July 17, 2005
Dear Diary,
Another early morning entry! Not too early this time though. I've realized that Tommy practically lives for sleeping in. That's perfectly fine by me! Especially since all that time (other than me sneaking out to update on life), I get to spend in his arms.
Gosh! I love him… But I don't think he's ready to hear that yet…
And I really think that I don't need to tell him about Luca. Things have just been going so great! And even though I feel bad about some things, Luca basically said goodbye in that letter. I don't need to worry about him anymore and Tommy and I can just be happy! Yays for that!
UGH! Ok, that wasn't very convincing. I totally feel like crap about all of this. I'm just too freakin' chicken to tell him! Is that bad..? Oh the guilt! I just want to be good with everyone!
There's a reason we can't have world peace! People make idiotic mistakes and are too cowards to do anything about it!
Sadie.