DISCLAIMER: anything recognizable belongs to Stephenie Meyer unless you are told otherwise. Anything unrecognizable belongs to my brains, nervous system, hands and eyes and the stuff that makes me live. So you can either thank them or throw dictators at them. (I don't own cheese-its, I think)

A/N: Umm I'm pretty sure I'm I in love with a couple of people now. And right now I'm lazily typing this with one hand in honor of Misery's-toll! Oh yah sausage, she reviewed me! Not going to give any explanation to that except; ORC DORKS THAT ALSO ARE PREP NERDS DON'T MIX WITH REGULAR ORC DORKS!!!

My first stop was the bank. Of course I was pretty sure I didn't have that much but whatever it was I would have to make do for now.

When I cashed my check, well all the rest of the money in bank account for that matter, I decided I might have to adopt a new catch-phrase, 'Screw it'. I liked it. It fit my new adventure (which was what I was now calling one of my worst ideas ever).

As I was driving home with my money I noticed that I would have to see Edward one last time before I left. I seriously doubted I had enough will power to not confront him about it. I also seriously doubted I would be able to get my breathing back to normal.

"Screw it. I'm going in." Man, I am going to love saying that.

"Hey guys I'm home" I announced to find Edward and Charlie sitting in the living room watching ESPN.

"Hey Bella, we ordered some pizza. It's in the kitchen." Neither of them looked away from the T.V. The concentration was normal for Charlie, but defiantly not for Edward. This only made me even surer of myself, and my plan. (A/n surer is a word)

I left them to their football or whatever it was to eat my pizza alone at the table.

As I looked around the room I realized that I would really miss this place, not just the people. There were a lot of happy memories around here. I was glad I had pictures. I really hoped I would be coming back. I also hoped Edward actually did what I wanted him to do.

I had to stop my thoughts and concentrate on being normal once I had finished my pizza so I decided to go get my camera. After all I would definitely be missing both of the guys 'sports-talking' in the living room.

After running up stairs, retrieving my camera, and running back down (only tripping twice, can we say accomplishment?). I snuck around the corner and took a picture of Charlie.

"Bella, why are you taking a picture of me?"

"Because I'm sending it in to the police of the year calendar headquarters, why else would I take pictures of you." I could get used to the constant sarcasm.

"Well while we're at it why don't we take pictures of other people or accidentally ruin the film?"

"I vote other people."

"Others it is. Then scrunch in next to Edward."

We took pictures until the film ran out. I had to be told to smile for every single picture I was in.

After the photo shoot Edward decided it was time to go.

"Are you going to stay?" Hoping at the same time, that he would stay forever, but wouldn't stay just tonight. At least I had a fifty-fifty chance both ways.

"No" Came the reply, just as I expected.

"Hey Edward."

"Yah?"

"I think I'll be driving myself tomorrow the thing wants to make an appearance."

"Sure thing Bella, I'll see you tomorrow." Then he got into his car and drove away.

I decided to head in; after all I had a long day ahead of me tomorrow, full of plans.

I did the whole "human minute" thing, then went into my room. I decided to start packing tonight and then finish in the morning before I left.

While I was packing it hit me like a wheel of cheese on an unflavored cheese-it, I was really leaving. I wasn't like the spring when I was running away to save my life and others. Or was it? How would I survive without Edward? I never thought it was possible that I would be without him. And now we were both contemplating leaving.

I felt like everything was moving too fast. I was feeling really dizzy looking at the packing I'd done, so I laid down on my bed. Before I knew it I was asleep. And dreaming.

A/n: well this isn't very long but hey I've been sitting here for exactly two hours, I kid you not. Oh and I'm really tired and my evil mommy took away all the caffeine so this is what you get. I'll try to get the next one to you just as fast. Oh and so far thanks to some lovely reviewers: bunnyofdeath, teehee37, Misery's-Toll, LaTuaCantante143, and iheartEdward, fabricating-evidence. And thank you to BOOKLOVER892, LaTuaCantante143, bunnyofdeath, iheartEdward, nightflower2008, and teehee37 for adding me to their alert list. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!! So yah goodnight and sausage. p.s. I'm not completely crazy!