Black and White

The Killing Instinct

Disclaimer: I own nothing

I dedicated this chapter to God for giving me the gift of life and then screwing it up.

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When I woke up form my dream it was pich dark in the room. I sat up and tried to look for Gaara. I mentally slapped myself for being so weak that I had to find him when I was awake. Just as I was looking around I heard shouts in hallway. It sounded like Gaara and Deidara were yelling at each other. I shook my head to make sure I was hearing right. When I heard them again I got up and stood by the door.

I heard mumbles and then a angry shout. "What were you doing with her!? Why were you on her like that!?" That was Gaara. I couldn't hear the answer. I heard more mumbles and shouting and then a dead silence. I opened the door a crack and saw the retreating figure of Deidara while Cassie came from the other direction. She glared at Gaara and said, "I heard you talking about her again." Gaara just stood there and said nothing. Cassie sighed and stepped closer to him to where their noses almost toutched.

She wrapped her leg around his waist and said in a seductive voice, "She can't make you happy like I can." Then she kissed him and he kissed her. Disgusted I shut the door and got back in bed. I balled my fists and let out a low throaghty scream. I growled under my breath. "I hate Cassie. I wish she would die." I got up and trashed the room. I flipped the beds over, threw everything off the table, and ripped up all those book. I walked over to the corner and pulled shirt up to show my cuts.

I stared at the cuts for a few seconds untill I heard Gaara and Cassie outside. Gaara was saying, "We shouldn't be doing this." and Cassie said "Why not? You love me don't you?" Then I tore into my cuts and screamed as loud as I could. The blood seeped down my leg quickly and went onto the white carpet. I took my bloody hands and ran them through my hair.

Just then Gaara burst into the room. He looked at me with disgust and yelled, "What the fuck is wrong with you?" He started to run over to me but Cassie grabbed his arm. She shouted "Let the little suicidal bitch die. She obviously wants to." Gaara ignored her and snatched his arm away. He then closed the distance between us and bent down to me. He took both of my hands and pulled me up. I couldn't see very well or stand either. I tried say I loved him because I felt I was going to die.

He let go of one of my hands and wrapped his arm around my waist. He then put my hand around his neck. He brought his free hand up to my face and stoked my cheek. He whispered, "Don't talk. It's okay." then he got this sad expression and started, "Sakura I -" Just then Cassie ran up and started to pull on his arm that was around my waist. She screamed, "Let go of her! You're mine! LET GO!" I felt a sudden burst of hatred and strength. I luged forward and fell on Cassie. I sat up and punched her in the face untill she bleeding almost as much as I was.

Gaara came and grabbed my arms and jerked me up. He spun me around and said, "Saku -"

I passed out in mid-word.

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Okay strange. I can rewrite it if you want but it has to be everyone wants it re-wrote. If not, then suck up. Again this is dedicated to God. r&r for me. Thanks.