A/N: I am sorry it took me so long to update I mean, 6 days this is so not me but I have been super busy lately and at least it will comfort you that they will be 'together' shall we say in this chapter. Okay and just so you know Luke and Lorelai will also be 'together' in this chapter, I have had other JJ fics so I really just feel like this being a straight Lit, so from now on read my little rants so you can figure out about there relationship.

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"Hey," Rory said quietly as she walked into Jess' room.

"Hey," Jess said back putting his book down and patting next to him on the bed so she would sit down.

"We should really get back down there, its dinner time." Rory said while she sat next to him and leaned her head against his chest.

"Then why may I ask are you leaning against my chest?" Jess said as he brushed the hair from around her face.

"Just because we should doesn't mean I want to, you of all people should know that dodger," Rory smiled up at him.

"Hey, low blow, so if were not going down there then what are we doing?"

"Going to my room." Rory said softly kissing Jess so lightly he could barely feel it, the perfect way to tease him.

Rory pulled him up and kissed him so hard he thought he might bruise. She led them out of his and Luke's room across the hall and to the right to hers.

"Rory, I love you," Jess said as soon as she had locked the door behind them.

"Jess, I love you more than I think is imaginable, if I didn't we wouldn't be doing this, so trust me." Rory said leaning back over the bed and taking her sweater off.

"More than anything," was all Jess said, before lying down next to her, and not another word was spoken between either of them until around midnight when Rory woke Jess up.

"Jess you know, I've never done that before…" Rory whispered scared to break yet another perfect moment.

"Yeah, I know…" Jess said a little confused as to where this was going.

"I think we need to do something…"

"Like what?"

"Well I would say we need a song but we already have one don't we?"

"Guns of Brixton," Jess smiled at the reference.

"We need to do something else…"

"Like what exactly?"

"Hmmmmm, what have you never told anyone?"

"When I was five my mom took me to the zoo when she wasn't high, it was one of the best days in my life, my mom was paying attention to me I got to see all of these animals and she even bought me this stuffed Elephant, but when we got to the polar bears she disappeared, I waited for her for hours before I found one of the ladies who was giving a tour and told her, she took me to the admin building in the back of the zoo and when my mom still hadn't come back by closing time she had to call child services…I was in foster care for two days." Jess said knowing that finally someone was safe to tell the stories too, he hoped she didn't have anything like that to tell him but if she did he would be there to hear it, he wouldn't say he was sorry or say how awful that was, he would just sit with her and hold her letting her know it wouldn't happen again if he could do anything about it. Nothing bad would ever happen to Rory if he could help it. "What about you?"

"I saw my dad once when he was drunk, he came to our house, my mom thinks I was sleeping she never told me about it, but I was eight and knew exactly what was happening. He tried to kiss her and when she pushed him away, telling him that he was drunk, he pushed her, hard. She fell on the ground and broke two fingers because she landed on them, and almost got a concussion she fell so hard. He didn't even help he just got in his car and drove off." Rory said almost tearing up, she had never told anyone what she saw. Her and Jess had this mutual silent agreement that neither of these things would ever be spoken. Jess would tell Rory other horrors from his past, but after he got them out, they both knew if you spoke about them you were just letting them back in. Since Rory had revealed her one true horror, she could do nothing more for Jess than hold him, but really that was more than anyone had ever done for him.

"Rory I love you," Jess said after they had listened to the sounds of the inn at midnight.

"Jess I love you," Rory mirrored his comment meaning it more than she thought was possible.

"This is it right? No one else but you?" Jess asked sleep almost coming back into his voice.

"This is forever," Rory confirmed still wide awake.

"Then are we moving in together?" Jess asked his voice completely laced with sleep and asking a question he had planned on waiting to ask but meaning every word of it.

"Absolutely," Rory said knowing that he would remember what he was saying in the morning.

"You're perfect,"

"No I'm not perfect, were just perfect for each other, your just perfect to me." Rory said seeing Jess fall asleep and getting out of bed.

She walked down the stairs and looked at how peaceful the inn seemed at night, its darkness streaked with light from the wide windows. She continued until she reached the kitchen and was not set back in the least to see her mother sitting under one light eating ice cream and drinking coffee. She was even less surprised to see her mother slide a container of Phish Food towards Rory when she sat down. Rory leaned over to where the radio was and turned it up so the soft music flooded through the kitchen lightly.

Under the weight of your wings
You are a god and whatever I want you to be
And I wonder if truly you are
Nearly as beautiful as I believe

In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night

Under the weight of your wings
Should ever we meet on your side of your stereo
I will pretend I know not of your thoughts
And even the way that they mirror my own
I'll take you away in the way that you take me and go where I go

In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night

Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I...

Oh...

I don't
Wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
I don't
I don't wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
My head...

In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another night

Yeah, your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night

Lonely night...

Under the weight of your wings
I make believe you are all that I'll ever need

All that I need...

Both Lorelai and Rory knew that everything was a beautiful as they believed.

A/N: I figured you guys deserved a good chapter for having to wait so long, it may not have been quite as happy as I had originally wanted it to be, but I think it was considerably deep and thoughtful so that is just as good. Oh and the lyrics are 'In my head' by Anna Nalick.