Empty promises
An undenying love for him
A single crystal tear
How he held me, protected and warm
Keeping my heart so near
Now he has left me cold and lost
Never again will we be together, forever
No, just me
forever in the purest agony
My hopeless love
My blinding light
Left me, He left me
My own twilight
He ripped through me
Leaving me in pain
Never to come back
Or see his face again
Just sit and lie here
in the tortures of hell
All while they ignore me
Still under his spell
Never again I shall see
my dear angel once more
I crave for thy wonder
Making my heart soar
Into the pain
As I hear thy name
Never to see thy loving face
Never again
Time passes by
Even for me
I do not keep track
For do not want to see
How long it has been
Since you disappeared
Leaving me in the dark
In my personal fears
I knew you didn't love me
It couldn't be true
Now here I am waiting
Still waiting for you
The depth of my pain
Is like a deep hole
In the center of my heart
Where you took my soul
Now I am unthinking
Unable to bear
Anything, everything
That you left here
I don't know how long
How far or how wide
This hole has been hurting me
Eating me alive
Oh how I crave you
Your wonder and love
While I'll sit in darkness
You'll be up above
I won't go to heaven
I'll surely stay in this hell
My heart will never heal
I will never be well
But then I hear your voice
So angelic, so pure
My heart seems to swell
It's the ultimate cure
But then you are gone
Once more out of grasp
Leaving me stunned
And then I gasp
How dangerous things
Draw thy perfection near
I wait and I listen
Just to hear
Your wonderous voice
Just one more time
Before hell takes over
My once dormant mind
I scream deep inside
At the promises we made
I would not be reckless
And you would stay away
Oh how I need you
I crave you
I seek you
For I know I can't keep my promise
If I want to be with you
You'll only be with me
If you break it too
So a promise for a promise
I will surely die for you
So I will always be reckless
Danger is not hard to find
But would you come back for me
With only the promise in mind
Would you come and break the spell
Could you, How could you
You can't seem to tell
That I am not happy
In agony, in pain
But I will surely be
Never with thee again
So I will have to keep my promise
But that means you will as well
Even if this empty promise
Keeps me
Forever
In this torturous hell