Elo, elo howz you all lol and as promised
Here the other chapter!
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Pairings - Yuki/Shu and some others...for later chapters
Disclaimer - I don't own Gravitation If I did they would be doing the naughty a lot!

Chapter six of Feeling Lonely…

Shuichi made it to work on time for a change since he had to wake up before Yuki. Shuichi did feel chuffed with himself at his display this morning however he knew he could keep it up forever. He really only wanted to do it to show Yuki what he was feeling and maybe just maybe Yuki could finally show him he was loved.

He could only wish it would do just that. Tonight was planned to show Yuki, Shuichi dominance even though Shuichi didn't plan on topping he was still going to show some dominance. Show him, he wouldn't be used no longer. That he wanted love from his lover not just the physical aspect. Though that in itself was great well more than just great.

Shuichi was fairly confident for tonight one last meeting with Ryuichi would service. Making it to the meeting room Shuichi burst in full of energy now. Yelling out his greeting he jumped on his long time friend Hiro.

" Hiro ya missed me?" Shuichi gave him a cheeky grin and hugged tighter. Hiro just sighed and laughed a little hugging back with one arm as he was holding a cup of coffee in the hand which to his surprise hadn't spilled and burned his guitar hand.

He smiled gently, happy that Shuichi was in high spirits as he normally is. On the other side of the room however sat the ever workaholic Suguru seeming as if his attention on the lyric sheet in front on him. But truly his eyes wondered over to his co-workers hugging affectionately.

His heart gave a pang as a smile graced Hiro's lips and hastily looked away wishing instead the smile was for him.

( Change of scene )

Hiro sat down across from Suguru keeping his eyes from gazing upon the face of his crush. However that was easier said then done. Hiro admired the determination Suguru had to his work especially considering who he was related to. But he did wish that Suguru would open up a little more and more importantly open up to him. Sighing he reached over to the plate situated in the middle of the table holding cookies and other sweets.

A soft touch of warm skin brushed against his hand and he shot his eyes up and locked eyes with none other than Suguru. Their fingers still touched and both realizing this pulled back startled.

( Change of scene )

Shuichi sat observing the whole display in front of him as if it was a play set only for him to watch. And he would interfere. Shuichi scooted over to Hiro a little more, close enough to use his elbow to nudge Hiro in the rib lightly. And gave him a raised eyebrow as to question what just happened. Hiro however being the oh so cool being looked away and kept quiet.

Ha like that would work on me!

Shuichi scooted over once again this time grabbed Hiro's shirt sleeve and yanked him to his level before whispering into the friend's ear.

" Ne Hiro...tell me when you started crushing on Suguru-Chan" Hiro eyes widened a fraction and his face warmed.

This caused Shuichi to giggle. "Sooooo when, where and how?" Shuichi asked all at once remembering to keep his voice to a minimum so Suguru would hear.

Suguru however sat feeling a little shocked and annoyed at the same time. Hiro skin had felt better than he had imagined but now what the hell did Shuichi say to have Hiro posture thrown of so much, He was even blushing!

Hiro just sat there god whoever said Shuichi was a baka was completely wrong. And now he was asked all kinds of questions Hiro didn't even know the answer to yet!

"It's alright Hiro you can tell me later!" Shuichi smiled and felt happiness for them at their hidden affection towards the other.

The rest of the day of work was spent practicing a new song.

( Change of scene )

After work Shuichi practically ran to Ryuichi apartment. Catching his breath a little while standing outside soon Shuichi straighten up and knock on the door. To his surprised Ryuichi opened the door within seconds and dragged the unsuspecting boy into the apartment.
Once both sat comfortably on the large coach. Shuichi began his story on this morning events. And watched as Ryuichi expressions brightened.

"Waiii Shuichi it went perfectly! Now it's all down to tonight just rough him up a little. It's a big turn on!"

Shuichi blushed although he could imagine doing just that and yes he was sure Yuki would very much like it well a least a little he hoped.

"Wow Ryuichi you really do know a lot, the one you love must be very happy with you and very satisfied." Shuichi added a little nudge much like he did to Hiro.

However the reaction Shuichi expected was very different from the look in Ryuichi's eyes that was showing now. It was painful and he wish he hadn't said it if it caused his friend to look like this.

"Ryu-Chan I'm sorry…I…" He held Ryuichi's hand within his own for comfort

"That's alright Shu-Chan I've never done anything like that with the person I love. I'm just happy you and Yuki have a chance to show each other how much you mean to each other. But I'm afraid the person I love doesn't like me in that way…"

Shuichi looked a little confused. He had guessed a long time ago that Ryuichi might like Tatsuha because every time the teens name was uttered a bright spark would find its way in to Ryuichi's eyes and his face would light up.

"Ano…Ryu-Chan this person you love could it be Tat-Chan?" Shuichi watched as Ryuichi's face light up, he hung his head and nodded lightly. Now it was Shuichi's turn to return the favor and help his little friend. Gently lifting his idol face to his eye level, Shuichi gave a smile.

"Ryu-Chan you think Tats wouldn't like you? Whys that?" He thought his idol was a pro when it came to things like this but obviously it only worked on other and he never helped his own love life.

"You can tell by the way he looks and walks around that he already has someone he holds dear; I don't want to cause him any trouble by telling him my feelings"

Ryuichi looked up when Shuichi began to laugh loudly and blushed thinking it was because of his words. Shuichi couldn't take it any more both of them loved each other hell he knew Tatsuha loved Ryu-Chan. It was amusing to find Ryuichi couldn't see that to.

"Ryu-Chan when ever you see Tats he always looks happy to see you right?"

Ryuichi nodded. "Yes but that because he like my music not me…" Shuichi chuckled again.

"Ryu-Chan I know who Tats is in love with hell I think everyone in the world does"

Ryuichi looked confused and cuddled his toy to his chest. "…You..You know who Tats loves? Is she nice?"

Shuichi grinned and nodded "Oh yes very he's lovely."

"He…?"

"Uh huh he, I know him very well would you like to meet him?"

Ryuichi's eyes widened, He really did want to meet this person that both Shuichi and Tats thought so highly of. Hesitantly he nodded his agreement.
Shuichi quickly jumped off the coach and pulled Ryu with him. And walked in the direction of Ryuichi's room.

"Ano…Shu this is my room I thought…?"

Shuichi didn't listen and pushed Ryuichi towards his own reflection and stood there.

"Ryu-Chan meet Ryu-Chan the person Tats is head over heals for"

The singer stared and turned to Shuichi to see if he was joking, the serious look on the boys face showed all. And with a sharp in take of breath Ryuichi fell to the floor his legs giving way at the revelation. A hands was brought to his mouth and tear of joy leaked out of his eyes.

"Tats loves me"

( Change of scene )

Shuichi couldn't be happier today. After Ryu calmed down they both talk about Tatsuha and Shuichi told him how obvious it was that Tatsuha loved him. Especially since Tatsuha went on about every day.

Making it home Shuichi stood outside and took a breath before turning the knob slowly. And as soon as he stepped into the apartment a pair of soft lips crushed onto his and his body was drawn into a pair of warm arms holding him tight.

"wha…Yuki…" He was silenced again with a gentle kiss this time, which gradually progressed. Shuichi's brain got into gear and he began kissing harder. Soon Yuki found himself being pushed up against the wall which caught him of guard.

He stared down at his lover; His eyes show lust and love. The hot breath spread over his neck to his ear.

"It my turn to play Yuki"

Chapter six done!