ok i want to clear some thing up that i forgot to mention and ask those of you who review a question.
Alex is in Witness Protection an since i havent seen anything past season 2 (coz im English) i have no idea what season that is. i jst rememberd i havent mentioned that yet :D
my question is do you want me to write a plot line for the babys father coz i wasnt going to write it in...let me know what you want me to do and sorry it took me longer to update than i though
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The conversation with her Doctor didn't really sink in, her vision wouldn't focus and if someone had been paying close attention they would have realized that she was actually staring at the pattern on the wallpaper behind the Doctor instead of looking directly at her. After what seemed like seconds she had been discharged, after finally making her way out of the hospital it was then she realized she was holding about 15 different leaflets on adoption, abortion and the benefits of having a child. Smiling sadly she realized that Doctor Sam must have been feeling rather guilty about how she broke the news and was trying to make Olivia feel better.
Reluctantly she lifted her gaze to find that she as standing in front of the hospital and that Elliot was approaching her with worry clearly plastered over his face. Hospital must have phoned him. Giving him another sad smile she realized that she couldn't contain it anymore. Her knees gave out as she crumpled to the floor in heaving sobs as she did the only thing she knew her body could do, cry.
Elliot was by her side in a second and he couldn't help but take her in his arms and try and promise that every thing was going to be ok; he knew he couldn't keep the promise but he would sure as hell try. His heart almost stopped as he saw her look up at him with pleading eyes, it was then her realized what she had been holding.
Everything seemed to happen so fast, one second she was looking at Elliot the next she was wrapped tightly in his arms while he whispered promises in her ear. It wasn't until she was in the front seat of his car heading towards her apartment that she finally began to take in her surrounding. "Elliot….." she didn't know what to say, how the hell was she going to explain this one. There was so much he didn't know, Alex, the drinking and now the baby. Tears began to form in her eyes again as she tried desperately to hold them back, this time succeeding she sat in silence and watched the New York streets pass her by.
To say Elliot was concerned would have been an understatement, Liv looked like hell and he had no clue why. He knew sooner or later she would confide in him but he just hoped that it wasn't too late to help her. They had been parked out side her apartment for almost 5 minutes before Olivia realized that the scenery wasn't moving anymore turning her head she noticed that Elliot had his gaze securely fixed on her and she knew she wasn't going any where with out explaining everything to him. "You can come up and I'll do my best to explain…..I think you're going to need a drink when you hear this." Her voice was so quiet Elliot wasn't even sure that she had spoken until Olivia made a move to get out of the car.
The silence that settled over the pair once in Olivia's apartment was something that neither of them was familiar with. They had been partners for longer than either of them could remember, they had always been honest with each other it was something that made them such good partners. Liv had taken her usual seat on her sofa and was staring blankly at the wall above her television almost willing Elliot to read her mind so she didn't have to talk about it.
"Ok….. so im not sure where to start with this so im just going to come out and say it….me and Alex had…have been seeing each other for almost two years and I cant explain it any other way than to say that I love her with all my heart. The fact that she's been taken from me almost killed me…I started drinking…a lot… it wasn't until I realized that I was turning into my mother and was slowly killing myself in the process that I stopped. I thought about what Alex would want me to do if she was here and I stopped….im not going to lie…its been the most difficult thing I think I have ever experienced…. But when I stopped drinking I had to deal with the fact that she wasn't here and I guess I haven't really been treating myself very well….." giving a small smile she realized what and understatement that was but still refused to look at Elliot and see the disappointment reflected in his eyes. "I stopped eating and sleeping almost altogether, and I guess it finally got so bad that….well you know what happened." Silence filled the room as Olivia tried to collect herself long enough to finish the rest of her story. "And if that wasn't enough the Doctor at the hospital…..told me…..she told me im pregnant."
The ticking of the clock on her kitchen wall was the only indication that time hadn't stood still. Neither of them said anything and no one moved Olivia had almost convinced herself that she hadn't said anything and that it was all in her head until she heard Elliot clear his throat.
"Okay" then silence, nothing, that was his reaction. She was so convinced that Elliot was going to scream at her that she forgot that he was her best friend. "The Alex thing is…. wow….I mean I had some feeling that you might be gay so that's not much of a shock. God Liv I have no idea what you much have been through in the last three months, if I lost Kathy I don't know what I would do. I wish you would have told me about the drinking, I could have helped you, your not wonder woman you know it is ok to ask for help….I guess its just going to take a while for it all to settle in…..its a bit….shocking to say the least." She was smiling and it was real, it was the first sign of a real emotion that she had shown in about three months.
"The thing I don't get though is….how are you pregnant?" that pushed her over the edge and she was so shocked to her the sound of her own laugh that she couldn't help but laugh harder. The words she had used earlier that day seemed so stupid hearing them first hand and she now realized why Doctor Sam reacted like she did.
Before you all send me hate mail I just thought I would say that elliots reaction to Liv being gay is exactly what my best friend did. I told her on my 20th birthday and I was so convinced that she was going to hate me and call me a dyke or something that I was in hysterics I think it took me an half an hour locked in the night club toilet before I told her and all she said was 'okay ….i kinda thought you were'
I write what I know so there you have it
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