A/N- Wow! I updated fast for me. Anyways this is a really short chapter, but I believe this chapter needed to happen before I finish the rest.
Disclaimer- I don't own 7th Heaven,never have, never will!
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Chapter 13- I'm Sorry
It has been four months and Lucy is in Glenoak with her parents. She told them that she was pregnant that they accepted the fact. She also told them what had happened with Kevin and they told her not to worry about it. Kevin has tried to call her and he even came to Glenoak to get her back, but she wouldn't speak to or see him. So he went back to New York, but he didn't give up, he kept trying. Lucy is now almost six months pregnant, and is working at a law firm in Glenoak and lives in an apartment. She is also expecting a boy.
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Afternoon on Wednesday.
Lucy is walking around the promenade. She is looking for some clothes for the baby. She is talking on her cell phone and doesn't notice that someone is stopped in front of her and she runs into that person. She hung up her cell phone then said, "I am so, sorry I wasn't paying attention to where I was going."
"It's ok. Lucy?"
Lucy just now realized who the person was. "Kevin."
"I've been trying to get a hold of you."
"I've been really busy and quite frankly I haven't wanted to talk to you." Lucy told him.
"Look Luce, I wanted to tell you how sorry I was, I never meant for any of this to happen. Can we get together later tonight and talk. I'm only in town till Friday."
"I can't, I have stuff to do."
"What about tomorrow?"
"I have to work."
"Is there any time we can get together and talk?" Kevin asked.
"Prolly not, I am really busy and like I said earlier I really don't want to talk to you."
"Lucy, if I could invent a time machine and go back in time I would change what I did. I feel awful for what I did. Will you please give me a chance?"
"I don't have time for this, I really have to go." With that she took off and didn't look back. Kevin stood there speechless. He thought about chasing after her, but then he figured that would make her run farther. He had noticed that her stomach was bigger and he wondered if they were expecting a boy or a girl. He would be happy with either as long as he or she was in his life. he didn't know what he was thinking when he left that morning. He thought maybe he was scared, but not that he would ever admit that, but he felt terrible for running her away. If he could change anything he would change that day.
Lucy didn't want to think about Kevin being in Glenoak. She didn't want to see him and she had tried so hard to avoid him, and yet she ran into him. She hated him for what he did. Lucy was so upset that she didn't finish her shopping, she went back to her apartment instead. She couldn't think about Kevin right know. She knew she still loved him, but she couldn't get over the fact that he had taken off that morning. She felt bad for not telling him about the baby, but she was to mad at him to tell him. But she still wondered why Kevin was in town.
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Thursday morning
Lucy walked into her office building around 8. She went into her office and closed the door. She had a ton of work to work on. She had taken the day before off and she had a lot to catch up on. Around 9, Lucy went to talk to her secretary about one of her cases. She was shocked to see Kevin standing by her secretary, talking to her. "Sherry, I need the papers for the Renandi case."
"I have then right here," Sherry said as she got up from her desk and walked the papers over to her.
"Morning Lucy, I didn't know you worked here," Kevin told her.
"Well you do now, Mr. Kinkirk. If all will excuse me I need to get back to work." With that Lucy went back into her office. Lucy skipped going to lunch because she was afraid she would run into Kevin again. Sherry told Lucy she was leaving for the day at around 5. Lucy finally finished her work around 7. She told the guards she was leaving. Lucy decided she would grad something for dinner at the promenade. She went to Pete's Pizza. She ordered a slice of pizza and a ice water. When Lucy began eating she noticed that Kevin was there. He came over to her table.
"Mind if I have a seat?" Kevin asked as he sat down.
"Yes I do. Why is it that everywhere I go you seem to follow?" Lucy asked him.
"I haven't tried to follow you, we just happen to be in the same place at the same time."
"What do you want?"
"I want you to forgive me and come home with me. I want to have a life with you. I want our baby to have a family. I want to be there for you and the baby. I have felt awful for the last couple of months. I am so sorry." Kevin told her.
"I just can't forgive you like that. I can't go back with you. I have a life here now," Lucy told him.
"You can have a life in New York, too."
"I'm sorry, I just don't think I can."
"I know I did some terrible things, and god knows I shouldn't have done them, but I did and I have to live with that. But that doesn't mean I don't want you in my life. Alexis misses you too. I didn't tell her about the baby, but I know she would be excited. Now I know this isn't the most romantic place ever, but I am gonna ask you again."
"Don't, Kevin. Don't ask me again, please." Lucy told him. "I need some time, to think about this and if you are truly sorry you will let me have some time."
"I have all the time in the world for you, but I have to leave tomorrow."
"I know your number. I have to go. Bye." Lucy told him as she threw some money on the table and left. She didn't know what she was going to do, but she knew that she wanted Kevin. She also knew that he never expressed that he was sorry and he was apologizing to her for everything. She knew he loved her and she knew she loved him. She wanted them to be a family, but she was so upset that she didn't know if she could forgive him.
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A/N- I hope you all liked this chapter! Please review to tell me what you think!
