yes I missed the part of john interacting with the boys on purpose………

"Dude you've been quiet for almost an hour, even for you that's weird" Dean told him, eyeing him from the bed, he was furious, that his father was dead, when he had been standing here not half hour ago. Even the doctors couldn't figure it out. Deep down he knew that something was not right, but he wouldn't tell Sam that. No Sammy could stay in oblivion until Dean figured it out, and sometimes he did.

Sam's soft voice broke into his thoughts. "I'm just thinking, trying to figure out where I saw her from, I'm sure I've seen her before" that caught Dean's attention.

"Her? Dude, who?" dean closed his eyes temporarily. Not her, please not her. He referred to the reaper who had been chasing him since he had been in lala land.

"Some girl, long black hair –"phew, dean let himself breathe, not that girl. "- I know I've seen her before, just can't place her where" Sam leant back in his chair and let his thought take over again. Dean closed his eyes and tried to get some sleep – while thinking of his dad. He was shattered – he wanted his family together and so far he wasn't getting it. The one thing he wanted in life. "Dean?"

"Yeah?"

"Have you ever heard the rumor or myth that hunters have other hunters watching over them? kind of like a guardian thing?" Sam asked, not sure if dean would take him seriously or what.

"dad mentioned it, whenever he spoke to me about stuff, he always mentioned a her, you know like 'she'll take care of it' stuff like that, but I've never seen her, I'm surprised we never did" he replied. Sam nodded. And leant forward studying his brother for a response for what he was about to say.

"Do you think we should look for her?"

"Dude are you serious? we don't know her name, or where to even look, what she looks like –" Sam cut him off and pointed to the door.

"But dean if that was her, I know what she looks like, we just need her name, did dad ever write anything referring to her in his journal?"

"No, but maybe bobby knows"

"Maybe, I'll give him a call" Sam left to do just that. Dean followed him with his eyes. Sam would do anything to try to avoid a girly moment these days. Which was fine by him, chick flicks and him just didn't get on.

Twenty minutes later, Sam arrived back and stood by the window, dean had somehow fallen asleep.

"Get anything?"

"Thought you were asleep" Sam replied.

"I was, but heard you come in with those big feet of yours, woke me, so what did you find out?"

"bobby has seen her once or twice, her kind is known as the Other Hunters, god knows what that means, they hunt demons and rogue hunters that turn on their own, like Gordon, you can't find her unless she wants to be found, and she was quite close to Dad, their child hoods, about the same as mine, but both parents killed, not by fire, but blood and gore, our buddy the demon, he wanted them for his soldiers, his army, but one by one they turned on him, and now they're hunters"

"Does she have a name?"

"Eve, no last name as far as bobby knows"

"Eve" dean said flatly. Sam turned to him.

"You've heard that name?"

"I once dated a girl named Eve, and if I'm right, she's the same girl" dean said sitting up wincing as he went.

"What happened? there's things your not telling me"

"I heard stuff about her, people told me stuff, she was a it, a demon, I thought I was seeing a girl who was a demon so I told her I never wanted to see her again, I admit she tried to explain, but I was gone by then"

"she was trying to explain what she was – not a demon but a soldier the demon made and she was trying to break free, I'm surprised she's looking after us after what you did" dean looked at him.

"That hurt"

"Was meant to, dude – I'm surprised you didn't kill her"

"I almost did, which is why I left" Sam did a double take.

"You were in love with her" dean didn't answer.

"doesn't matter Sammy, we know her name, what she looks like, if we put the word out, we can find her"

"You won't find her" someone said from the door. Both boys turned to the door. A guy stood there, long dark hair, he reminded Dean of Eve.

"And you are?"

"Dorian, I'm her brother"