July 8, 2005
Dear Diary,
So, I'm back in Rome now. Yesterday was tons of fun traveling along with Luca too (that was sarcasm if you didn't already know). Why was it oh so awesome?!
Well, I didn't say one word to him. I tried to keep my distance from him, but he was pretty adamant on sticking by my side. I mean, he knows I'm with Tommy, and he freakin' kissed me! What's up with that?!? Even worse that that, he didn't care that I didn't want to talk to him. So, basically, he talked to me while I tried to ignore him. The last thing he said to me was as we were getting off of the train. He said, "I'm sorry for making you angry, but I'm not sorry for kissing you." And that's where I got into my cab and got out of there as quickly as possible.
The silent treatment usually works better when everyone decides to be silent and doesn't say stuff that'll get stuck in a girl's head.
What am I supposed to do? I mean, Tommy called last night and he totally knew something was wrong. He sounded really worried and kept asking if I was alright. I just told him I was tired from traveling and I missed him. All that was true, I just left out the part about me swapping spit with the cute Italian guy he's already jealous of.
I just want to know what I'm supposed to do!
Sadie