Chapter 5- Afraid
A/N: This is a chapter where reference towards 'S' is brought in, so if you are a young reader, please, keep in mind that I don't like flames
Peace.
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Soon enough Vanessa found herself in Zac's arms, lying on there cozy coach, knowing what had happened last night.
'Does this mean I have to say yes…?' I thought, scared to have to make all commitment to him. I mean I had no problem with being him, but would he cheat again???
"Morning sunshine…" I heard Zac's muffled voice say, wrapping his arm around me, pulling me closer.
"Hello…breakfast…" I asked as I got up, and grabbed my bra, that lied on the floor.
"Sure…maybe some eggs and bacon..." he replied, getting up, and going to take a shower.
"Like I'm actually making it…" I muttered under my breath, and went to get changed, I went to mikki d's and picked up some breakfast.
When I came back I saw Zac singing in the mirror, looking like a dork, as usual, but hey…that's why I love 'em, right?
"Zac, we're not in concert, and you're not Baby V…" I said jokingly, and pulled him out of the bathroom and pushed him into the room, and told him to get dressed, leaving me to get breakfast out and the table set.
He came out in a hot baby blue button down shirt, and some casual jeans, he looked sexy…as usual.
"You know last night affected my choice…, but don't get your hopes up…" I said as I walked onto the balcony, just to watch the sunrise.
"It's beautiful…just like you…." Zac said as he held me closely, just enough so I could feel his gentle lips across my cheek.
"Yeah, yeah…" I said, pulling away from him, I was to Afraid….
Just when it's getting good
I slowly start to freeze
Just when it's feeling real
I put my heart to sleep
It's the memory I can see
Then this fear comes over me
Understand that I don't mean
To push you away from me
Why am I so afraid to crash down
and lose my heart again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me
Why am I so afraid to break down
and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me
You got a way of easing me out of myself
I can't stay but I can't leave,
I am my worst enemy
Please understand that
its not you it's what I do
Just when I'm about to run
I realize what I've become
Why am I so afraid to crash down
and lose my heart again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me
Why am I so afraid to break down
and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me
Now I wonder what you think of me
Don't kow why I break so easily
All my fears are armed surrounding me
I can't get no sleep
I keep runnin in circles around you
Are you the trap I wanna fall into??
Why am I so afraid to crash down
and lose my heart again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me
Why am I so afraid to break down
and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me
So you guys like…? Hey listen to Ashley Tisdale's song 'He Said, She Said' and tell me if that would be an interesting song to use….