?"

"Yes that's fine."

"Good let me give you directions."

"That's okay Sydney gave them to me. You stay on Spring Street, right?"

"I used to but my husband and I just bought a new house at 572 Oaklawn Lane. Most of our stuff is at the old house but the things that we're going to need is at the new place."

"Okay Mrs. Bowser, I'll see you tonight."

Promptly at eight Sasha knocked on the Bowser's door. After a few seconds the door opened and introductions were made.

"Come in Sasha, I'm Diane." She said pleasantly.

"Hi it's nice to meet you Diane."

"You can put your stuff by the door and follow me."

Sasha did what she said and followed her down the darkened hallway into a candlelit room with a huge bed and a table. "What kind of meditation was this, she thought, but Sydney raves about it so it can't be all bad."

"Sasha, I need you to be fully relaxed, so first get totally undressed and lay in the center of the bed."

"Undressed. What kind of voodoo shit is this?" Sasha thought. "What the hell, if it will help me to be stress free for a while then I'll try anything."

"While you do that I'm going to go and get the rest of the things that I'm going to need." Diane said while leaving the room.

Lying buck naked in some strangers bed Sasha was about to change her mind, get dressed and go the hell home when Diane came back into the room. Naked.

"Diane, what the fuck are you doing?"

"Didn't Sydney explain the type of meditation therapy that I practice?"

"Hell naw she didn't and I'm going to kick her ass as soon as I get up outta here." Sasha said scrambling to get out of the bed.

"Sasha stop!" Diane demanded. "Listen to me, I'm not going to do anything to you that you haven't thought about a dozen times. I'm here to take away the pain and the stress that the men in your life have caused you. I promise that by the time that I'm finished with you, you'll forget why you came here in the first place. So, lay back down and close your eyes and let "Lady D" take care of you. I won't hurt you."

Sasha sat there for a minute letting what "Lady D" said sink in. Yes she had always been curious about being with another woman, so what harm could it do?

Diane could see Sasha's resistance fading and as she walked over to the bed Sasha laid back down. Diane got in the bed and straddled Sasha's beautiful chocolate body. She leaned down and pecked her lips giving Sasha time to adjust to the thought of a woman kissing her instead of a man. She kissed her again more forcefully this time, prying her lips open with her tongue.

"Ummm, she tastes good." Sasha thought losing herself in the sweetness of the kiss.

The kiss continued on for minutes and Sasha felt the heat rising from between her legs.

Diane broke the kiss and Sasha found herself whimpering from the loss of contact. Diane continued to kiss her way down Sasha's body, lingering on her neck. Sasha threw her head back to give her better access. From there on her lips came to rest on her perky nipples, drawing them into the hollow warmth of her mouth. She roughly bit the tips sending shivers coursing through Sasha's body.

Diane then sat up and reached over to the table and got the remote. She pushed the button and Sasha looked up when she heard a noise above her head. Two small spaces opened up and straps fell down with rubber cuffs on the end.

Sasha leaned up to get a better view and Diane gently pushed her back down and said, "Sasha relax, remember what I said earlier, I'm not going to hurt you."

Sasha relaxed and Diane lifted each leg and placed them in a cuff. She pushed another button on the remote and the straps moved away from each other causing Sashas legs to open wider.

"My husband and I installed these straps to help our sex life. He said that I'm frigid and need to loosen up some. Can you believe he called me frigid? I never showed him this side of me because I thought that he would think less of me, so I made up some bullshit story about why I won't let him do certain things to me. But anyway who wants to waste this time talking bout men?"

Diane reached into the bag and retrieved something that Sasha could not see and then moved in between her legs. She parted the folds of Sasha womanhood and saw a glimmer of something in the candle light.

"You have a clit ring? Just wait until your clit ring and this, sticking out her tongue showing off her tongue ring, meet."

Sasha was going crazy, moving from side to side and writhing her hips. She was horny as a bitch, and the thought of this freaky woman eating her out was turning her on.

"Diane please", she moaned.

Diane didn't just stick her tongue out and lick Sasha's clit like most guys do, she stretched her mouth as wide as she could and went down on her. Sasha's whole pussy was enclosed in Diane's mouth, and then she licked her clit and flexed her jaws like a fish trying to get air.

"HOLY SHIT!" Sasha screamed.

Diane was eating and sucking her pussy like a maniac. She then took the item that she got out of the bag, an anal plug, and stuck it in Sasha's sore ass. But Sasha didn't care. The more she ate and poked the more Sasha moaned and screamed. Neither of them heard the front door opening or the footsteps coming down the hall.

"Diane, what in God's name are you doing?" Her husband asked from just inside the doorway, his dick hardening from the sight before him.

Diane stopped and looked toward the door. Sasha sat up as best as she could with her legs swinging and looked toward the door also.

The two women breathlessly called out his name at the same time…"Will."