Summary: Buffy and her sister Dawn are in high school along with the rest of the gang, Willow, Anya, Xander and Oz. Know throughout the entire school, for years their group has been known as THE LOSERS. But not for long. Spike Giles aka the hot new guy recently transfer student from England is going to shake up their world.
Buffy and her friends are leading double lives where they are in a band called Fang, Buffy is the lead singer who likes to be known by her fans as slayer, Dawn aka the bands drummer is commonly known as Bit and Niblet, Oz aka bands guitarist goes by the name of Wolf. No one knew there true identity, they were happy the way things were. But that all changed the day he walked into her life and rocked her safe little world. How long will their secret STAY a secret. Read and find out.
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I hope you guy's dont kill me for this chapter...sigh this chapter has it's up's and downs but dont worry it'll get better...(i'd just like to thank Chriss Nicole for BETAing this story for me:))
Previously:
"HEY B YOU GONNA COME OVA OR CONTINUE TO SUCK FACE WITH MR HOTTIE OVER THERE." Buffy turned her head her eyes wide, not realizing that they had been watched for god knows how long. Faith's voice had broken her out of her trance. Looking in the direction of the voice she saw faith standing with Tara...Angel...Riley and Connor. "Great JUST great" Buffy sighed internally.
"Do your friends know who I am." Buffy asked looking up at Spike as she slowly slid off of his lap.
"I think they know you're the slayer, and I know they think your Buffy." Spike said still sitting down readjusting himself under the water.
"OK, I can do this." Buffy said climbing out of the spa and walking to the edge of the pool. She dove in and noticed the temperature change from the spa to the pool instantly. The water felt freezing cold. Slowly swimming in the direction of the group she thought about the impending doom she was about to face. "Why'd you have to go mum, I miss you" Buffy thought looking behind her seeing Spike diving into the pool and swimming after her. "He gives me strength" Buffy smiled to herself and kept swimming.
Secrets Out Chapter 7:
Buffy was up to her bust in water slowly half swimming half walking along the bottom of the pool making her way towards her impending doom when she felt something brush up against her legs.
"AGH" Buffy let out a startled scream as she was lifted from the water. Looking down at the person's shoulders she was now sitting on she glared at the bleach head.
"I am so gonna get you for that" Buffy said, hitting Spike on the shoulders. He just sent her a smirk and held onto her hands as Buffy almost lost her balance and fell off.
"I can't wait pet" He smirked jumping a little to readjust Buffy's position on his shoulders. Letting out another squeal she grasped onto his hands better. They made their way over to the group.
"Hey B, so...apart from making out with Mr. hottie you got there...you having a fun time." Faith smiled as Buffy and Spike came to a stop in front of the group.
"Just asking a question here...why do you keep calling her B" Conner asked as Buffy slid down Spike's back and wrapped her legs around his waist. Angel and the rest of the male group gave Buffy a look waiting for their answer. Buffy sent Faith a questioning glance "Did you tell them who I am?" Faith replied with a look of her own "No why the fuck would I". Tara saw the look's between the two girls and then glanced at the group of males watching as their own brains clicked over answers.
"I-it's a nickname...like the slayer...or...um yeah" Tara smiled nodding a bit as if she was reassuring herself with her answer.
"What is your real name then...cause me and my mates heard your friends talking to you and they called you Buffy, are you Buffy...you sure as hell don't look like her" Angel asked staring at Buffy.
"Buffy...she's a...uh...a real good friend of mine, and as for my name I can't tell you, it's a secret. Only Faith and Tara and Spike know, isn't that right honey." Buffy smiled sweetly kissing Spikes neck as she wrapped her arms around his neck and lifted herself higher in the water. Untwisting her legs from his waist and moving them higher she rewrapped them. Making her position more comfortable. Spike just smiled and held onto her thigh's with his hands.
"I know all about you guys but...Spikey here's told me all about you." Buffy let out a laugh as Spike tightened his grip on her legs. "What are you playing at luv" He thought seeing the glares the males were sending him. Buffy just let out another laugh.
"Don't worry it's nothing bad, no need to get anyone's panties in a twist. Conner right?" Buffy asked as Connor's eyes met hers. He nodded. "Just wanna let you in on a little secret...my sis has a crush on you." As his eyes grew wide Buffy smiled. Dawn would kick her ass once she told her that Connor knows but she'd be thanking her with the outcome of it all. "I'm pretty sure you know her, she goes by the name of Bit or Niblet" Buffy smiled again as Conner blushed and ducked his head, wiping a strand of hair from his eye's.
