A/N I just heard this song and loved it so I decided to write a fan fic with it, so here it is. Hope you like it.

Italicized-singing Bold-what's going on other then singing and Jude's thoughts Regular-Jude's thoughts

Disclaimer- I, sadly, don't own anything that has to do with Instant Star or Kelly Clarkson other then the CD's.

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Jude walked onto the stage, sat down on the stool, and started to sing her new song. the melody started out slow and a little solemn but got a little faster as she stated to sing it.

You look at me,

Like you always do.

You don't have a clue,

He doesn't have a clue. Well about how much he hurt me that is. Why did he have to leave?

You smile at me,

You hug me,

He didn't even do that. Just left without a word.

But you don't know that I want you.

You play with me,

You flirt with me,

You tell me all your secrets.

He always flirted with me and told me most of his secrets. So why couldn't he tell me what had happened and why he had to leave? Tears started to form in Jude's eyes. Damn it Jude. Don't start crying. You've shed enough tears crying over Tom Quincy.

I'm the one you always run to,

But to you I'm just a friend.

Don't say I love you,

Doubt that he'll ever say that. I'll probably never see him again so even if he wanted to, I wouldn't be able to hear it.

Don't say you need me,

Don't say I trust you,

My heart can't take it.

My heart really can't take anything right now.

Don't say you want me,

Don't say you miss me,

Don't hurt me.

Don't say you love me.

I try my best to rid these thoughts,

Of you and I it's so hard.

You can't even begin to understand how much. I think about us 24/7 and I hate it.

When you came to me,

I fall back on my knees,

I learned to hate love.

I learned to hate love a long time ago. God knows I've had enough heartbreaks and you have to go and give one more to add to my list.

You kiss me on the cheek,

You say you'd never make it without me.

I actually believed that when you said it to me. Now, I don't understand why.

It's getting harder everyday,

Please don't say to me,

Don't say I love you,

Don't say you need me,

Don't say I trust you,

My heart can't take it.

Don't say you want me,

Don't say you miss me,

Don't hurt me.

You've hurt me before and I don't want you to again. By this time, tears had started to come rolling down her cheeks. She wanted to stop and tried to, but no matter what, she shed more tears then she ever wanted to crying over the guy that hurt her the most.

Don't say you love me.

Don't say you love me.

Don't say you love me.

Don't say you love me.

Don't say you love me.

My heart can't take it.

I love you so much.

Tears started coming down faster as she sang that part because it was true. She loved Tom Quincy more then anything.

But you don't see me.

I hate love.

Don't say I love you

Don't say you need me,

Don't say I trust you,

Unless you mean it.

Don't say you want me,

Don't say you miss me,

Don't hurt me.

Noooo…

Don't say I love you

Don't say you need me,

Don't say I trust you,

My heart can't take it.

Don't say you want me,

Don't say you miss me,

Don't hurt me.

Don't say I love you.

By the time she finished the song, Jude's cheeks were stained with tears and mascara. Note to self: Wear waterproof mascara when- She stopped. She looked in the front row of her fans and there, in broad daylight, stood the one and only Tom Quincy.

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I will make a chapter story if anyone wants me to adn I get enough reveiws so please R&R.