Author's note: Here's another chapter. I wrote most of this at half two in the morning because I couldn't sleep, I started writing and couldn't stop and this chapter is the creation of that. This one is a little weird I think. There is no direct Johnny in this chapter but Bobby remembers about him which I think is sweet! Thanks for the reviews! You know the drill by now(I hope!)
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Chapter 11
Ennis sat on his motel bed yawning unable his drowsiness. He sped back to his motel for a quick nap then he was going to set up a meeting with the lawyer. He sat rubbing his eyes with the heel of his hand. He just started stripping, his eyelids too heavy to keep open. He slowly fell back onto the bed drfting into a peaceful sleep.
Randell sat out in the motel parking lot staring over at Ennis's motel room wondering weather to go in or not. He felt anger that this man could take Jack away from him and Jack loved him back, what was wrong with him that Jack couldn't love him. Randell needed a drink before he did something else he might regret all he knew was that he would be meeting Ennis Del Mar again.
Bobby sat on his bed wondering about his father, about what he was doing now, if he was ok, about what really happened with his grandfather. Bobby had many questions that he needed to be answered. His train of thought was disturbed by Junior knocking on his door.
"Come in" Bobby called to Junior.
"Hiya Bobby. How ya feeling?" Junior was worried about Bobby's mood swings one second he was on top of the world and the next down in the dumps.
"Eh...ok I guess" He let out a sigh "I just miss Johnny and I'm homesick" Bobby had a look of pure sadness on his face. Junior moved from the door and sat on the bed in front of him.
"Bobby don't worry 'bout this everything'll be fine" Junior soothed.
"I hope it is" Bobby looked down at his bed tracing the pattern with his finger.
Junior looked around the room, one of the dresser drawers was slighty open she could see the corner of a photo sticking out.
"What's that photo?" Junior pointed toward the dresser "If ya don't mind me asking" She added.
Bobby looked to where she was pointing and got up and walked towards the dresser to retrieve the picture. He slowly removed the picture and ran his thumb over it smiling a goofy smile. Junior still sat on the bed while Bobby stood with the picture.
Bobby sighed "It's a picture of me and Johnny when we first got together. It was taken last year I looked like I had no worrys when really I was full of doubts. I didn't want to be gay after everything grandpa said to me 'bout how wrong it was and how dad was a dirty little faggot, I thought it was wrong and there was something wrong with it and I was being punished. I was trying so hard to be different from dad I didn't want everyone knowing 'bout me, calling me things, I figgered I'd ignore these feeling and get a girlfriend and then get married, have kids and no one would ever know because it would look like I had a perfect life and not hiding who I really was" Bobby was still rubbing his thumb over the picture while Junior sat on the bed listening to everything he was saying. Bobby walked over to the bed while continuing his story.
"I tried dating girls but things just didn't work I thought I'd go crazy keeping it to myself and I thought if I told anyone they'd hate me and tell evryone else and I thought that was worst so I kept my mouth shut untill I met Johnny" Bobby smiled at the memory of meeting Johnny. "Me and him became friends and we told each other nearly everything then I started feeling things for him I knew I shouldn't but I starting thinking he was feeling the same by little hints he was dropping then one day we were in his house doing homework and he was different like he was flirting with me I tried ignoring it but we ended up kissing and it was best kiss I ever had"
"Johnny told me these feeling were alright and they weren't wrong. He told me there was nothing dirty about it and that I wasn't being punished and that we'd get through it. I was mad at dad thinking he made me gay but when I learned it was ok I was afraid to come up. Do ya remember when I was being really nasty towards dad and didn't come up for a while?" Junior looked at Bobby.
Junior nodded from her spot on the bed.
