At The Dot:

"I can't believe that happened" Manny was still in amazement as she sat in a booth with Emma and even Darcy came to sit with them.

Darcy snickers a bit "Spinner said Peter looks pretty bad" she admits. Emma sadly shrugs, why didn't she care that her own boy friend was hurt right now?

"Good!" exclaims Manny "That guy has been deserving a beating since ever!" she exclaims and gives Emma a sorry look "But think about it Em, he's an ass! He even tried to pressure you to ditch me for him. He pushed you to a wall even!"

"And did you see how mad Jay got?" Darcy said sipping her hot chocolate with a low smirk and laughs as both Manny and her saw Emma try to hide her blush.

"Whatever" Emma said and now couldn't hide the smile. Her heart skipped, her eyes then widened "Oh my god" she blurted out.

Manny gave a weird look "What is it?" she said worriedly. Emma just shrugged it off and excused herself for a minute to go to the bathroom.

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god

Emma slammed open the girl's bathroom door and paced back and forth, hands on her head. She stopped in tracks. Oh crap.

"I like Jay" She stared right back at her reflection at the mirror "I'm falling for Jay! OH my God!" she wanted to hit herself.

He was so cocky, such a bad boy, always crawling under her skin, always teasing...always looking at her...always catching her attention by being the hottest guy in school! GOD! She did love Jay.

She leaned on the wall and bit her lip, how was she suppose to get through this one?

She came back out of the bathroom to see Liberty and J.T join their table "Hey guys" she greets awkwardly and takes a seat across from them beside Darcy. They gave waves and Liberty was explaining to them they were having a memorial for both Heather and Ellie Nash.

Emma still couldn't get her mind off of Jay though, so her attention went on the group behind her. She eavesdropped hearing Jay's name.

"Did you see the way he kept hitting the guy?" Marco whistles to Paige who laughs a little, Alex beside rolled her eyes and Jimmy wiggled a little beside Hazel feeling uncomfortable of the whole Jay being hot while fighting thing was going on.

"He does know how to look good" Paige admits then smiled to Alex "But I'm all about this one right here" they share a kiss until Alex pulls away and shakes her head

"I just can't believe he was let back in" she confirms and Hazel laughs stealing some fries from Jimmy.

"Your just mad cause he's not yours anymore. We all know he fought Peter Stone because of Emma. They had some thing last year going on" she said.

Emma could feel the back of her head getting glared at so hard it would burn a whole in it, by Alex. Oh well, she was gay...get over it. Emma felt warm inside though...did Jay like her?

"Hey" Craig comes in and Manny smiled a little as they shared a kiss, Emma turns back and waves a little to him and he back.

"How are you?" Emma asks looking at Craig and Manny nods agreeing.

"How'd you take the whole Ellie thing?" she questions, she respected Craig and Ellie's friendship. Maybe Emma was right, even if Ellie was over Craig or not...Craig was all about Manny.

Craig shrugs his left shoulder "It's been a rough day. We're stopping the band for a while...doesn't seem right. Other than that...I'll survive right?" he asks and Manny softly smiled as he did so back and shared a sweet kiss with her.

Emma got up giving a teased look "As much as I'd love to see you guys make out in front of us..." she drifts and Liberty, J.T and Darcy shared a laugh with her, Emma points behind her "I'm going to go home...see you later" she waves good bye and goes.

Emma found herself going back to the school and goes to the office, seeing Jay right outside out if, with a cut lip, but that was pretty much it. "Hey" she softly greets.

Jay looks up and grins a little "Come to see the trouble maker?" he asks and she shook her head no.

"you weren't the one who started it" she states and her eyes sank into his and he looked away a bit guilty. No, he didn't...but he was looking for a fight with Peter. He was actually just aching for one. All because of her. Why was it so hard to tell her how he felt?

Jay sighs "no...not this time" he said and his blue eyes looked up at her "but why not blame it on the guy who usually does. Images suck...so do labels...I knew I hated Degrassi for some reason"

Emma gave a weird look as she sat down beside him "So why'd you come back?" she asks and he looked over his shoulder at her and leans down looking across at the wall and back to her.

