Chapter 12

I stayed at the park thinking all night long and didn't even realize it until I saw the sun start to rise. I got up and walked back to the hotel and when I walked into the lobby I saw all the guys and even Fletch were sat around the front desk with worried looks on their faces.

"Hey, guys there she is," Harry yelled, pointing at me as I walked towards them.

They all ran over to me and started to shout things at me at once.

"Guys, shut up," I screamed," Now what's going on and tell me one at a time."

"Where have you been?!?" Danny said.

"You've had us all worried to death," Tom continued.

"We thought the person who had broken in last night had done something to you," Harry said.

I looked at all of them with a confused look on my face," Danny, I left you a note saying I was going for a walk."

"You did?" he asked, scratching his head thoughtfully.

Tom smacked him on the back of the head and Harry let out a frustrated sigh. Dougie laughed quietly and shook his head. I looked at him and his eyes met mine for a split second before he turned away from me.

"And to think, after that talk last night I thought you were a genius," I said laughing.

"Talk? What talk?" Harry asked looking between us.

Danny looked at me and smiled," So I was right. huh?"

"Oh whatever, don't get arrogant on me, Jones. Look at what just happened."

Danny's smile faded and he said," Ok, that was a mistake that could have happened to anyone."

Tom looked between me and Danny and then said," Anyone mind telling us what's going on?"

"Please?" Harry added.

I smiled and looked at Danny," Nothing, Danny just helped me out with a problem I was having last night."

Danny grinned and the others just had a confused look on their faces.

"Alright, alright, lets go get ready and packed to leave for Newport before something else happens," Fletch said.

After that day Danny and I were starting to get really close, and before you say anything, not close as in I'm falling for him, close as in we were becoming really good friends. I tried to talk to Dougie several times over the next month but he kept coming up with stupid reasons to get away from me. I was still extremely in love with Tom, but I was just too afraid to say anything to him because I still didn't know if he thought of me as more then a friend or not. Now, with a month left of the tour, I was starting to worry about what would happen when it's over. If I would ever be able to fix this thing with Dougs and if I would ever be able to get the courage to tell Tom I was in love with him. Danny's been great though, and letting me talk to him about all of this and comforting me when I needed it. He's always there to listen to me and I'm so grateful to him. I don't know about Harry, why I'm not as close to him as the others, but I do talk to him every now and then and we are friends. He's actually been teaching me to play the drums whenever both of us have free time.

Right now I was in the back of the tour bus with Danny playing playstation 2. He was kicking my but and I was trying to make him lose by hitting his controller out of his hands every now and then, but he would just pick it right back up and start playing again. Dougie walked in the room and sat on the couch, watching us play. I was kind of surprised he would even stay in the same room as me. When Danny won he threw the controller in his hands down and started yelling in triumph.

"OH YEA, WHOS IS THE MASTER? DANNY'S THE MASTER, THAT'S WHO!!!!"

I laughed and yelled," Shut up, retard."

"Oh, you're just mad because I have super playstation skills and beat you," he said, ruffling my hair.

"Yea, I'm crushed because you beat me. How will I go on?" I said in my most dramatic voice.

Danny laughed," Whatever, I'm getting a coke, you want one?"

When I shook my head he turned to Dougie," You want one, Doug?"

"Nah, I'm fine."

Danny walked out of the room and I could feel the tension in the air. I turned to look at Dougie and he just sat there and looked strait at me like he was trying to figure something out.

I got frustrated and said," What?"

"Are you just a natural slut, or are you trying to make yourself feel better by being with four pop stars?"

My mouth literally dropped open in shock and my eyes got wide. I could not believe he just said that. I watched as Dougie stood up and went into the other living room area where Tom, Harry, and Fletch were. I couldn't stop the tears that had started to flow down my face and I furiously wiped them away, but they just kept coming. How could he still be that angry? I stood up and went into the tiny bathroom and locked myself in. I didn't want to give Dougie the satisfaction of seeing me cry and knowing that he just hurt me.