Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters, Stephenie Meyers does! Sad I know it would be amazing if I did!

This is fluff at the beginning but it gets to the point! I hope you like it-


Edward held me while I cried and rocked me gently until my whimpering stopped. His graceful cool hand was gently stroking my hair, while his other was pulling me into his chest. More than I had ever felt before, I felt that I didn't deserve Edward. He was to amazing, to perfect, to be with me, a weak, defenseless little human who must have cried with him more than he had ever seen before.

But more than the feelings of not deserving were the feelings of complete gratefulness for what he gave to me, in just his presence, and the absolutely immeasurable love that I had for him, and his love for me.

"I love you Bella, I love you more than life itself," he whispered into me ear when he noticed that I was staring at his gorgeous eyes, that were a surprisingly butterscotch color. I hadn't noticed he left to hunt. Must have been when I was with Alice. I thought to myself.

"I love you to Edward, more than I ever thought I could love anyone," He smiled and leaned down to kiss me. But this kiss was different. His lips caressed mine more lovingly than they ever had before, all of his boundaries were being pushed, and he was the one who was leading the pushing. I of course did not object and kissed him back with just as much passion.

After what seemed like hours of kissing, I felt his cool hand lift my shirt over my head. I looked at him questioningly and he stared back at me with pure ecstasy in his eyes before leaning in to assault me with his lips once more. For the first time Edward's hands touched my chest as I was slowly unbuttoning his loose shirt and gradually slid it off of his marble arms.

Right before Edward was finally going to embark on the endeavor that would promise our love for each other, Alice burst through the door.

"Edward! Come down stairs NO-" I looked up at her with what I am sure were startled eyes and she covered her face with her perfect hands, "I am so sorry I didn't know but Carlisle got home and, he wants, he needs everyone, but I guess you two… Carlisle wants you downstairs!" She finally spit out before running out of the room slamming the door behind her.

Edward pulled me into him and nuzzled my neck, "We should go," he whispered and I looked into eyes that told me he was thinking just the opposite. I carefully raised myself from his grasp and sat up on the bed making a grab for my clothes. By the time I was about to give up and get out of bed to get dressed Edward had my shirt and was raising my arms above my head to slip my torso into it. I smiled at him appreciatively and kissed his lips. Turning to look for my pants on the clothing littered floor.

I jumped out of bed and pulled on the rest of my clothes, just to see Edward walking out the bathroom looking like he had just gotten into and out of the shower. I laughed at myself for being astounded by his speed. And walked towards the door he had held open.

We walked downstairs hand in hand, into a room full of smiling vampires. As soon as Emmett looked at Edward and I, and let out a low whistle my face was on fire. I was sure to be the color of a beet and getting redder by the second. Edward pulled me into his side and growled lowly at the family whispering something to fast for my human paced ears.

It must have been something about not making me more embarrassed than I was because they all were silent as we sat down.

I looked over at Alice and she bit her lip and smiled sheepishly, I thought to myself wishing that she could hear me, Yeah, You should be sorry about saying anything! I won't live this down for the rest of my LIFE! But I knew inside I could never be mad at the pixie-like vampire staring at me from across the room, so I smiled lightly and shook my head showing her that it was okay and that I wouldn't stay mad.

Edward looked down at me and I looked up at him to see his smile grow from ear to ear and turn swiftly to look at Emmett and nod his head "yes" to whatever he was asking. I closed my eyes feeling the blush return and hoped unsuccessfully that they weren't talking about Edward's and I's time in the bedroom.

"Edward," Carlisle said out loud and everyone turned to look at the stunningly gorgeous vampire sitting next to his wife across from Alice and Jasper, he had a calm look on his face but it hinted to the more angry feelings he was experiencing. The room was silent as Edward listened to Carlisle talk to him through his thoughts. I watched Edward carefully, trying to differentiate between his stone expression and the slight winces that were gone before I could be sure they were there.

Finally after what seemed like an eternity, but must have not been more than a few minutes, Edward's eyes shifted to mine looking pained and whispered a simple, "No,"

I was going to stop here, but decided I felt like continuing!

I wrapped my arm around my beloved's waist and tried to make his now dark eyes look into mine. He gently patted my hand and I knew at that moment something was terribly terribly wrong. Edward's eyes were now coal black and he kept shaking his head no.

I looked over at Carlisle who was now showing his intense lividness through his face, I could tell he was yelling at Edward through his mind, by the way his mouth quivered, begging to let the words come out through shouts.

Esme was calmly patting Carlisle's hand that was clenched around the bottom of the armrest, and I looked over at Alice for help. Her eyes were black also, and had her jaw clenched in the same position as Carlisle's staring intently at Edward. I looked around the room full of my adored family and all of their gorgeous faces showed intense fury directed at Edward.

Now I was sure that at least 15 minutes had passed without a word. Without one of the screeching thoughts reaching my lips, but I couldn't hold back any longer. "Stop! Please! Tell me what's wrong! Tell me what happened!" I yelled louder than I expected. I was now standing screaming in the general direction of Carlisle and Esme.

All eyes were on me as I looked around the room, they were all expressionless. But Edward was still looking down at his fisted hands in his lap, resembling a shamed puppy. I could feel the angry tears stinging my eyes and started towards the door.

I couldn't handle being in that room anymore I could almost hear the screams directed at Edward. What did he do? How could he ever do something bad enough to make Carlisle this angry? What is wrong? Why are they all so angry?!

I reached the front door and turned around briefly to see Edward's shoulders shaking in tearless sobs. Rosalie and Emmett were gone, probably gone to their room, And Alice was swiftly yelling something at Edward that I couldn't hear. The worst thing was, was that Carlisle was still staring fuming at Edward from the same place he was before. I don't understand! Why won't anyone tell me what is going on?!

Finally, Alice screamed out loud enough for me to have to cover my delicate ears, "Edward how could you! Do you know what this is going to do to her when she finds out!" I heard a shattering sound as Alice's hand made hard contact with Edwards jaw.

I ran over to her and grabbed her shaking hand. Her eyes widened in horror when she turned to look at me. Edward's shoulders were shaking harder than before as he turned his body away from me when I put a light hand on his shoulder. "Edward, I- I am so sorry, I didn't know she was still here, I-" Alice almost cried out before turning around into Jasper her own shoulders shaking now.

I took a breath before continuing. "Edward, what is it? What is going to kill me if I find out?" I pleaded. His eyes looked into mine, and it pierced my heart to see him with that much ache in his beautiful butterscotch eyes. His lips turned down into a pained frown and he started sobbing. I immediately sat down and began kissing his cheeks, his neck, his arms, anything I could reach.

Carlisle's stern voice broke me from my trance of comforting Edward, "Edward tell her now, we will all leave you two alone to talk." With that I watched the entire family except for Edward and I walk through the front door.

"Edward what is it? Please tell me, please? I love you no matter what! I promise!" I half whispered to my sobbing angel.

He looked up at me and grabbed my face in his hands, "You promise?" He said sternly. I nodded a little unsure, but I knew that nothing would stop my love for Edward. This is bad. This is really bad. I thought, as he kissed me tenderly just as he had before he left me in the deserted forest.

He released my face from his grasp, and took a deep breath, before grabbing my hand and began….

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How was it?… I betcha want to know what they're gunna talk about huh? Hahaha I am so cruel I am sorry but I really have to do homework now I have finals tomorrow!!

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