Sorry for the long update
My bad habit lol

Hey guys how you all doing? Well I hope your lil happy that I finally updated lol
wonder what advise Ryu-chan will give hmmm...
Pairings - Yuki/Shu and some others...for later chapters
Disclaimer - I don't own Gravitation or the boy's shame...every girl has her dreams

Chapter four of Feeling Lonely

"Kuma-Chan and I are very happy Shu-chan decided to visit us" The rock star beamed as his arms which were still around the younger boys slim shoulders tightened.

"I'm happy to Ryu-chan, I'm sorry I haven't been around lately" Shuichi smiled and gave a tight squeeze back before they both let go.

Ryuichi moved first eagerly pulling Shuichi into his apartment and shutting the door behind him. The energetic star bounced onto his coach grinning up at Shuichi who also had a small grin gracing his small lips.

Shuichi had always loved Ryuichi's personality probably because he was so similar to himself in both hyperness and general personality. They were like brothers.

Shuichi moved and plopped himself down next to his idol turning to sit crossed legged facing him his hands holding his ankle. Ryuichi just sat smiling knowing that Shuichi had something to say, he did come here for a reason and the rock star has a feeling it wasn't just to watch movies.

"Ano…Ryu-Chan I have a favor to ask"

Ryuichi cocked his head to the side listening intently too little Shuichi's plan, a wide smirk appearing as Shuichi explained his situation.

( Change of scene )


Yuki halted his typing and let his long fingers rub his tired eyes slowly before moving to the spine of his nose and upwards trying to ease the slight pain that was forming from working on his laptop for the majority of the day.

Things just wasn't going his way lately and his baka of a boyfriend was no where to be seen. Yuki rubbed harder frustrated that he actually wanted Shuichi to be near him right now and that he might...only a little miss the brat. Since Shuichi normally bounced in his office by now and made some comment that made him feel at ease.

After saving his work Yuki made his way to the showers, the hot water should sooth the aces in his body.

( Change of scene )

Tatsuha stood for a moment sighing outside his brother apartment his hand reached out the grab the door knob but decided against it at the last moment. Bursting in without knocking was the reason he was here nervous about seeing his Anaki. So he knocked instead.

"Hopefully Shuichi gave him some good loving and he wont be so mad" Tatsuha grinned making himself feel much better.

Yuki was bone tired and just finished getting ready to sleep when there was a gentle knock on his door. Sighing a little Yuki believed it to be his baka and that he just forgot his keys.

"Forgot your keys brat?" however upon opening the he was greeted with dark eyes and midnight colour hair.

"Anaki umm…hi?" Tatsuha stood with his right hand scratching his head nervously.

Yuki stared at him in silence offering no welcome or threat to his younger brother the only thing on his mind was of how his...

God he didn't even want to say it.

…How his heart dropped that it wasn't his gorgeous purple eyed and lushes pinked haired lover standing before him. Sighing Yuki walked back into his room leaving behind him a very surprised teen frozen by the door.

"I guess he wasn't mad..." Tatsuha walked into the weirdly silent apartment and shut the door behind him. Since Yuki didn't yell he guessed he was allowed to sleep over for the night.

"Why was Anaki's eye's different today?" Tatsuha plopped himself down on the couch which was to become his bed for the night and stretched himself out a confused expression playing on his young face.

His eyes were sad…

( Change of scene )

Ryuichi acted childish almost all the time. He found it fun and always wanted to make others feel some sort of happiness. Whether it was from his childish comment or just his happy aura.

He almost pounced on his little friend as the younger singer explained his situation. This was going to be the best fun he's had in a while and it was going to make Shuichi happy as well which he always wanted for his close friend.

Ryuichi smile cutely at the small blush that covered Shuichi's face when explaining what he wanted Yuki to feel.

"Waaaii Shu-Chan stick with me and Yuki-san will be putty in your little hands!"

"So you'll help Ryu-Chan?" Shuichi beamed now sitting up on his knee at his excitement.

Ryuichi couldn't hold it in anymore and pounce at the unsuspecting boy. "Of course Ryuichi will help" Both giggled and hugged on the couch.

"So what should I do then?" Shuichi asked when they both calmed down. Ryuichi grinned so many thing ran through his mind, seductive movements, clothing, words ahh it was going to be a blast.

"Well let's see when was the last time you guys did the naughty?" He asked the question very casually which made the younger singer blush scarlet.

"Well umm last night he tried but Tatsuha umm interrupted." Shuichi saw the little sparkle in his idols eyes when the dark hair teen was mentions and he inwardly smiled.

Ryuichi shook his thoughts of the teen away before he began to talk again. "Well that must mean Yuki-san is rather sexually frustrated at the moment I can't ask for a better time."

"First thing tomorrow morning…" Ryuichi began, he got up and walked out the room for a moment and returned with a bundle in his hands.

"Wear this and I'll tell you how to tease him a little, just don't over do it. After come straight here."

Shuichi nodded. She spent the rest of the time listening to Ryuichi and watching demonstrations all the way through with a blush on his face.

Ryuichi waved good-bye with a big ass grin on his flawless face. He leaned against the door frame with his arms crossed.

The word "Watch out Yuki" was quietly whispered from his lips before he closed the door. He was sure Shuichi would do a great job he was naturally sexy and seductive even if he didn't know it himself. This just brought it out a little more.

( Change of scene )

Upon arriving home Shuichi made his way towards the bedroom, only stopping briefly when a sleeping Tatsuha caught his eye. He couldn't help but giggle at the cute expression he was giving.

Now knowing that Tatsuha was in the apartment also he tried to be extra careful and quite. Whispering a good night to the teen he shut the door to the bedroom.

The sight before him always mesmerized him as the man he loved laid buried in the comforts of silk covers. Smiling Shuichi placed the items Ryuichi gave him away and stripping down to put on the overly large dress shirt that belong to Yuki.

Slowly slipping into the covers Shuichi laid his head facing his love, letting his hand slowly stroke the soft cheek. A little gasp escaped his mouth when a strong arm pulled him tightly against a firm chest and stayed wrapped around his small waist.

Shuichi only smiled before holding onto Yuki.

"I love you Yuki"

After he fell into a deep slumber contently listening to the best of Yuki's heart.

"…Shuichi" The sleeping blond tightened his hold and closed his eyes once again.

Chapter four done!