August 9, 2005
Dear Diary,
Jude's e-mail yesterday put me in a better mood for sure. So, when I woke up this morning, I was feeling pretty awesome and I thought I'd go for an early jog in the park.
Guess who else thought it'd be a good idea to take a jog in the park on his day off?
Yuppers! Luca… It was definitely strange… Like, I pretended not to see him, even though I know he saw me. Then I felt really guilty, so I eventually took another lap and said hi to him. Yeah, that definitely won the awkward conversation award. We made small talk like we were old friends, but then he asked about Tommy. I told him things were okay and then started running again.
It was just weird. But the cool thing is that I don't really feel so bad. Like, I still hate that I hurt Tommy, and I'm still homesick, but it just feels like some things are getting better.
3 Sadie.