Konichiwa!!! Yosh it is me! I have emerged from my idealess state.

'thoughts'

-time/place jumps-

Start the story time!

Disclamer: Sence when was I a japanese man who had nothing better to do then write manga? Im a freaking 15 year old girl!

Fondly looking back

Naruto looked painfully at the village he had only glanced at one or two times on their travels. It looked so peaceful from atop a cliff but it healed some of the best and most painful memories of his life.

"Konoha… you miss it?", a white haired sage asked him as he joined the reminiscing blond.

"Only the people… not the memories", Naruto replied in a forced cheery tone.

"Hmm… the only reason you hate your memories is because of him isn't it?", the sage asked turning his knowing gaze onto the depressed boy. Naruto didn't respond. "The solution for that is to get a girl!"

Naruto growled and rolled his eyes. Just like the stupid pervert to think of that. "Jariya-sama do you actualy have a brain or do you let your horny gland guide you?"

Jaria laughed, "Oh Naruto, one day a girl will come along and steal your heart and… virginity and well, you'll finally be a man!"

"SHUT UP!!! Is that all you think about!?! Sex, sex, sex and more sex! There is so much more to a relation ship than sex you moronic pervert!", Naruto yelled enraged by Jaraia's words.

"Yeah right kid. And you would know", Jaraia mocked.

"Actually yes I would!!!", Naruto yelled again fighting with all his might against the tears threatening to pore from his eyes.

"Naruto you're getting realy testy why don't you take a day off tomorrow. Just walk around and sort out your thoughts. With your temper as high as it is you might as well say "sayonara" to your self control.

"Fine", Naruto grumbled pulling himself into a tree.

"Your going to sleep up there!?!", Naruto's sensi for the time being questioned.

Naruto glared at him, "You have a problem with that?"

Jaraia shrugged, "No but that's going to be an uncomfortable sleep."

Naruto sighed and climbed down from his limb and glared at the fire Jariya was attempting to make.

'Fire reminds me of that bastard, the damn village reminds me of the bastard, and using my rasengan reminds me of him! Why the hell can't I get Sasuke out of my head?' Naruto pouted. A little voice seamed to answer him, 'because you love him.'

Jaria gave him a thoughtful glance before tending the fire. 'That little outburst was so out of character for Naruto. I wonder why he would get so mad? Was Sasuke more than just a rival to Naruto?'

Jaria shook off the ludicrous thought that had just entered his head. 'If he swung that way he would have never gone peeping with me.'

"What are you looking at ero-senin?", Naruto huffed.

"Nothing. Just go to sleep", Jariya waived his hand in dismissal.

-next day at noon-

"This is stupid", Naruto grumbled as he kicked a large rock down his path, "the only reason he wanted me away is so he could go to some stupid nudity bar!"

There was a rustle in the bushes. Naruto quickly grabbed a kuni and chucked it at the noise.

"To slow dobe", a voice growled.

"S… Sasuke?", Naruto whispered in disbelief.

There was a rustle once again then a rain of kuni flew toward the unsuspecting blond. "Who ever that is, show yourself!!! I won't fall for any more of your tricks. Sasuke left our village almost three years ago. Your highly out of date if you think that jutsu will faze me", Naruto growled.

"Hey dead last!", the Sasuke look alike growled jumping from the bushes.

"Sasuke… from my dream", Naruto said eye's widening backing up a few steps.

Sasuke just looked at Naruto.

The blond found his bearings and finally retorted, "What do you want?"

"The snake bastard gave me a day off", Sasuke hissed.

"Why should that concern me?", Naruto growled back.

Sasuke just glared at him.

"You're a different person Sasuke. I don't even know you nor do I wan't to any more", Naruto said turning around and walking away.

Sasuke's temper boiled. He just turned his back on him!, "Never turn your back on the enemy!", Sasuke yelled pulling out his katana and placing the sharp end on Naruto's sun kissed neck.

"Kill me", Naruto stated simply.

There was a pause but the katana didn't move.

