Sorry trying to get use to writing and I was unsure on how to start off or what. Fist FanFic.

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Bella Pov:

"Alice what….what are you doing here?"

"Bella, tell me right here and now who was in you room earlier!" Alice sounded so mad that even with her first words to me I was holding my breath. "Bella how… how could you?"

"Alice I didn't do anything?" I was so worried about what would happen.

Flashback

The shower was so boiling to the point was I could almost feel my skin burning from it. I grabbed my shampoo and scrubbed my hair until I thought I would lose every piece of hair on my head. Next was the soap and washcloth it seemed like no matter how long I tore at my skin I still had the memory of Jacob's kiss. It was then that I realized that I should brush my teeth. I put so much toothpaste on that I could not even see the head of my toothbrush. I brushed my teeth so hard that my gums started bleeding. It was at that time that I realized that there was no more hot water and now that the coldest water I have ever felt. As I stood there under the cold water just trying to relax my mind just kept on going.

Jacob or Edward? You have to be fair with both of them. Jacob was there when Edward wasn't but then again Edward wasn't there because he was trying to protect me. Jacob will be with me without asking me to marry him, while with Edward I can only truly be with him if I marry him so he will change me. I can't decided which one my heart is saying Edward but my mind is saying Jacob. Edward is the one who captured my heart but Jacob is the one who is the safest one, the one I can love. I love both of them it's just that with him I am sick on everything that has ever happened. That is it I have decided.

I quickly turn off the water and quickly dry and ran to my room because I forgot my clothing trying to decide when was the greatest time to take to…

It was right then that Alice scared the wits out of me and I was still trying to collect my thoughts.

"Alice I decided on who I truly love and I promise you that this will be easy." I thought at that moment Alice's head might go flying off her shoulders.

"Alice what's wrong? The one that I love is…"

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