Black and White
Unsatisfied Love
Disclaimer: I own nothing
I dedicate this chapter to the Sneaky Snake Club that I founded. It rocks.
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Over the next few days I became forgotten. Everyone was focussed on the new girl, Cassie, especially Gaara and Sasuke. When classes were over I would be in the room and Gaara would always be gone with Cassie. He didn't even notice my new appearence. And Sasuke stopped trying to get with me. He focussed on that blond haired bitch.
When I did see Gaara I didn't speak to him, or even look his way. He never noticed though. It was like I wasn't even there. It hurt me to think he didn't care about me, but at the same time it made me hate him. It was nearing Christmas. We had the choise to saty at the school during the Christmas break, or we could go home for it. I was thinking about going home and not coming back. But I still stayed. I knew my whole time time here was not about Gaara. I knew he would never love me back and I decided to stay and find someone new. It was time I moved on.
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That Saturday I was walking toward the meadow that Gaara and I used to go to. I was trying to forget about Gaara the way he had forgotten about me, but it was hard. I was in love with him after all. Or was I? Maybe I was just confused. Maybe because he was the first and only real friend I had I began to think I loved him when it was really nothing.
As thought these thoughts I felt someone watching me. I spun around and came face to face with Deidara. "Are you following me?" I asked in an angry voice. He smirked and said, "Of course not, yeah. We just happen to be travelling the same path." I then dramatically screamed, "You sick stalker. What are you up to?" On the inside I was glad I had run into him. I had been meaning to talk to him for a while.
He stared at me blankly and then chuckled throatilly. He then said, "Actually I was looking for you, yeah." I looked at him questionaly and asked, "Why?" in a incredulous voice. He then answered in a deep, sexy voice, "I wanted to ask you if you were free tonight so we could go to the mall and hang, yeah." I was thrilled but I had to play it cool. I didn't want to seem too eager so that he would think I really liked him, even though I did. Or at least I think I did. There was another one of those stupid thughts that kept holding me back. I needed to just let go and enjoy myself. So I said, "Yeah, I'm free tonight I guess. What time did you have in mind?" He smiled at his victory and said, "I was thinking sixish, yeah." I agreed and he left me to myself.
I immediately ran home to get ready.
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Okay, so how do you like it? I have lots of ideas for this story. It's now a co-op story. My friend Siruc aka Brandon is now helping me write it over the phone. Also again this chapter is dedicated to the Sneaky Snake Club that I founded. So r&r for me. Thanks.