"Tristan" Rory whispered
"Rory are you sure?" Tristan said
"Tristan you are leaving tomorrow and who knows when we'll see each other again"
Rory said "I…. I need… I need to feel close to you
"Rory, Rory" Paris said almost screaming
"Huh oh Paris sorry zoned out there for a sec" Rory said not totally out of her trance
"Are you okay?" Paris asked concerned
"Yeah I'm fine" Rory said unbelievably
"Okay well I am going to go get coffee and then we will talk" Paris said with no room to argue
"Sure Paris we will do whatever you want" Rory said under her breath sarcastically after Paris walked away
Here I am sitting on a bench in front of a coffee cart at Yale thinking about him I don't know why he has been on my mind lately, but I need to move on with my life if not for me but for everyone around me who can't keep picking up the pieces.
"So what's wrong, Rory you don't usually zone out like that" Paris asked while sitting down
"He's been on my mind lately," Rory said "I had the dream again"
"Oh Rory I'm sorry" Paris said knowing exactly what dream she was talking about
"No it's just that I should be grateful for everything everyone has done, but when she smiles I see him and sometimes it's just to hard to handle and I feel like the worst mom in the world!" Rory rambled out
"Rory you are the best mom that I know, you put off going to college for a year to be with your daughter, you are allowed to miss him Rory, your human not a bad mother." Paris told Rory "I'm going to go get you another coffee, okay"
I did give up a lot when I had Riley. My Grandparents paid for my apartment after they realized they didn't want to repeat the same mistake they did with my mother. I got my trust fund from my grandparents early and that usually keeps me stable. My mom she supported me and helped after we found out that Tristan had died in combat. I'm pulled out of my trance hearing Paris yelling she has a boyfriend so I figure I better go help this poor guy out and calm Paris down!
"Paris, Paris, what are yelling about?" Rory yelled like Paris did to her earlier
"This guy thinks its okay to hit on me even after I told him I had a boyfriend!" Paris half shouted
"Paris calm down okay, just breathe" Rory said going into her calm Paris down mode
"Sorry she does have a boyfriend" Rory said barley looking at the aforementioned guy
"Well then what about you luv?" The Guy said
"Well don't you work fast?" Rory said with amusement in her voice
"Well luv I have learned the only way to fix a broken heart is to find someone with the right tools" He said the with the all knowing smirk plastered on his face
"Sorry, but I don't even have the tools to fix my own" Rory said taking what he said a little to seriously
Paris and I walked away and a part of me felt that maybe going to college a year late wasn't the biggest mistake anymore!
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