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Chapter 20
When I finally got to the point where I didn't have red swollen eyes anymore, I went down to the lobby restaurant to meet the boys. I walked in and looked around for them. My eyes finally landed on their table and I smiled, watching them laugh at something Harry had said. I watched Tom as he listened intently to the next part of Harry's story and I couldn't help but get those butterfly things in my stomach as I did. You know the ones, where you feel the flutters and get that warm fuzzy feeling that just makes you want to smile the cheesiest smile ever. Tom spotted me and waved me over, so I walked slowly towards the table, getting really nervous with each step. I sat down across from Danny, in between Tom and Dougie, and smiled at all of them.

"Hey, you ok?" Tom asked, giving me a heart melting smile.

I nodded and gave a small smile back. I couldn't speak, I was too damn nervous. I think Danny knew what was wrong because he gave me a comforting, warm smile and winked at me. Strangely enough it made me feel a lot better, and I was able to breath again. The waitress came over and asked me what I wanted to drink.

"D-diet coke," I didn't say it made me feel completely calm.

Dougie gave me a strange look," You sure you're ok? You don't look like you feel well."

I smiled," I'm fine, just need to eat something I think."

"Right, ok," Harry said," What's with the cheesy, I love everything, life is perfect, smile?"

I laughed," Maybe life for me is perfect right now. Maybe I do love everything. Maybe I feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world."

All the guys except for Danny gave me a look that clearly said 'What the f have you been smoking?' Danny and I laughed at the looks they were giving me and shook our heads.

"You don't want to know," Danny said, still laughing.

"Wait, so you know what's up with her?" Tom asked, jabbing his thumb in my direction.

Danny grinned and winked at me," Yes, and lets just say you're going to be very happy soon, mate."

Tom got even more confused," I don't like this game guys. What's going on?"

"Nothing," I said giving Danny a look," Danny just needs to shut his trap for once."

Tom, Dougie, and Harry looked back and forth between Danny and I. Harry shook his head and took a sip of his drink.

"This is ridiculous," Dougie said," What's going on?"

I felt hopeless, I really didn't want to confess my feelings for Tom in front of the others and in a public restaurant. I gave Danny a help me look and he looked like he felt extremely guilty.

"Guys, just leave her alone. She'll tell you in her own time."

I smiled at him and mouthed thank you as the waitress came back with drink. We all ordered our food, except for Tom, who ate earlier, and had a nice chat about the rest of the tour and how excited we were to be so close to going home.

"I mean don't get me wrong," Tom said," I love touring and everything, but you start to miss home after a while."

We all finished breakfast and went up to Tom's room to hang out for a while.

"What do you guys want to do today?" Harry asked.

I sighed," To be honest, I just want to stay in and sleep or something. I'm exhausted."

"You have been working really hard on this tour," Dougie said, grinning.

"Yea, thanks Abby," Harry said," I don't think we would have gotten through this without you."

Danny laughed," It defiantly wouldn't have been as exciting as it was."

I blushed," Thank you guys, I'm going to miss this. It was actually fun, I thought it was going to be horrible."

"Gee, thanks a lot," Tom said in a playful manner," but seriously, you're awesome at this. Fletch actually wanted us to ask you to come on as our full time PA. Abby, it would be awesome. You could hang out with us all the time, get paid to do it, and best of all, you'd be able to see me more often."

"Are you guys serious?"

"Totally," Danny said," You made this tour a blast."

Dougie blushed," There...were...rough spots, but over all it was awesome."

"Please, Abby. We would all love it," Harry said, finishing their big speech.

I laughed," You guys rehearsed that didn't you?"

"Many times," Danny said with a huge grin.

I rolled my eyes. I didn't even have to think about my answer though.

"Well than how could I say no? I mean you guys did spend valuable time practicing for little old me," I said, smiling at their hopeful faces.

"YES!! This is going to be so awesome!" Tom screamed, falling off the bed afterwards.

We all laughed at his clumsiness and he blushed.

"I say we celebrate," Harry said, still laughing at Tom.

"Yea, we could order a bottle of champagne from room service!" Danny yelled.

I laughed," Ok, you do that and I'll fill the ice bucket with ice so it'll stay cold."

"Yea," Danny said, then his eyes lit up," Hey, Tom, why don't you help her mate?"

Tom shrugged his shoulders," Sure."

Tom started to walk out the door and I looked at Danny, eyes wide. He grinned and mouthed 'tell him' and then shooed me off. I mock glared at Danny and then smiled a bit, saying thank you. I grabbed the ice bucket and walked out of the room to find Tom standing there waiting for me. He smiled when he saw me and we walked in an awkward silence towards the ice machine.

"Tom?"

"Abby?"

We both said at the same time and then started to laugh.

"You go first," I said.

"Alright, well I'm just really glad that you're staying. I really missed you when we were apart."

I smiled and said," I missed you too, Tom. I mean I really missed you."

He turned to look at me, confusion written all over his face.

"I don't think you know how much I missed you," I whispered, not looking him in the eye.

"What do you mean?"

I looked up at him and looked strait into his eyes," Tom, I have to tell you something."

"Ok," he said, and I could hear the fear in his voice," Abby, what's going on?"

"Ok, you can't interrupt me, you have to let me finish because-"

"Just tell me," he said getting impatient.

I took a deep breath and said the first thing that came to mind, not knowing how to begin telling him everything," I never really wanted to be with Dougie. He was just a...replacement I guess you could say."

The confusion was really shining through now.

"I was covering up my feelings for someone else. I just didn't want to get hurt, the fear I felt was taking me over and I just couldn't tell him that I loved him more then anything," I was starting to ramble now, trying to delay this as long as possible," but I need to tell this person how much I really do love him because if I don't now I never will. Tom, I-"

"Abby, stop. I think I know what you're trying to say."

"You do?"

Tom nodded and looked at the floor," You wanted to tell me you're in love with Danny, right? You wanted to make sure I was ok with it."

"I did?"

What the hell?

"It's ok, he said, smiling sadly," I'm fine with it. I hope you and Danny are really happy together."

He started to walk away, back to the room. What the hell just happened? He is such an idiot. Why do I love him again?

"Tom, wait!"

He stopped and turned around.

I was really frustrated by now and couldn't keep the frustration out of my voice," I'm not in love with Danny, you idiot!"

"You're not?"

"No! I'm in love with you!"

Tom eyes immediately got wide and his mouth dropped open in shock.

"Yo-you're in love w-with me?"

I laughed and nodded my head," Yes, I have been ever since the last time we saw each other before this tour. I just didn't know how to tell you."

Tom slowly started to smile, his grin getting bigger with every second. He started to walk towards me and when he reached me, he put one hand on my waist and the other on the back of my neck, pulling me in to a kiss so breathtaking, so wonderful, that my knees went weak and I started to get dizzy. I had never in my life shared a kiss like this before. It was amazing and I never wanted to pull away from it, but eventually we had to so we could breath. Tom put his forehead gently on mine and smiled down at me. We were both breathing heavily and I closed my eyes a bit so I could saver this moment.

"I love you too, Abby. I always have, and I always will."