July 31, 2005
Dear Diary,
So today was the first time I've heard from Tommy since he left… I guess he wasn't just making excuses to leave. G Major really is crazy busy right now. I still don't think they need him as much as I need him, but it's fine. I know how hard he has worked to get this far. Plus, I know ho much he loves the music.
I guess that means he loves his job more than he loves me… Wow… I never thought of that until right now… That hurts.
So all my happy from Tommy's call is officially gone. I wish it wasn't, but it kinda sucks when you realize you're not number one in your boy's world…
Sadie.