"Well that's when I was mad I wanted to make him suffer that's why I was nervous coming up here. I thought what if he didn't accept me even though we're almost the same. Johnny said he'd be there for me no matter what, that's why I love him. He kept his word he has always been here for me. It kills me being apart for him" Bobby's voice cracked and his eyes started to water. "If anything evers happens to him I don't know what'll I'll do" Bobby wiped away the tears that were slowly sliding down his still bruised skin that was slowly clearing.
He wordlessly handed the photo to Junior. In the picture Bobby and Johnny were lying on the grass both on their side so they could look into each others eyes Bobby's electric blue eyes looking into Johnny's emerald green eyes. They were both smiling their noses were touching like they were about to kiss, It looked like Bobby or Johnny took the picture by just raising the camera above their heads. The picture made Junior smile.
"Ya make a really cute couple, It's a pretty picture, where was it taken?" Junior wondered where they could take an intimate picture without anyone seeing.
Bobby sat on the bed and in the same spot in front of Junior "It's was taken in my back yard, there's this bit surrounded by trees when no one can see ya unless they walk right up. It was like our secret spot. That was the only reason I loved that house"
"Like a true love story" Junior smiled at Bobby she hoped him and Johnny stayed together forever. "Can I asked ya question?" Bobby nodded so Junior contuined "Ya say L.D found ya doing something.What were ya's doing?" Junior asked with a wicked smile on her face.
Bobby returned the wicked smile "Well ok... we were in my room trying to do some homework well we got distracted and started doing things and I wasn't worried bout anyone finding us 'cause momma would be in the office all day and grandpa wasn't meant to come over" Bobby took a breath like he was preparing himself for something "Anyway we in the process of taking each others clothes off and kissing. We were lying on the bed and at the belt stage and were wild trying to get each other out of our clothes and were so caught up in each other that we didn't hear grandpa come in and it was when I was kissing his chest 'bout to give him a blow job and the moaning and sounds we were making didn't help and then..." Bobby was cut off again by his tears.
Junior looked at him "I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked ya don't have too tell me anymore" She started soothing Bobby by rubbing his back in small circles.
"I can't tell ya yet but I will" Bobby smiled though his tears.
"It's ok ya don't have ta tell but I'll be here if ya do" Junior smiled her sweet smile.
"Thanks is it okay if I get some sleep?"
"Yeah I'll leave ya alone. Do ya want me ta get ya anything?"
"No it's ok"
"Ok sleep well" Junior got up off the bed and walked towards the door. She left the room and quietly closed the door behind her while Bobby took one more look at the photo before putting it in the dresser draw.
Junior walked into the living room where she left Kurt. He was sitting on the floor watching a cartoon he seemed to be tranfixed with. Junior sat down and thought about everything Bobby just told her. She didn't get long to think, Kurt turned around and noticed her far away expression. He slid towards her and took her left hand which had his ring on it.
"What's wrong babe?" Kurt asked holding Junior's hand lightly in his own.
Junior sighed "Bobby has been through a lot. Sometimes I get so worried 'bout, he seem changed since the last time I saw him he's more mature and fragile"
Kurt got off the floor and sat down beside Junior. He placed his arm around her shoulders. She leaned into him and rested her head on his shoulder.
"I like him" Kurt began "Sorta like a little brother. He seems old for sixteen I wasn't like that when I was sixteen"
"Well his birthday is next month, I wanna buy him a really good present he deserves it"
"He certainly is Mr.Twist's boy. They got the same eyes and attitude" Kurt said resting his head against the top of Juniors.
"Yeah his is" Junior mumbled sleepily. She slowly fell asleep on Kurt's shoulder while he smiled looking down at his soon to be wife. He thought he was the luckiest man alive.
Jack was sitting on the floor of his cell with his back against the wall. The guy in the next cell was talking about the night he saw a man murdered on the side of the road. He said apparently in was tire irons, this sent a shiver down Jack's spine remembering how Ennis was always afraid of that happening to him. Jack just sat and listened and muttered a yeah every now and again to show he was listening. The guy in the other cell said his name was Stan, he was over six feet tall and was all muscle but was a very kind and caring man and the only reason he was here was because of a 'misunderstanding'. Another man was hitting on his wife and he lost it and the other man ended up in hospital. Jack thought he was the same except he actually didn't hurt L.D he was framed by Randell.
