Disclaimer for whole story: I was talking to this girl the other day and all of the sudden, it hit me. Yes a sandwich hit me smack dab in the middle of my face. Oh, yeah everything that you can recognize before you read this story does NOT belong to me until further notice. No Franz Ferdinand either. And I thought all the good stuff in life was free. I think I'm going to strangle whoever made up that lie and then steal all of their stuff.

A/N: okay I wanted to tell you something but I forgot so I'll tell you later. Ok this is later and I think it was I LOVE MY REVIEWERS. You guys are all so awesome. I totally get through school thinking I wonder what they'll write toad-day. Rock ON!! LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU DON'T REVIEW!!! THANKS FOR READING!!!! Oh yah, umm like no direct Charlie anymore so don't say where's Charlie to freak out and make Bella go home. Oh and thanks to Sophie who won't let me take a shower so I'm here typing this up instead. Once again on with the show. SCHMILE!!!

I woke up in my truck remembering yesterday's events. I had did it, I had left Edward I couldn't believe it. I really hoped this plan would work or I would kick myself in the booty. Booty, what a fun word to say.

Oh my god I must be going crazy if I was thinking about booty while I was running away. I needed caffeine, and fast.

I pulled back onto the road. I couldn't believe how hard it was raining. The rain made it too hard to see anything in front of me. But I kept going. The little voice in the back of my head kept urging me on, though I didn't know why.

When I finally passed a McDonalds I went through the drive-through and ordered breakfast and a HUGE coffee. I finally figured out why they had to take away the super-size option; I was bouncing off the walls. Which might have been a good thing because I was completely dreading having to do what I was going to have to do later today.

I drove for about five more hours before I was hungry again. I decided that as long as I was going to stop for Food I should probably just get it over with, and call Renee. Not only that but I was going to have to fake a fight so I wouldn't have to go to Jacksonville.

I felt like I was going to up chuck all over the phone stall before I even dialed the number. I just stood there and stared at the phone wondering who would take first place at the gymnastics meet going on in my stomach.

Then I was finally brave enough. I picked the phone off of the cradle and started dialing; first the access code, then the area code, and finally my mom's number.

My hands were shaking by the time I had finished pushing in the last number, and I could fell the bile rising up in my throat. This was going big fight.

I was about to hang when I finally heard a distressed voice answer the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hi, mom it's me-". She cut me off before I could try to explain.

"Bella where the hell are you? Do you have any idea how worried I have been? First I never hear from you ever. Then all of the sudden I get a call from Charlie that my only daughter is missing! Do you know how that feels? No you don't because you don't have a child."

"And I never will", I mumbled under my breath, then Louder to my mom," mom I was coming to visit you is it okay that I miss you and want to see you?"

"Bella its okay to miss me and see me, but you can't just go off on your own and not anybody. You've never been this before; does the water taste normal? Bella you need to go back. We can get a plane ticket and set up a date for you to come see me, but you just can't do this." she scolded pleadingly.

"You know what mom, since you don't want to see me, I don't think I'll go to Jacksonville after all." I couldn't believe I was doing this to my oldest friend.

"Bella you can't just run away. You have-"

I cut her off there. "Mom I'm eighteen, I can do whatever I want. I'm not saying I won't miss you, I will. I love you, I really do. Oh, and no police this is a free will thing."

I hung the phone back on the cradle and ran out of the gas station. On my way out I saw everyone giving me weird looks. I wondered how I would look at someone if I saw this and forgave them.

Once I was in the safety of my car and on the road, (no more weird looks) I bawled my eyes out. I knew I was going to have to say goodbye to Renee at some point, but I didn't expect the point to be so sharp and cold.

At first I thought it was just my eyes but the pounding kept going I couldn't and I was pretty sure my eyes couldn't sound like rain too. I couldn't believe it was still raining, but I kept on driving even thought the mixture of tears and rain made it harder than heck. I wondered how it could be. I left one of the rainiest places; I thought maybe Forks was following me.

Once again I was grateful for my new stereo; my mind kept wondering if it didn't have anything else to do. I turned it on to hear none other than, Don't Start by Franz Ferdinand. I laughed at it's lyrics but I had to listen to it, it pulled me in. Sorry archduke but the advice is coming a little too late.

I kept driving until I was hungry. I still didn't know where I was, and I still didn't care.

I barely tasted my food as I shoved it down my throat. I knew I would have to find a place soon because the gas for my truck was eating all my money, but so far nothing stood out to me.

I pulled over for the night once again, wondering what lay ahead of me. Just like last night I couldn't get my head clear, but this night I had remembered my birthday present. I got my CD player out and popped it in.

It was wonderful; I wouldn't have to feel like an idiot humming to myself every night, someone special would be playing for me. Now I couldn't believe I hated my birthday presents, they were turning out to be life savers. I couldn't help but wonder how the plane tickets would help me.

Tonight I was once again wondering not just what Edward was doing but everyone else was doing as well.

In my mind I envisioned Jessica gossiping about me eloping or something equally crazy. Mike was flaming over the fact that he wasn't important enough for me to give a personal farewell to. Angela was just worried and hoped I was okay. Lauren had a very smug look on her face.

That was just my lunch table at school. I was unbelievably sorry for leaving my family and I really wished I could see them all now. Alice was most likely throwing an 'I told you so!' in Edward's face. I could hear Emmett's booming laugh as he tried to picture me doing this. Jasper had a sorry face believing this was all his doing, when it was just the idiot he was related too. Rosalie had a smile on her face happy to be rid of the human that had tainted her family.

But worst of all was having to picture the faces of both sets of parents; for I knew there were two that loved and worried about me. Both mothers were wringing their hands looking out the window hoping to see me. Others tried to comfort them but to no avail; the only thing that would make them stop would be direct proof that I okay, as in me. Both fathers were worried but one knew they couldn't truly help; life would just have to go on. The other one just happened to be frantically searching for a way to make me come home, until he realized that he wouldn't be able to make me come back.

The flurry of thoughts kept going until my lullaby finally put me to sleep.

A/n: um hey I think I'm still doing well with the posting thing and there's a weekend coming up so I'm going to try to get ahead. Uh thanks to Sophie again for not beating me off the computer even though she thinks I'm a freak and has no idea what I'm doing. I had a funny story about the rain and god that I was going to put in. Well don't forget I'm trying my hardest. Oh and you should listen to Don't start/ any other songs I put in the story because: I love music.

Lovies, Andie