July 22, 2005
Dear Diary,
This could turn out really bad… My boyfriend is missing once again with a mysterious, "be right back" note. I learned from that last time, yeah? I just hope that doesn't mean today will be filled with crazy drama.
I feel like things are finally getting better! Like, honestly! Sleeping in his arms and then having a fun day, and then last night… It's like we've started all over again, and it's great! There isn't really all that pressure and seriousness.
I'm not saying that I'm not confused about where our feelings are at, because I was definitely confused about that at the beginning and all the way through… And of course I'm not saying that makes things with Luca alright either. That entire trip to Florence was just a giant mistake and I regret ever hurting Tommy for it. Even if it might have changed things between me and Tommy in a good way, I still don't think it should've ever gone down that way.
Tommy's back!
3 Sadie