Heloo… So I got sort of mixed feelings about whom Bella should end up with but I am 80 percent sure on who it is going to be… I think
I may not be able to update for about a week and a half or more… sooooo… if you want one more chapter out by tomorrow night you better have some pretty good bribes… haha..
On we go…
Disclaimer: Я не имею ничто не характеры не книги ничто, насколько грустный - это?... wow that's german it says… I do not own anything, not the characters, not the books, nothing how sad is that?... wow that's pretty intense…
Anyways here is your dose of 'Not even a tear' for today… enjoy and REVIEW please…!!
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Recap- Sweet breath blew into my face as he murmured words I did not want to hear. "I'm here for you my love, now we can be together just like I promised." A hand flew over my mouth and I was swiftly lifted into his hard arms.
Bella's POV
A dropping sensation tickled inside my stomach as I felt Edward's hard body jump out of the window. I struggled against his stone arms and chest trying with all my might to call for Quil or to get out of his constricting arms. A hand stayed firmly over my mouth and arms roughly cradled my body to the cold form of a man who was taking me from my love.
I relaxed for a minute and Edward's arms relaxed with my body, I took the moment's chance and screamed as loud as I could for my hero and the boy who held my heart. "Quil! H-" before I could utter another syllable the marble hand clamped over my mouth tightly making me flinch from the sudden impact on the sides of my jaw. I had a feeling that would bruise.
"You would be helping yourself if you kept quiet for now Isabella." Edward's melodical and icy voice whispered into my ear. I opened my eyes that I hadn't even realized I'd squinted shut for a moment and looked to the side of me.
Trees and bushes blurred past at a dizzying pace in front of me creating a wall of green. From somewhere above us sunshine tried to break through the layer of clouds making the sunshine fade to a gray. Lone birds were calling in the tree tops but no other sounds were heard. Even Edward's footsteps as he ran at an inhuman speed made no sound.
An almost tangible warning loomed in the forest as we ran, an ominous feeling over took my mind and I shied away from it into Edward's chest. He chuckled slightly as I did so, "I knew you would come around my love," I had a strong urge to gag but held myself back from doing so.
"I don't love you Edward. I am not your love." I mumbled forcefully against his hand. I arched my back so that I wasn't as close to him and lowered my head down so that if I opened my eyes I would be staring at the leave and vine covered ground.
He chuckled again this time quieter and almost ringing with a I-know-something-you-don't mockery. "Oh you will be, trust me." He whispered almost to quiet for me to hear.
We ran for a minute more before Edward came to a dead stop sending me flying forward and then ricocheting off of his hard arms back into chest. The impact of my back on his marble like body knocked the wind out of me. I gasped for a moment desperate for the air to return to my body.
Edward rolled me over in his arms the second the first gasp escaped my mouth, begging for oxygen to return to my lungs. I looked into his eyes and was more than surprised to see concern and worry sketched plainly on his face. His eyes searched mine as a realization hit me. He still cares. He really does still love me. I almost smiled at him in between my struggle for breath but then remembered that this was the same vampire that had killed Jacob. He killed Jacob and is now trying to destroy what I have made with Quil. He kidnapped me away from my love. I glared at him instead of the smile that had previously tried to show almost shaking with the absolute fury I felt.
I inhaled sharply a last time and finally felt normal breathing patterns returning. "Are you alright?" Edward asked concern still lacing through his voice.
"No, Edward, NO! I am not okay! Jacob is dead because of you! You just stole me away from Quil! And now you are telling me that I am going to be yours?" I paused regaining some of my composure. "You know Edward? Do you know what would make me alright?" He seemed at loss for words so I continued and answered my own question. "If you brought me back to Quil, left me alone for the rest of my life, and with that take your ridiculous notion that I will EVER love you again with you." I spat out. "Go to hell Edward!" I screamed at him trying to get out of his arms. He held me tightly. "Put me down!" I screamed, now livid with anger.
I glared at him biting my tongue so I didn't say any more than I had. He kept his eyes straight ahead and made no move to let me down or to answer what I had said. I took the opportunity to look over my shoulder and find out where we were.
