Han's POV

"Leia? Are you ready? We're going to be late. By the time that we get there, they're going to close!!" I yelled at her. Man I'm impatient.

"I'm sorry Han. I just need ten more minutes and I'll be set." I sighed and looked around the cabin, sitting down onto the bed.

I looked down at the floor and noticed something familiar.

My clothes were on the ground.

Leia was sleeping in my clothes.

I smiled and then reached into my pocket, pulling out the diary Chewie had given me. I guess since I have nothing better to do, I'll just read it.

Dear Handsome Han, I laughed. She thinks I'm handsome!

I miss you. I miss you a lot. I miss you so much it hurts me. Oh, and I'm delusional.

So that's what Chewie was talking about…

I don't pay any attention in meetings anymore. I couldn't even remember my apartment number. I didn't realize that we were in a meeting until Mon Mothma asked me if I was paying attention or not. I didn't even know that it was dinner time. My thoughts have been filled with you, and only you. I had a dream last night. A dream similar to the one you had about me. You know, the one that you said was the worst dream you've ever had? Yeah, that dream. It was the same, except we were walking in Cloud City. We were walking to go to breakfast. It was just you and me. Stormtroopers surrounded us and I grabbed onto you as hard as I could. I wasn't strong enough. Several troopers came over and took me away from you, and you got mad and started to attack them. Then they shot you, and I fell onto the floor. I didn't get to finish the dream…thank god…because I awoke terrified and my face as white as a sheet. Luke thinks I love you, and its true, but I don't know how Luke is going to take the news when he finds out about…us. I know that you said he harbors strong feelings for me.

So she hasn't told Luke…just as I thought.

I counted the stars last night. I pretended that you were there. It didn't work. I went crazy last night and screamed out for you during the night. That's what 3PO said. I was a little embarrassed that he caught me screaming out "I love you Han! No! NO!!" But I think that I've endured more embarrassing things. At least it wasn't Luke. I feel sort of bad for him. He doesn't know. I'm not embarrassed to say that I'm your girlfriend, if that's what you think, I just don't want Luke to find out quite yet. I have to go. I think its lunch time. Or maybe its dinner time? Breakfast? I don't know. Maybe its time to go to bed. Yes, the clock says that its time to go to bed. I told you I'm delusional. I miss you so much. I love you!

Much Love,

Han's Lover, Leia Organa

She loves me a lot. Well I already knew that.

"Okay Han! I'm ready!" Leia screamed from the bathroom and then emerged from the room. Gods she looks stunning. Her hair was in one long braid that hung down her back and had a silver ribbon that was weaved into it. She was wearing a simple black dress that panned out at the end, creating a flowing look. It was silk and had spaghetti straps. Goddess.

"Okay." I said, grabbing her hand and then leading her towards the restaurant. It was great. Trust me, but it was way too expensive for me. I have to pay for it though. "So what's been going on since I've been gone?" I asked Leia, and she looked up from her plate.

"Not much. Did you get my diary?"

"Yep."

"Have you read it?"

"Just one part of it. Why?"

"It's a journal…for you. I wrote it while you were gone. Some are longer than others."

"But you never told Luke."

"About the journal? No…" Leia started, but I stopped her.

"I meant about us."

Leia's POV

"Yes I did. Well he found out. You're just going to have to read." I smiled and then he smiled back at me, and I giggled.

"What else has been going on? You were delusional?" He asked me.

"Yes. I couldn't even remember what time of day it was! I couldn't remember whether it was Dinner or Lunch or Breakfast or Bed time!! I couldn't even remember my own cabin number. I'm sorry Han. I was just too love sick to care about anything else besides you." I blushed and scooted closer to him in the half-circular booth that we were in.

"You were love sick?"

"Very much. I love you."

"I know." He says, and brings my face closer to his for a kiss when his comlink rings. I sighed and looked down and then looked back up at Han's mad face. He angrily turns on his comlink.

"What?" He asks, and the image of Mon Mothma pops onto the screen. SITH! "Oh! Mon Mothma! How are you, ma'am?" He asks her.

"Fine, Solo. I need you to report to the briefing room immediately."

"Yes ma'am."

"Oh, and bring your girlfriend too." She said before her image shimmered away.

How did she know??

So there's the super short chapter. I couldn't be on the computer long. Oh, and the diary entries that are going to be shown in other chapters are the ones that Han is reading, that Leia already wrote. Just to let you know. Thanks for your support!!!!

xoxoxo,

Alexandra