Summary: Starts off with Ellie's incident and Sean is the only one able to help her. Then it shows small flashbacks from the previous week of the couple getting closer, the cause of Ellie's hurt and the reason why they seem to suddenly break up. Bad summary. Good story.
Rating: PG-13 for Some Language, Brief Self-Pain Infliction, Thematic Elements, and Mild Sensual Content.
Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi: The Next Generation or any of the show's characters. I do not own the song "Everything" either. I, Myself, own nothing, this fanfic is merely for fun and written from the cause of true boredom.
Everything
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you got a perfect girl
and it's a perfect world
you build a fortress around you
can see no reason not to continue
the things that you always dreamed about
you know that in time they'll be running out
stop turning around and round and round
everything you wanted will be falling down like castles in the sand
everything you needed in the world,
you're holding, holding in your hands
and if this comfortable life is your only passage through time
just make sure you can break through
the walls that you are building around you
the things you always dreamed about
you know that in time they'll be running out
stop turning around and round and round
everything you wanted will be coming down like castles in the sand
everything you needed in the world you're holding,
holding in your hands
wanna be part of the world
you gotta hand something over
wanna be part of the world
the things you always dreamed about
you know that in time they'll be running out
the things you always dreamed about
so turn it around and round and round
everything you wanted will be falling down like castles in the sand
everything you needed in the world you're holding,
holding in your hands
don't you want to hold it, hold it now
everything that you need
you're holding in your hands
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(A/N- I am gonna put in flashbacks starting in this chapter. I hope you guys don't get confused. Thanks to all who read this.)
Chapter Two: Experiences
Sean quickly made his way to Ellie's not really sure what had happened. He soon reached her house and hurriedly hopped from his truck. Opening the door he quickly examined the room.
"Ellie, El! Where are you?!" He runs upstairs and into her room, seeing no Ellie, but the sight in front of him did catch his attention. There was a good amount of blood dripped onto her bed's comforter and a bloody razor blade a few feet from the bed. "Oh shit!" He knew something bad happened. Without waiting another second he ran down the stairs. Looking through the rooms he sees Mrs. Nash passed out drunk on the couch and a broken glass bottle on the floor next to her, but she was not any of his concern at this minute. He moved to the next room and noticed Ellie's legs sticking out from behind the island in the kitchen. He moved to her side a little taken back from the full sight. She was so pale, her right arm wrapped in a blood drenched towel and the phone, a few inches from her left hand, the dial tone beeping.
"Oh Ellie, look what you did to yourself." He put his hand on her cheek tilting her face towards him and brought his other hand to her hair stroking it lightly. Then he reached for the phone clicking it off and placing it back on the hook. He got another towel from her hall closet, walked over to her and carefully replaced the towel on her arm. Making sure the towel was secure, he moved himself into the bathroom putting the bloody towel in the hamper and cleaning his, now red-tinted hands, in the sink. Once he had finished he walked over to Ellie, easily picked her up and brought her out to his truck. Carefully laying her in the back-seat he started the truck driving quickly down the rode, thinking to himself.
I did this to her. If only I didn't have Emma over all the week and then when she walked in on us. I made her hurt herself. Damn it, I knew something would happen to her, why did I let this happen to her.
---Flashback---
Ellie is sitting at the desk in Sean's room studying. While Sean is lying on his bed looking through his geometry book. As Ellie mumbles anther statement to herself, Sean walks over wrapping his arms around her and starts to kiss up and down her neck.
"Sean ... come on we have a test tomorrow, Sean." She leans her head back and sighs.
He laughs into her neck and rests his chin on her shoulder. "El, we have been studying for long enough, come on. Please?" He said making that poor, innocent boy look.
She gives him a half smile, then stands placing her hands on his shoulders. "You know I can't say no to that face." She said pushing him onto the bed, which causes Sean's eyes to widen from her dominating attitude. She then lays on top of him. They start to kiss and gradually he moves her to be somewhat underneath him as he leans over her, still continuing to kiss her. After a moment he brings his hand to the ends of her shirt and works his way up the back, his hand on her bare back under her shirt just beginning to tug it almost off, but Ellie puts her hand on his arm forcing his hand out from her shirt.
Sean breaks away from her looking confused. "What?"
She runs her finger along his jaw then starts to play with the chain around his neck. "Not yet ... I'm just not comfortable with anything else okay." She said in almost a shy whisper.
He gave her his classic side smirk, brushed a few strands of her hair away from her face, then kissed her forehead. "Whatever you want I'm okay with it."
She placed her hand on the back of his neck, smiled and pulled him back in for another kiss, but it is soon cut short when his doorbell rang. Sean seems to ignore it and continues to kiss her. Ellie puts a hand on his chest and pushes him away. "Shouldn't you get the door?"
He places a hand on her side pulling her closer, "It's probably just Jay or Towerz or whoever."
He leans in to kiss her again, but she holds him back, once again. "You should answer the door."
He rolls his eyes and gets up.
Ellie smiles watching him walk out of his room. "Don't worry about me I'll just get back to my studying."
Sean Quickly raises his hands in the air. "Party's over now ... happy?"
"Very." She says laughing a bit to herself.
Sean sighs right before opening the door seeing a blonde girl standing there her back turned to him. "Yeah, can I help... Wait Emma?"
The girl turns to face him some of her hair hanging loosely in her face and tears in her eyes, but none have seemed to have fallen down her cheeks.
"What's wrong, what happened?" He asked concerned.
(F.Y.I.- Emma and Sean have been close friends for a year and a half now.)
"It's nothing really just," Some tears tread down her face. "Jake broke up with me."
"Em, come in. I'm sorry, I knew he was a real ass." He said bringing her to the couch.
"Yeah, and snake is getting sick again and I had another fight with my mom." She said trying to push back some tears.
"Your a mess, Em, Come here." He pulls her into a quick hug and then wipes some of her tears away.
"Sorry, I just didn't know what to do. If I was to stay in that house for another second I would have probably went crazy."
"No, it's okay, you can always come to me. Plus, your already crazy." He said rubbing hr arm and smirking.
She looked up at him giving a small smile. "True."
"Now what happened with you--" He was cut off by Ellie coming down the hall shouting out to him.
"Sean, who was at the door? And I was thinking ... maybe we can have another bre-- ..." She stopped talking when she saw hi and Emma on the couch. "Oh, Emma."
Emma wiped away more tears. "Hi Ellie."
"Oh sorry El. Emma was upset, I was just talking with her." He looks back over at Emma. "But I could just call her later."
Emma stands, getting his hint. "Yeah."
"No, its okay. I should really be going anyway." Ellie said walking back into Sean's room to get her stuff.
Emma looks from where Ellie was back to Sean who is sitting on the couch. "I'm sorry, I don't want her to leave just because of me. I should go."
"No, she will probably leave whether you stay or not. You don't want you friend to be all alone do you?" He gives a sad, almost pouting face.
Emma smiles and shakes her head. "Okay, then. For you friend."
Ellie comes back out her backpack slung over her shoulder. "Okay, well I'll see you tomorrow guys."
Sean gets up from the couch, walks over to Ellie and wraps his arms around her pulling her close to him. "She needs a friend, El."
Ellie nodded. "I know, I should have left a little while ago anyway." She said running a hand through his hair and then down his chest. "Bye, Cameron."
He smirks and kisses her. "Tomorrow, Miss Nash."
Ellie walks out the door and Sean returns back to sitting on the couch with Emma.
---End of Flashback---
Sean pulls into the Emergency Hospital's parking lot, quickly takes Ellie into his arms and rushes into the hospital.
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(A/N- I hope you all like it... Next chap will be up sooner.)