Author: FrankxIeroxSavedxMe
Summary: Army Wives. After Chase and Trevor leave Roxy and Pamela find themselves a little depressed. Roland, whose wife, Joan, has also left, finds it his problem to help them with their problems. Roxy states she's fine, but Pamela needs help. But what happens when a little help turns into a little more? Roland/Pamela, and eventually Trevor/Roxy and maybe some Pamela/Chase Roland/Joan.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters at all. I own the coupling of Roland and Pamela and I guess I own the ideal of Joan's second tour. But I do not own the show or anything of that sort, so if you sue me, you get nothing. Oh I don't own the title of the story, Big Girls Don't Cry, either, it is the name of Fergie's new song.
Rating: Mmm, we'll rate it T just to be safe. Cause who knows how it will play out, I'm just writing it as I go along.
Authors Note: Just something I thought up. I mean, Roland wants a family. And I thought it'd be good drama. But I guess it brings out even more drama then that that is visible to the naked eye. I know it would never happen but its fan fiction.
Chapter Disclaimer: I don't own the chapter title, it's the title of a song by Chris Brown. And as you read before, anything or anyone related to the show is so not mine, even though I wish Trevor was.
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Say Goodbye.
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There's never a right time to say goodbye. The song described Roxy and what she was sure was Pamela's feelings exactly. Today Trevor was leaving for his tour in Iraq, and she hated the fact that he was leaving already. It wasn't meant to be this way, and she couldn't cry. She had to be strong, that was the other wives advice. Because if she showed weakness Trevor would worry about her while he was serving, and worrying could do no good, all it could do was risk his life more.
So she held back the tears, the boys couldn't, but that was understandable. The only father figure they had in their life was leaving, just about 21 or 22 days after he had entered their life. He said bye to them first and then turned to Roxy. She hugged him breathing in his cologne that she loved. The scent calmed her a bit.
"I love you baby." He told her as he hugged her and kissed her on the top of her head.
"I love you too." She said fighting back the tears.
"I'll be back soon. Don't worry." He whispered.
"I'll try not to, it's just this is all new. And we just got married, and now I'm alone."
"You'll do fine."
"LeBlanc! C'mon." Shouted a voice from the bus.
"T.J, Finn, watch your mother for me. I love you guys and I love you." He said giving Roxy a kiss before heading off to the bus. They watched and waved to him and he watched them until he was out of sight.
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Two Days Later.
Roxy found herself at an Army Wives meeting. Three of the five members of their close knit little group of members of the Army Wives groups spouses were gone now. Joan, Chase and Trevor were all gone. Roxy was a little disoriented but pretty much okay but Pamela hadn't taken it so well. So now her and Pamela sat at a table chatting while their kids played with the other kids their age.
"Hello Ladies." Roland stated as he walked over to their table. "Mind if I join you guys?"
"Hey Roland. And no we don't mind, do we Pam?" Roxy stated.
"No. don't mind." She said kind of off in her own little world.
"Look, Roxy, Pamela, I think you guys need some help." Roland started.
"Like mental help?" Roxy asked.
"No. Like coming and talking to me." Roland said.
"I'm fine. Just a little upset, but what army wife isn't? I think you should see Pamela though because she's been through a lot." Roxy said.
Finally after about a half hour of bribing, Roxy and Roland got Pamela to agree to go and see Roland for help.
So how does Pamela's help go? And is Roxy lying about not needing help? And how are the kids taking it? Oh and I need help, in a further chapter there is a possibility of Roxy being pregnant and its up to you whether she is or not, do you think she should be? I need to know so I can write the chapters ahead of time.
R&R
-tara lynn