Summary: Buffy and her sister Dawn are in high school along with the rest of the gang, Willow, Anya, Xander and Oz. Know throughout the entire school, for years their group has been known as THE LOSERS. But not for long. Spike Giles aka the hot new guy recently transfer student from England is going to shake up their world.
Buffy and her friends are leading double lives where they are in a band called Fang, Buffy is the lead singer who likes to be known by her fans as slayer, Dawn aka the bands drummer is commonly known as Bit and Niblet, Oz aka bands guitarist goes by the name of Wolf. No one knew there true identity, they were happy the way things were. But that all changed the day he walked into her life and rocked her safe little world. How long will their secret STAY a secret. Read and find out.
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(i'd just like to thank Chriss Nicole for BETAing this story for me:))
Previously:
"You really want to help. I don't think you can. Do you know what would happen if people found out" Buffy's eyes opened wide as she spoke, dreaming up images in her head of the reactions she would get from people at school. Her face was covered in a look of horror.
At Spikes laugh she broke her trance. "It won't be that bad pet. C'mon your fans await. We'll talk more about how I'm going to help you and your friends to become losers no more. BUT for now I think its time for you to get that sexy ass of yours back on that stage and sing your heart out. I know I can't wait to be on the receiving end of one of those looks pet." Spike said smirking with one eyebrow raised as he hopped off the bonnet and helped Buffy to her feet.
Secrets Out Chapter: 3
...THE BRONZE, DANCE FLOOR...
Spike and Buffy were dancing as the DJ's sound system pumped out the tune to that of Breaking Benjamin's "Dance With The Devil'. The tune suiting their situation perfectly. Buffy's leather clad body swung low to the beat as Spike gripped her hips.
"Here I stand, helpless and left for dead, Close your eyes, so many days go by, Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right" Buffy spun as Spike pulled her body flush up against his, his hand making its way up her back causing her to straighten, her gaze meeting his.
"I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies, I won't stay long, in this world so wrong" The crowd looked on as the two blonds became the center of attention. The hungry gazes that were made at them. People craved a relationship like theirs seemed to be. So raw and passionate. Buffy's hands weaved their way up Spikes chest. His hands dipped low on her back resting just above her hips.
Leaning back slightly forcing her chest into his, Buffy shook her hair and sent Spike that sultry look he had been waiting for. "Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight, Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight" Those eyes. God those eyes, the bluest orbs she had ever seen in her entire life. This man would be the death of her, he was definitely the devil in her world just waiting to reek havoc, spreading her secret.
He said he would help. Surly he wouldn't betray her and become a bastard like Angel was 24-7. "Trembling, crawling across my skin, Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine." Spike span Buffy around and pulled her back. Her back flush with his chest. His hands making a downward path across her body. Buffy's arms wound their way around his neck, head tilting to the side her eyes fluttered closed.
"I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies, I won't last long, in this world so wrong, Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight, Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight, Hold on, hold on" Lips. Spike lips. Lips of Spike. Hungrily attacking her neck. All sense of normality left her.
Buffy Summers known loser at Sunnydale high was dancing with Spike Giles. A moan escaped her lips as his hand found their way under the front of her top caressing her stomach.
"Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight, Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight, Hold on, hold on"
As the music stopped the crowd cheered. Buffy and Spike made their way over to the side of the stage. Fixing her hair and singlet Buffy turned to face Spike. He was leaning up against the wall looking at her. Lust filled eyes. God he looked sexy. Tight jeans, black shirt. Trade mark duster yep this man was sex on legs. Occupants of the bronze both male and female were sending the couple death stares. The males wanted 'The Slayer' and the females just wanted Spike Giles.
As Buffy went to speak Dawn came rushing over smiling, a look of 'You are so giving me details later' written all over her face. "Hate to interrupt all the hot kinky sex dancing and all but we gotta do our next set." Dawn pulled on Buffy's arm sending Spike an apologetic look for snatching away her sister so soon.
"I'll talk to you at school" Spike said standing straight watching as Buffy and Dawn's steps faltered and stopped. Buffy started to ramble. Dawn just looked freaked out.
"You can't talk to us... me at school... I'm considered a loser...You'll be a loser...no to the talkyness at school...Bad BAD idea!" Buffy said raising her voice her eyes as wide as saucers. People started to chant "Fang" waiting for the two female members of the band to ascend the stairs and start.
"Buffy we'll talk about it later" Looking towards Dawn continued "I'm sorry and all but talking at school is bad we'll figure something out later, nice meeting you." Dawn pulled her shaking sister to the stage and shoved her towards the microphone. Buffy sent Dawn a death glare and turned to the crowd showing one of her 100 dollar smiles.
The songs and tempo picked up as Buffy's voice changed from song to song. After about 5 songs, panting Buffy started to speak. Her forehead covered with perspiration.
"Hey guys, hope your all enjoying yourselves tonight" As the crowd let out a cheer Buffy smiled and continued. Throughout the 5 songs being played Spike had walked over to a table where Angel, Andrew and Riley were seated.
