A/N HEY EVERYONE, THANKS FOR READING, AND THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR THE REVIEWS YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING.
DISCLAIMER: PLEASE SEE CHAPTER ONE
Dear Diary
I comb the crowd and pick her out everytime, like an invisible force. Her eyes rearely meet mine, she is always using her gracious charm on others.i wish she would focus something ther then anger at me but I conceal these feelings in the fear that if I don't she may stop talking to me at all and even when she is shouting at me my addiction is feed. She is my cocain, my drug.
I now have a cut for ever insult, a little reminder that as much as I depend on I must never trust her, the only thing I can trust is a clear liquid, Russian for water of life, that and Catherine is all my life is worth.
My blade is the best hangover medicine after a night of extasy, every cut snaps me back to reality much quicker then any asprin ever could.
Well now im going to get my bottle and forget how sexy Catherine looked tonight.
I love Catherine Willows.
Sara Sidle
I KNOW THAT WASN'T WRITTEN AS WELL AS THE LAST ENTRY BUT I WROTE IT DURING ENGLISH LOL SO I HAD TO KEEP MAKING SURE THE TEACHER WASN'T READING OVER MY SHOULDER LIKE IV CAUGHT HER DOING BEFORE :S
I HAVE ANOTHER ONE ALMOST FINISHED, ITS MUCH LONGER AND I WILL FINISH IT TOMMOROW AND HOPEFULL POST IT TOMMOROW NIGHT.
I LOVE YOU GUYS
PLEASE REVIEW I SWEAR THAT BUTTON IS ORGASMISTIC LOL