Everything

Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi: The Next Generation or any of the show's characters. I do not own the song "Everything" either. I, Myself, own nothing, this fanfic is merely for fun and written from the cause of true boredom.

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you got a perfect girl
and it's a perfect world
you build a fortress around you
can see no reason not to continue

the things that you always dreamed about
you know that in time they'll be running out
stop turning around and round and round
everything you wanted will be falling down like castles in the sand
everything you needed in the world,
you're holding, holding in your hands

and if this comfortable life is your only passage through time
just make sure you can break through
the walls that you are building around you

the things you always dreamed about
you know that in time they'll be running out
stop turning around and round and round
everything you wanted will be coming down like castles in the sand
everything you needed in the world you're holding,
holding in your hands

wanna be part of the world
you gotta hand something over
wanna be part of the world

the things you always dreamed about
you know that in time they'll be running out
the things you always dreamed about
so turn it around and round and round
everything you wanted will be falling down like castles in the sand
everything you needed in the world you're holding,
holding in your hands

don't you want to hold it, hold it now
everything that you need
you're holding in your hands
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Chapter Four:(Part Two) Memories Flood The Mind

The door creaks open as Sean enters with bags in hand, Ellie slowly trailing behind him. "You can um stay in Tracker's old room." He said placing the bags on the couch. "Is that okay Ellie?" He looked over at her as she hugged her right arm close to her body. "El?"

I didn't know what to say. How do you make someone feel comfortable after what happened between us.

He reached out to touch her arm causing her to flinch. He pulled his arm back letting it hang loosely to his side. "I've gotta head out for a minute. So i guess you could just put your stuff down or away ... whatever. Okay." He looked to her waiting for a response, her face remained blank. "Okay." He kept his eyes on her a few moments longer before leaving the apartment entirely.

She kept gazing to the small coffee table, which was stacked with magazines, school books and the expected candy wrappers, that she had been looking at since the second she arrived. She slowly reached for her bags, sliding them onto her small shoulders, and taking them into the room Sean had shown her. Dropping them on the floor she sat on the bed looking at her surroundings.

Why? I tried to escape him, and look where i am now, in his apartment. How can i stay here and not feel hurt everyday seeing him and knowing how he betrayed me?

She didn't want to but the times, the memories just came flooding back.

XxXFLASHBACKXxX

Ellie stood in the park waiting impatiently. As she looked down at her watch for what seemed to be the twelfth time within the last minute, She felt him wrap his arms around her waist from behind.

"So, where's your boyfriend?" He said in a low voice.

She smiled leaning her head back onto his shoulder. "Well, he sent me a message asking me to meet him here, he should be here soon."

"I guess we'll just have to be quick then." He said twisting her around and planting a kiss to her chapped lips.

Ellie released a giggle as she pulled back from her boyfriend's clutch. "Sean, can i ask you why i am standing in an abandoned park in the middle of November, when it is near fifty degrees outside?"

"So no one can here us." He said flicking his eyebrows and giving her another quick kiss.

"Sean, come on."

He pulled away from her entirely, taking a second to himself, and digging his right hand deep into his box. "Okay." He pulled out a small black velvet box, holding it tight in his hand, looking from me to the small box. "Ellie, i really care about you and well--"

"To propose?" She shouted, cutting him off. "Sean what are you thinking? We're only seventeen."

"I know that."

"And okay we could live in your apartment and get by on your student payment, but what about after you graduate? And I'm not ready for that Sean I'm just not." She rambled, nervously.

He took both her hands, putting the box in one and placing his over that. "I know that. It's just a promise ring. Saying that I love you and will never hurt you."

She looked down their two hands, pulling hers away with the box, and cracked it open examining the ring. "I don't know what to say."

He retrieved a small silver chain form his pocket and slide the ring onto it, placing it around her neck. "Say that you love me."

She smiled placing one arm around his neck. "I love you, Sean Cameron."

He smiled placing one hand on her face, brushing her cheek lightly with his thumb. "Now kiss me Ellie Nash."

She took her other hand placing it on his wrist, kissing him intently as he held her close to him.

XxXEND OF FLASHBACKXxX

Ellie wiped her fallen tears as she was brought back to the present day.

Things were so perfect like a fairytale. So, why did i have to lose him. He was just who i needed, he was everything to me.

(A/N: Hope you guys liked it and my next update is expected to be longer!)