Disclaimer: The book series, Twilight, does not belong to me in anyway. They belong to the author, Stephenie Meyer. The song, When You're Gone, by Avril Lavigne, also doesn't belong to me.

When You're Gone

Edward left me. He just did. Why? What did I do to push him away?

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

I thought I was never going to stop crying. It seemed like I would cry for him for the rest of my life. Well, I did cry for a while. A few days after he left, I felt nothing. Strange, isn't it?

And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

I can still somewhat feel his presence beside me when I slip into bed. God, I miss him so much.

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

I feel so lost without him.

[Chorus
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you

Before coming to I meet Edward, I was pretty content with my life. When I met him, and learned that he loved me, I felt more than content; I felt special. Now that he's gone, I feel like there's nothing to live for.

Going to biology class is unbearable now.

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

Ever since I've met Edward, I've felt that he's complete my life and soul.
All I ever wanted was for him to know:

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

As Charlie has pointed out to me (before demanding I hang out with my 'friends'), I was pretty soulless, moping around in the house. When I went to bed and let my mind wander, I felt so empty, so lost, so help less and lonely, I'd curl up in a ball. The gut wrenching feeling in my chest would stay there for so long too.

[Chorus

I just wish Edward was by my side right now. But I'm just not up to his standard. I couldn't ignore that he had been a part of my life.

I miss you Edward.

This is just something I've come up with after getting the song stuck in my head. I thought it somewhat fits with Bella's condition after Edward left her with the ridiculous lie.

P.S. Thank you Stargirl46 (my beta reader) for looking over this fiction!!!!! You're the best!!!!!!