July 21, 2005
Dear Diary,
Sadie is now much better. So much so that she's writing in third person! haha!
So, after I started bawling like a little girl last night, Tommy came into my room. The only reason I was writing is because I though he was asleep. This journal almost ruined me and Tommy (even though I guess it did get him back too), so I tucked it under my pillow when he came into the room. But he knew exactly what I was doing. He pulled it back out and I cried a little more.
He asked me what was wrong and I just couldn't answer him. I was crying too hard, and even if I wasn't, I couldn't find the words. So, he asked for my permission to read what I wrote. I said yes and then he read it and then he hugged me.
It was a really good hug too. He told me not to cry and that we'd be okay. We can't just go back to where we were, but we're still together. We even cuddled to sleep, which was really nice.
And today we went shopping! haha! I've never really realized it until today, but Tommy loves his sunglasses! He bought two pairs, but he looked good in all like, thirty he tried on!
Ooh! And I tried on some of these super gorgeous dresses! I can't afford like, any of them, and I wouldn't have anywhere to wear them to, but it was fun to play dress up! And Tommy had that look in his eye, so I knew he liked them too! hehe! You know the look…
We were just complete goofs today, and it was fun!
3 Sadie