Sheriff Jones opened Jack's cell "Twist, ya got a special vistior"
Jack stood up and dusted himself down "Who is it?" Jack asked.
"How the hell should I know just walk" Jack followed Jones down a corridor till he stopped at a plain white door. Jones opened it "Get in" He muttered.
Jack walked into the room and Randell was sitting at a table smiling at him.
"Randell what ya doing back here?" Jack asked taking the seat across from him.
"I just wanted ta talk ta ya" Randell still smiled.
"Fine then talk away" Jack replied sounding pissed off.
"What do ya think I did ta get ya in here, arrested I mean" Randell's expression was now serious.
"Ya beat up L.D and planted my wallet at the scene" Jack replied plainly like it was obvious.
"No no I didn't Jack" Randell looked at Jack's confused expression and continued "After ya had the fight with L.D, I was across the street and I saw yer wallet drop outta yer pocket so after both of ya's left I walked over and took it. I knew where L.D was going so I followed him ta give it ta him don't ask me why it made sense at the time. Anyway I was looking for him when I heard shouting that sounded like teenage boys so I hung back behind a corner and saw some boys saying stuff to L.D 'bout money for doing the little queer in and when I heard that I knew they were talking 'bout Bobby. L.D got angry saying they didn't do it right 'cause Bobby knew that L.D got them ta do it ta him"
"So some boys did it? I can't beileve this. L.D wanted someone ta do that ta his sixteen year old grandson" Jack bit his bottom trying to hold in his tears.
"Yeah he did. L.D starting saying to 'em 'bout that ... Ennis fella and I didn't want ta remember ya leaving me so I remembered that I had yer wallet and after the fight was over I got the wallet and put it near L.D he wasn't awake so he didn't notice me. I feel real bad 'bout it now I know I shouldn't have done it but I was jealous so I have a plan I'll tell the police what I saw and they'll think L.D took the wallet but on one condition ya have ta come away with me, move somewhere else outta Texas just you and me" Jack thought he was hearing things what could he say, what could he do. Jack looked at Randell he had a hopeful look on his face that Jack hated to wipe off.
"Eh Randell I... I can't do that ya know that. I'm really sorry ya know I am" Jack looked into Randell's eyes seeing the hurt and pain that he was the cause of. Jack suddenly reaslied that Randell sounded like him begging Ennis to go away with him. Jack thought he didn't sound like that, did he sound that desperate and lonely? Jack didn't want Randell hurting like he did waiting around for Ennis.
"Jack I really love ya don't throw away this chance again please Jack I can get ya outta this place just say the word, you'll been mine and I'll be yours and we could be happy. Think of all the real good times we spent together, those are happy memories Jack that we can't get rid of. Lets make some more please Jack" Randell begged.
"I don't know what ta say Randell I..." Jack ran his hand through his hair trying to think as Randell sat and watched him. "I can't Randell even if it means that I go to jail I love Ennis and can't do that to him. I hope ya understand" Jack saw Randell's face change from sadness to angry.
"Ya know Jack I could always say I saw ya hit him then you'll get in real trouble, won't ya"
"Ya won't do that" Jack asked clearly panicked
Randell leaned forward and said " A man in love will do anything Jack. Remember that. I'll be back in a while ta get yer answer"
'What the hell?' Jack thought watching Randell leave 'How did I ever myself into trouble' Randell left while Jack sat thinking with his head in his hands. He has a tough decision to make.
A/N: Well was it a little too weird? What will Randell do to Ennis? What will Jack do? Aren't Kurt,Junior and Bobby sweet! Well review and make me happy which makes me write, well being depressed makes me write too but hey that just means more of this! R&R!