A dirt road stretched out in front of me in the middle of two hills covered by trees. I could feel panic rising in my body making my breaths come in short gasps, I could hear my heart in my chest beating twice as fast as usually does. I started shaking and wanted badly to be back in Quil's arms. Edward tried to pull me to him but was rejected by a very angry, "Don't! I don't want to be near you!" and he didn't try again.
After standing for more than 5 minutes I could feel the blood loss in my legs from being held. "Put me down." I exhaled slowly. "Please." I added breathily looking out over the hill closest to us. Edward seemed to think for a moment before gently setting me on my feet. I stretched my legs but the second I tried to take a step forward Edward's rock hard grip was around my upper arm.
"You're staying right here. Don't even try running; it will only make it that much worse for you." Edward's voice was set and unemotional as he warned me. I ripped my arm from his hand and crossed them across my chest noticing how cold it was. If Quil were here he could warm you. I thought to myself. A shot of helplessness and want burst through my body making me crumple to the ground.
The hole that had presented itself when Jacob died opened. Raw and burning through my torso, I clutched my stomach in an attempt to hold myself together. I felt Edward's feet shuffle on the ground next to me ad felt a cold hand on my shoulder, I slapped it away and cringed away from where he now sat on the ground. "Bel-" Edward started.
"Don't talk to me." I half sobbed and returned to my ball on the ground. I stayed sobbing on the ground for probably another 5 minutes before I heard car tires coming towards us on the gravel and dirt road. I wiped my eyes and sat up, noticing I was still in my pajama pants and camisole top. I wrapped my arms around myself and stood.
Edward walked back over to my side and put him hand on my lower back pushing me forward towards the car. I flinched away from his hand making sure he knew I didn't want his hands on me, and kept walking to the car, and away from Quil.
Edward walked in front of me towards the car and faster than I could realize what I was doing I turned around and started running away from the silver SUV. I ran for maybe 10 seconds before icy hands wrapped around my waist and pulled me back with little effort. "I told you not to go anywhere." A venom coated voice spat at me.
I started screaming for Quil as loud as I possibly could. Edward had to keep his stone arms around my waist lifting me from the ground so I wouldn't fight out of his arms so no hands could cover my mouth. I yelled and screamed and kicked until Edward threw me into the backseat.
Tears streamed down my face and the last thing that I screamed was a plea to Quil to come get me before the door slammed. I lay face down on the seat, taking shaky breaths. "Please," I whispered.
"I thought you said she was coming willingly." A concerned and possibly scared female voice said from the driver's seat as Edward climbed in the other side of the back seat. I couldn't quite place the voice so I knew it was none of the Cullens but for some reason I knew I had heard it before.
Edward sighed. "She will give in soon." No one moved for a moment the only sound was my sobbing. "Go!" Edward barked in a powerful voice that made me cower away from him into the farthest seat away from him.
I pulled my feet into my chest and leaned against the window crying silently wishing that there was someway Quil could come save me.
I closed my eyes gently and let the tears fall down my cheeks as they pleased. My arms were still wrapped around my torso holding me in one piece. I glanced up for a minute and saw wavy honey colored hair flowing around the face of the girl in front of me. I tried to remember where I knew her voice but I just couldn't think of it.
I looked out the window and thought of the chance that I could get away if I jumped out of the car door. Not very good, I decided. I saw that we were still on a deserted road but at least now it was paved. The leaves were becoming more colors as we drove, not just the plain green of Forks and La Push. Red, yellow, and orange colored the trees and ground and made the feeling of loss that much worse.
We were driving away from La Push, away from Quil, away from home. New tears flowed down my flushed cheeks, and I thought over the past couple of weeks. How much I had cried. It was all because he killed Jacob. I thought hatefully. But I would never have met Quil, if he hadn't, I told myself and an urge to thank Edward ate at me but I didn't. He didn't deserve a thank you. He may have given me Quil. But he also just took him away.
I told myself I would find away back to Quil and with that reassurance I stared blindly out of the window watching the trees turn colors and watching the sun set to my left.
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