Chapter 6: What do I have to do to make you see?
Kagome sat there on her bed looking up into Inuyasha's eyes, hade he came to tell her that he loved kikyou and was sorry if he hade lead her on. "Kagome" He answered bending down in front of her, Kagome tried to stop crying but the pain in her heart would not let her. Inuyasha gently rose up and kissed her lips. Kagome was shocked why was he kissing her, Kikyou was in his room didn't she wanted him near. Before Kagome could make up her mind to kiss him back Inuyasha pulled away. "Please don't cry." He mumbled next to her lips. Kagome pulled away from him and stood up walking over to the wall next to the dresser. "I'm not crying." She announced as she turned away from him laying her head agents the wall.
"Kagome….." Inuyasha sighed standing up looking at her. "What do you want?" He asked. She gasped and turned around, what is it that she wanted, the same question came up when Kikyou was in the room, Kagome didn't know, she just wanted to be free from all this free so she didn't have to worry about who to love and who not to love. "Kagome." He pleaded again. "I want out of this mess." She answered not thinking about what he might do. Inuyasha growled he walked to the door and opened it. "I'm sorry this is hell for you." He answered. Kagome motioned to stop him but he closed the door before she had the chance.
The next few days Kagome did her work with out speaking to anyone Inuyasha hade gone home but every day he came back to talk business with Naraku and every day Kikyou entered at his side. Kagome scrubbed the wood floor in the living room when Naraku and Inuyasha walked in Kikyou in the middle. Kagome refused to look at them, she looked away. "Kagome, get us some drinks." Naraku ordered. "What would you like?" She asked putting the rag into the buck full of soup water. "Water…." Naraku said. "Nothing I don't want your hands on my glass, Kathy could you get me some water." Kikyou called into the kitchen. Kagome didn't wait for Inuyasha's answer, she walked into the kitchen and looked at Kathy. "Get Inuyasha a glass of water to." She said grabbing Naraku a glass. Kathy came out into the living room and handed them there glasses Kagome followed close behind as she handed Naraku his glass. "Anything else I can give you?" Kagome asked kindly.
Naraku smiled and pulled Kagome into his lap, Kagome gasped as she landed in his lap she looked up at him. "Naraku." She tried to get up but he refused to let her go. "Well Inuyasha has his girl I need one for a while." Naraku said grasping her around the waist. Kikyou glared at him then sat down in Inuyasha's lap. Inuyasha growled and laid his glass on the table. Kagome sighed and sat there, she was in no mood to get slapped. She felt his hands around her and she shuddered she didn't want his nasty body touching her but she hade nothing she could do. Kagome looked up at Kikyou she was mad, was Naraku trying to make her jealous? Finally when Naraku was satisfied that kikyou was pissed he let Kagome go. She stood up and walked back over to the bucket picking it up and going into the kitchen poring it out.
Kagome Sock her whole body she couldn't get the feel of his hands off her. She left the kitchen to walk up stares and take a shower when she heard the sound of breaking glass and Kikyou and Inuyasha stood up. "Shit!" Inuyasha yelled as the broken pieces of his water glass landed on the floor blood dripping from his hand. Kagome gasped and walked over grabbing his hand. "Fallow me." Kagome muttered pulling his hand with her into the kitchen. "Kathy can you pick up the broken glass for me?" Kagome asked. Kathy nodded. Kagome put Inuyasha's hand into the sink watching it off she looked closely at his hand. "Looks like there aren't any pieces in your hand, it should heal fine." Kagome said putting a rag over it to hold the blood. Kagome still didn't look at him. She walked back out of the kitchen. She looked up at everyone. They where looking at her. She shock her head and walked out and up the stares. She was covered in the smell of Naraku and she could no longer bare it. She ran into the bathroom to take a bath.