"You want mangekyo don't you? The only way to get it is to kill me. I am worthless if you let me go. You took my heart and ground it to nothingness. All you left was a hallow shell Sasuke. You fucking broke my heart. You know the funny thing Sasuke… I still love you. After all the torment and pain you put me through… I still love you", Naruto stated as he removed the katana from his neck. He swallowed the lump in his throat and turned to look at a shocked Sasuke. "Your not going to kill me so I'll just be on my way."

Naruto turned and walked toward a large meadow that Jariya and himself had passed the day before. It was about a six hour long walk but Naruto needed the relief.

-in the meddow-

Naruto had bean staring at the pink clouds for about an hour. It was seven and Jariya was probably doing "research" right about now.

"Sasuke…", Naruto thought back to his encounter. He let his tears flow freely, staining his tan cheeks. He closed his eyes and let his sobs ring out in the quiet little meadow.

Two fingers gently brushed his tears off his cheeks, "Now don't do that. It doesn't suit you at all", a warm voice cooed. It was Naruto's favorite voice.

"Wh-why did you l-leave me", Naruto heaved between sobs pulling him self up and hurling himself into Sasuke. "Yo-you broke yo-your p-promise to me! Y-you said you w-wou-would never leave me!"

Sasuke pulled his beautiful blond into his lap and cradled him gingerly. "Shush shush, I know, I know", he cooed again rocking him back and forth.

"I-I lo-love you Sasuke! You c-can't leave me again!", Naruto yelled grabbing onto the sleeve of the raven's shirt and crying into his shoulder.

"I… I love you too my Naru-chan. My dear, dear Naru-chan", Sasuke whispered letting out his own tears into the blonds messy locks.

Naruto wrapped his arms tightly around his love. "I ha-haven't told a-anyone else that. T-those words a-are still y-yours and yours alone", Naruto mumbled into the abused shirt.

Sasuke just hugged the blond tighter. He never wanted to let him go. "I don't want to let go of you."

"Then don't", Naruto said bringing his lips a mere inch from Sasuke's. Sasuke captured those lips with his own. What a sweet sensation Naruto's lips were. They tasted solely of the boy he loved but his lips weren't enough for Sasuke. He licked Naruto's bottom lip asking for entrance and Naruto quite willingly complied. There tungs seemed to dance slowly. Each boy savored the flavor of the other.

Sasuke pulled back slowly already missing the lost contact. He looked into Naruto's beautiful, innocent blue eyes and his blond smiled through a tear stained face.

"I wish I could stay with you my Tenshi shinsei but I have to kill my brother", Sasuke said putting his forehead to Naruto's.

"What… What if I killed him for you?", Naruto asked intertwining Sasuke's fingers with his own.

"Then I couldn't return. He has to die by my hands", Sasuke said before kissing his love once again.

"Hmm", Naruto mumbled into the kiss.

Sasuke stood up with Naruto in his arm's bridle stile.

"Naru-chan, I swear I will not allow Orochimaru to have this body. This body isn't even mine anymore", Sasuke said looking into those blue pools, "This body is yours."

"Sasuke", Naruto whispered lovingly, "The same goes for my body."

Sasuke smiled warmly and started walking toward Naruto's camp site. It was almost pitch black out. The only thing lighting there way was the glimpses of stars and moon through the leaves of the forest.

Naruto slowly fell asleep. Head against the gentle heart that loved him.

Me: Hello! If you have bean keeping up with updates then you would know that I submited a poem! If you havn't read the poem you wouldn't know that Naruto confesed!

Naruto: Don't lisson to her!!!

Gaara: Told you she was lazy

Me: Oh boy's would you be kind enough to dispose of these two?

Neji: Gaa-kun! Where did you put my clothes? I can't seem to find them.

Gaara: Damn you. -runs off to find his nakid Neji-

Naruto: You won't get me with that!

Sasuke: Naruto. I have a ramen coupon. Lets go... my treat.

Naruto: Sasuke and ramen! You are god!

Me: No Im not. Now go eat your ramen you pig. Well hope ya liked this chapter! More to come. Ja ne!