Disclaimer: Same as last chapie…I no own…You no sue

Summery: What happens when Draco gets into a relationship with a girl that has depression and thoughts of Suicide? Draco/Oc. Rated M for gore( this is not for the weak hearted…

Lithium

I opened my eyes, regretting what I was doing the instant I heard your voice.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

I wished so hard that you hadn't left me so I could get this bad again. I understand that you had to leave me for the sake of your image. I was foolish to assume that you didn't care for me. You are on the side of evil and I can understand, that is, after all, what draws me to you. The thought of being caught.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

Was that a glimpse of tears. Are you holding in your emotions again? What can I do to get you to remove the icy mask?

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!?!?" Your screaming at me. Tears come through in my eyes and pour over.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Your eyes soften a little. Your tone is lower and not as harsh. "I thought I told you not to do this. You are important to me." Something runs through my mind. An epiphany. You don't care.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

"You have no heart." My tone is low and cold. I glare up at you and rip my wrist from your hold. I point the dagger at you and expect you to hit me. You simply stare at me with pain filled eyes. Why aren't you doing anything?

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

"WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!" I yell hoping to snap you out of your lies. You still stare at me like Your only concern is me.

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

Another thought passes through my head. You are only trying to protect me 'cause your master wants me. That's it! That's why you always change the subject when I bring him up.You sigh heavily. You turn around and start to walk away. You stop for a moment as if to say something then continue on. You pause at the door. "Don't go hurting yourself." You stay there. "Please" You add after a moment of silence as if it would help. You walk on and leave me alone. I sigh d sit back in the chair. I put my head in my hands and cry. Why do you have so much control over me?

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

I head back to my common room to sleep off the new developments. I lay in my bed for a few minutes before I get up again to take my medication. Maybe that would clear everything up. I lay back down and drift into peace.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.

A/N: Sorry it took so long but like I said…I might forget and guess what…I forgot… .

Well yea…this is from the new album The Open Door and I thought it fit.so now tell me what you thnk!...R&R