Their hearts got faster and he leans in "you" he states. They shut their eyes and he softly pressed his lips against hers and cupped her jaw line. Yep, just about right. Just like the dreams... only better. Now he could really feel it and it was incredible.

Emma melted into it and slowly kissed back. It was the best kiss that she ever had and she craved him even more. She leaned back more on the chair as he moved closer and a bit over her, it got deeper and they were losing breath.

A cough was heard and they pulled apart. Emma was staring and Jay had a 'wow' look on his face. They both look back at Mrs.H who was leaning on the door with crossed arms and giving a weird look.

You'd think it was for Jay for getting called to the office to have a talk but it was for Emma who's boy friend's mom just caught her kissing after a certain fight.

"Lets go" Mrs.H said and Jay avoided Emma's eyes not knowing what to say or do anyways. She probably hated him now. Probably would slap him if she had the chance. When Mrs.H closed the door behind him Emma's eyes clenched shut.

Oh-my-god.

She opened her eyes and her finger tips touched her lips. So much better then Peters...even Sean's. She was in love with Jay. And she needed him to. He came back for her? Life couldn't get any better.

Manny was on the couch snuggled to Craig as Emma raced in "Manny! Manny!" she called and slammed the front door shut. Craig chuckles a little at his friend's desperate calls and Manny sat up.

"Em? You okay?" she smiled a little but tilted her head a bit confused as Emma ran in. Craig lift an eyebrow and Emma caught her breath.

"I'll go to the ravine" she said

"I know" confirms Manny "You already told me you are"

"Oh yeah..." Emma remembered and gave a sly smile seeing Craig and her trying to watch a chick flick, she pointed to her door "I'm gonna go now...have fun"

As Manny shook her head smiling Craig gave Emma a more curious look with a low smirk "you sure your okay?" he teased and she nods running downstairs.

Craig shook his head smiling and Manny's laugh sung in his ears. They went back to watching the movie and Emma was downstairs on her bed and wondering what to do with both Jay and Peter.

Peter was so proper and smart. Jay had all the F's in school you could imagine, but on the good side Emma knew he had a smart mind...he just didn't show it. But Peter was a little bit more nicer for his image as Jay had the bad boy reputation. But Jay was so hot! But maybe boy cute like Peter was better? But Peter didn't kiss her the way Jay did... But Peter couldn't hurt her as much as Jay could.

Cause deep down Emma knew Jay knew her in and out more than anyone, no matter how many times she denied it. They could kill each other by words if they wanted to. It's what love could do.

They'd have days where they wished they never even met another. But then had those days where you just craved to see that person and even dressed even more hot just to impress them. Damn, this decision was gonna hurt.

Peter? Jay? Peter...Jay.

What started out as desire, turned into a lover's tryst
Who knew a moth and a flame could ever spawn a love like this
Now you need something to taste
Something just a little bit more sweet
But I am sour and more sour
Every time that our lips meet

If you're a butterfly I'm suicide by insecticide
If I am kerosene then you're a spark just begging to ignite
You'll wish you never met me
Butterfly, butterfly, float on by me

Never meant to cut so deep (Just enough to bleed)
Feel the sting as you get closer (Closer and closer to me)
Don't let me hold something so delicate (I'll shatter it with a word)
Don't say a thing as we get closer and closer
Damn, this is gonna hurt

The ghost of a pathetic past is haunting me here more and more
The skeletons are laughing at me through the closet door
And now past lovers share these covers
Sleeping with my enemies
Thoughts of others come between us
Trigger fits of jealousy


You can paint me pretty colors
And dress me how you like
I'm just an ugly moth in love
In a butterfly disguise

And I've been thinking about leaving since the day that we met
'Cause if I don't get close when it's all over I'll just forget
'Cause I have seen the end so many times I've played it in my mind
And I am scared to death I never want to see your dark side

Never meant to cut so deep (Just enough to bleed)
Don't say a thing as we get closer and closer
Damn, this is gonna hurt

Phew. That was long :. But I have to admit, I'm just trying to keep writting so I don't lose interest in this story. LOL. But so far I'm even liking it. Haha. Anyways, reviews please. I'm loving them.