July 5, 2005
Dear Diary,
Ok, so usually I write all my entries at night so I can reflect on my fabulous day… But I must reflect now on the hour or two I've been awake for. What am I so eager? Because something great happened and I'm actually happy! Just plain happy! hehe!
What's got Sadie smiling at 7:00 in the morning? Tom Quincy! hehe! He called… I guess he hasn't been able to sleep much either. His work load, plus us fighting, I guess it all got to him. So, he called and woke me up. But I really don't mind hearing his voice first thing in the morning. Especially considering that I didn't think he would be the one to call me, but more like the other way around.
We kinda just made awkward small talk for half an hour. I mean, as long as I've known Tommy, talking to him has never felt that weird. But he felt it to because finally he was like, "This is stupid. I'm sorry." And I didn't think he should be the one apologizing, so I apologized. But he didn't think it was my fault either… So after going back and forth a few times, we decided that our fight was stupid and it was no one's fault.
So then we talked for like, another half an hour after our apologies. He's still planning to meet me in Rome, so I'm excited to get back. He said he has a surprise for me! hehe! Yays!!! I love surprises!
And we're also going to work on being more honest with each other. Well, it's not really like we lie to each other, it's just that we don't talk much. And when we do talk, we don't really go into detail. So we're going to try and talk more…? I guess we really do just need to get to know each other better. We have a connection, we just need to develop it to make it more stable.
Anyways, I should go shower and get ready to head out.
Ciao!
3 Sadie
P.S. 15 days left!!! hehe!