Coming out she was dressed in a strapless shirt and shorts. She was trying to dry her hair with the towel until she saw Inuyasha sitting on the bed looking down at his rag covered hand, Kagome throw the towel into the bath room and shut the door. Inuyasha looked up at her. "May I help you my lord?" Kagome asked in a mean tone. Inuyasha stood up as his hand tightened around the blood covered rag, as he growled with anger. "Kagome why can't you see I am trying to get to know you better… There's something I feel with you that I don't fell with anyone else, don't you fell It to!?" He growled as he stepped closer to her. Kagome turned and looked at him. "Of curse I do!" She gasped as the words she had been hiding came out. "Then why won't you let me get close to you?" He asked. "Because I'm scared, why can't you see I am so scared of Naraku of Kikyou of you." She started to cry she could feel her checks redden and her eyes fell with tears.
"Scared of me….. What are you so scared of!?" He yelled coming closer to her. "I'm scared of wanting you, I don't want to be played with, I am so scared that my heart well be torn apart." She yelled back her voice becoming teemed and soft. Inuyasha walked closer and wrapped her in his arms. "Kagome I could never…." He stopped he was happy to have her in his arms, but he wanted more he couldn't get her out of his mind ever day that he first saw her. He wanted to tell her how he felt he wanted her to know. Kagome cried into his chest her heart seemed to be crying out to him like now that she had him close not to let him go.
Kagome heard the door open and saw Kathy enter. Inuyasha let Kagome go and turned to Kathy. "What is it?" he asked. "Inuyasha…. Naraku wants you." She whispered. Inuyasha nodded and walked out of the room. Kathy looked at Kagome. "For your own good don't fall in love with him…" Kathy muttered shutting the door. Kagome sighed and wiped her eyes and jumped onto her bed and flipping over onto her back, the fell of being in his arms still lingered. She heard the door open again and she jumped up looking at who it was.
Kikyou entered the room and closed it locking it behind her. Kagome got out of the bed and stood up, she forgot about kikyou. "I told you not to touch him." Kikyou muttered looking at her. "Inuyasha came to me." Kagome answered. Kikyou walked across the room and slapped Kagome across the face. Kagome turned her head the slap burning into her check. "If you ever come any where near him again I'll kill you, Inuyasha is mine slave and you can't do anything to change that." Kikyou angrily announced as she started to leave the room. "If you like Naraku as well why can't you be with him, Inuyasha is not property he is a person!" Kagome yelled. Kikyou turned. "How dare you." She muttered.
"Inuyasha as feelings for me and you can't take them away." Kagome continued. "He might have FEELINGS for you but he LOVES me, and no matter how much you try to change it he always comes back to me." Kikyou argued starting to leave again. "What do you mean always?" Kagome asked. "Oh didn't Inuyasha tell you he has done this before, but it's always a fling lust more then love, in the end I am the girl for him." Kikyou laughed unlocking the door. Kagome felt her heat tear in two, she fell to her knees and held her stomach, Kikyou smiled and left the room.
The next morning Kagome started her cores before eating, she got up at 3 she was bound and determined to finch her work before Inuyasha came to the house. Miroku walked past her as she was hard at work. "Kagome what's wrong with you?" Miroku asked grabbing her broom and looking into her eyes. Kagome looked at him she seemed to be in a daze, the words of Kikyou and Inuyasha replaying in her mind. "Miroku, have you ever seen Inuyasha cheat?" She asked. Miroku shock his head. "You like him don't you?" He asked. "Its just something.." She stopped so she wouldn't cry. "Something Kikyou said, that girl lies out of her teeth, maybe you should ask Inuyasha, although I would suggest that you keep your relationship on a down low or Naraku might get a little to friendly." He suggested walking into the kitchen to get his list for the day.
Kagome sighed she was done with her work and she sat relaxed on the couch, she had helped Miroku with his so he could go see Sango for the rest of the day. She sat there awaiting Inuyasha's arrival when Naraku entered the room. She stood up and lowered her head to him. "Please sit down." Naraku told her as he walked over and sat down in the chair. "You're a vary attractive girl you know." He announced. "So you have said before." Kagome sat back down on the couch. "Inuyasha has grown a shine to you." He continued. Kagome said nothing, she knew what he was doing, trying to get her into bed then dump her, she wanted nothing to do with it, Naraku as a vile mean man and she saw right throw his tricks. "Would you like a nice hot bath with me tonight?" He asked. Kagome looked up at him. "No thank you." She answered.