Regret
I'm staring at the ceiling of my room
Thinking of what had just happened
Replaying that hurtful conversation
Which seems to be my darkest hour
I wish I didn't do it and thought better
Guess I screwed up so badly
I curse and hate myself for doing it
I regret for cheating on you
I'm sorry I took you for granted
You gave me my second chance
But I blew it…yet again
Now I feel guilty it happened
I pined for you for so many times
It hurts to see you with somebody else
I get pissed of when he hurts you
But I can't do anything since you're not mine
You come to me when you needed help
I always comfort you but you don't know why
It's because I love you
And it hurts so damn much to see you cry
Someone once told me
To finally say to you what I feel
I mustered all my confidence to do it
But you only saw me as a friend
I heard you were leaving for summer
I thought that it's now or never
I told you what I feel, that I love you
But you just stared at me and left anyway
I stared at my ceiling just as I had done before
I can't wait for you to come back
A pang of regret washed over me
For letting you slip away easily…again…