"We've got a new song prepared, little bit different to what your all used to hearing. I'm gonna need a little help from a friend of mine. Willow can you come here please." Buffy smiled seeing her best friends eyes open wide, shaking her head in her seat she reluctantly stood and while shaking, made her way onto the stage.
"What are you doing...I'm not ready for this...no...Buffy no...I am so getting you back for this later" Willow stuttered rambling as Buffy pushed her over to where a keyboard had been set up on stage.
"Come on Wills, I need you on keyboard, please" Buffy begged batting her eyelashes. Willow laughed and sighed. Submitting she took her place standing. Buffy smiled hugging Willow and walked back to the mic.
"Lady's and gentlemen I would like you to welcome Willow, she is one of the bands closest friends and has helped us out with a couple of new songs, this next one is pretty new so, yeah, here goes." The crowd clapped as the music started.
Over at their table Angel and his group stared at the stage. Frowns all marring their faces. Except Spikes.
"What a loser" Angel laughed as Willow took her place behind the keyboard. Riley joined in on Angels laugh.
"Poof. Cut the nerd some slack mate. You don't even know how good she is yet" Spike said hitting Angel's arm as Willow started to play.
"Who cares. Anyway what were YOU doing dancing with the slayer." Angel glared at Spike. Riley and Andrew also stared at Spike.
"You jealous mate. I got to put my hands all over her hot little body, while your stuck here with dumb and dumber." Spike smirked pointing at Riley and Andrew. Buffy's voice floated through the sound system covering out the voices of people talking.
"Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming, cannot cease for the fear of silent nights, oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming, the goddess of imaginary light." Buffy and Willow were the only sound being made. Oz started to follow lead and soon Dawn followed.
"In my field of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby, I lie inside myself for hours, and watch my purple sky fly over me." Buffy opened her once closed eyes and scanned the bronze. Watching people sway to the beat she found those blue eyes she'd been looking for and smiled.
"I linger in the doorway, of alarm clocks screaming, monsters calling my name, let me stay, where the wind will whisper to me, where the raindrops falling tell a story" Buffy sang sweetly walking from one side of the stage to the next.
"If you need to leave the world you live in, lay your head down and stand wide, though you may not remember dreaming, something waits for you to breath again" Unknown to Buffy that someone was leaving her world right then as she sung the words. Descending the stairs she walked through the crowd and made her way to various tables.
Stopping every now and then she would sing out a tune and smile at the occupant of one of the said tables. One occupant happened to be Spike Giles and he got a special look from her. She walked over to where Anya and Xander sat and smiled at them before turning and making her way back through the crowd on the dance floor to the stage.
Oz started to play his guitar solo as Dawn kept the beat going on the drums. Willow had stopped playing the keyboard and watched Oz smiling. Her boyfriend was so cool.
"OOOOH OH OOOOOH" Buffy sang. Her voice holding a gothic tone to is as Dawn and Oz played.
"In my field of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby, I lie inside myself for hours, and watch my purple sky fly over me" The song came to an end with the keyboard and the guitar. The crowd cheered as the band took their leave. Willow hopped of the stage and practically ran to where Anya and Xander were seated. Oz and Dawn followed soon after.
"Guys we'll be back on Monday with some more of the new stuff ok. But for now you've got kick ass DJ's to round up this evening." At his cue the DJ started mixing his songs and the throngs of people started to dance again. Buffy descended the stairs and made her way across to her group of friends.
"Calling it a night guys, me and Dawny are going home to discuss our situation about a certain blonde person" Buffy smiled pulling her sister to her side. The group said goodbyes and each made their way home.
...SUMMERS HOUSE THAT NIGHT...
Dawn and Buffy walked through the front door still talking about what they were going to do about the situation. Buffy smiled seeing her mother laid back on the couch.
"Hey mum watch ya doing watching TV at this hour" Buffy said plopping herself down in front of her mother. At her mothers lack of response Buffy turned to meet her mothers cold dead eyes.
"Mum...MUM...please wake up...mummy" Buffy yelled. Tears blurring her vision as she shook her mothers body.
"MUM" Dawn cried running over to Buffy prying her hands off their mother. Buffy screaming and crying, body shaking, vision blurred.
Buffy and Dawn couldn't remember who had called Giles or the ambulance, they couldn't remember how it happened all they saw was the body of their mother lying lifeless on the couch. Time seemed to stop, or speed up neither was sure. Buffy lay crying in her mothers room as image after image flashed through her head. Seeing her mother like that and finding her had been that hardest thing she had ever had to live with. Knowing never again would her mother smile, cook her and Dawny breakfast.
With her face covered in tears, Buffy cried herself to sleep on her mothers bed. Her mothers sent surrounding her.
please dont kill me hopefully the next chapter will be up soon...i'd just like to say thanx again for Chriss Nicole for BETAing this story for me:) and thanx to all of those who have reviewed:)