"So...How is it that you know her name." Angel asked directing his question at Spike, who's hands were now linked with Buffy's on his chest. He smirked at Angel. "Oh yeah I got the girl mate, sucks don't it" He thought to himself.
"Oh we go way back...Yeah...Been dating for a while now." Buffy's eyes went wide as her head went behind Spikes back. "What the hell are you playing at" She though as she tightened her grip around Spike's waist. "If she holds on any more tighter I'm gonna explode". There was a very uncomfortable silence in the group everyone looking around. Angel gave Buffy and Spike a "Sure I so don't believe that bullshit" look. Conner broke the silence.
"That song you guys sang as your last one tonight...it was really good." Buffy looked down at the water in the pool and slowly slipped her arm's and legs from around Spike's waist and neck.
"Yeah...it um...I-I think I'm just gonna head on home, I'll see you guys another night yeah" Buffy smiled softly at Tara and Faith as she made her way over towards the pool stairs. Everyone watched Buffy's retreating back as she made her way into the change room's to put her clothes back on.
As soon as Buffy had climbed out of the pool Spike turned around and glared at Connor smacking him on the chest.
"Stupid Git" Spike said shaking his head as he made his way over to the pool stair's that Buffy had used to climb out.
"I d-didn't mean it like...that" Connor said lowering his head as Tara smiled softly at him understanding that he never intended to hurt Buffy. Riley, Angel and Faith just watched Spike's retreating back.
After getting changed into her clothes she had been wearing at the bronze that night Buffy made her way past the front desk, dropping the towel Tara had lent her for the night on a chair. Letting the double door's slide open Buffy welcomed the crisp night air as a breeze hit her. She hugged her arms around herself and made a start to walk in the direction of her house. A voice stopped her.
"Buffy are you ok pet." Spike asked. He had been waiting outside of the leisure centre when Buffy came out. Watching as she hugged herself and looked towards the ground as she walked.
"Do I look ok...no...I can't cry in front of Dawn...I-I feel like crying all the time but I can't...I have to be strong for her, for everyone." Buffy looked at the ground and hugged her arm's around herself some more. Looking back up at Spike with teary eye's she continued. "I've been working. I've been busy because I have to, adding more training in... going to the pool every night, god making Dawn lunch and making sure she's awake on time." Buffy let out a sob as her body started to shake. Spike wrapped and arm around her waist in comfort, noticing the group walk out and stand near the doors Spike wrapped his arm around her tighter.
"I have to do this things...because when I stop...then she's really gone" Buffy's body shook with the force of her tears. "And I'm trying...really trying to take care of things...b-but I don't even know what I'm doing...mum always knew." Buffy looked up at Spike with wide eyes. "I have to be mum now. No one else is going to be...who's going to make things better...who's gonna take care of us..." Buffy burst into tears, the worst she'd cried in a long time. Spike pulled her close to him as she buried her head in the crook of his chest. She wrapped her arm's around his waist as she cried harder, if that were even possible.
Faith, Angel, Tara, Connor and Riley all watched the conversation being had by Buffy and Spike. Tara looked at Faith with a sad smile. Angel, Riley and Connor just looked at one another not knowing what to say. They watched as Buffy clung to Spike as if he were her life line, her body being held up in his arm's as she cried. As if Buffy was mother nature herself the clouds opened up with a crack and let a downpour of rain engulf them all. Buffy's shed tears and pain were being told to everyone in Sunnydale as it bucketed down.
"C'mon pet we'll get you home" Spike said directing a sobbing Buffy over to his car. After putting Buffy in the passenger seat of his car he looked up at Angel and the rest of his friends. Sending Angel a look that said "Your gonna need to get your own way home" he climbed in to the drivers seat and started the engine. "You got a long way to go pet but I'll be here, I'll help" Spike silently vowed to himself. Buffy sat staring out the car window watching as rain splashed onto the glass, watching the droplets gather and make streams to the road.
"Why did you have to leave me" She whispered to herself resting her head against the seat and closing her eyes, letting a few lone tears make their way down her cheeks to splash onto her shirt.
Well that was an imotional ending to the pool scene...not everything is butterflies and daffodiles in sunnydale. sigh i loved joyce's character it was a shame joss had the character killed off.
I'd like to say thanx to all of those who have reviewed so far:) i hope your all enjoying the story:)...more to some soon
Also again i'd like to thank Chriss Nicole for BETAing this story for me:)